Sunday, April 11, 2010
Doesnt mean you dont understand how someone's heart can broke into piece, how you can tear someone down, then you can hurt that person so deeply.Cause it's because of you, such person, that why people tend to hate their past, tend to hide, tend to run away. Because they are afraid, afraid of being hurt again. Afraid of open up their heart and end up what they get back was just something heart-broken, something that cause them to stop moving on. Just because of the selfishness, you make someone paid the price, and that was how huge the price is.
They were actually dreaming big, waiting for fairytales to appear, waiting for something. Do you even understand how it feels to wait for something that's beautiful to turn out to be something else, do you even understand because of your act, your words, people will tend to avoid everyone. To hide @ a corner, but who understand all this.
| 9:07 AM |
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
I'm tired, tired of being a hero trying to save people around when I cant even save myself.
I'm tired, tired of pretending that I dont when I actually care.
I'm tired, tired of loving and then choosing my own path to stop all this.
I'm tired, tired of nightmares that will reminds me of every incident and scar I've in the past.
I'm tired, tired of pushing people away.
I'm tired, tired of loving those that I couldnt love.
I'm tired, tired of hurting those I love.
I'm tired, tired of my life. Just feel like ending it the next minute of time.
| 11:48 PM |
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Okay people I'm not blogging here anymore I GUESS?
I'm fickle-minded remember! yes, maybe I'll change here & there!
http://ilnthm.tumblr.com this's my new blog! hHAAH! BYEBYE!
LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
| 10:51 PM |
Monday, January 25, 2010
It's adding colour into my life.
Alright, Today was totally not a good day.I declare now that I hate today, it was totally super wtf can.
And luckily someone cheer me up:) THANKS THANKS.
And yesyes, I FREAKING FEEL LIKE MURDERING PEOPLE.
If you dont even trust why bother to ask or say it out?
What's the freaking point man, get a life please. Cant be bothered to explain.
Yes, okayokay. Enough of chanting.
So yes did I told you, within 2 days and yes:)
I'm now @ episode 17:)
HAPPY! SUPER NICE CAN! OHMYGOD!
| 11:26 AM |
Saturday, January 23, 2010
It's party time, & I want to say :
Alright, today was great. Went to celebrate winnie's birthday with primary schoolmates.
Yeah, super funny. Had waraku @ marina square.
Then SB came to find me, after that headed home.
Watching Xia Yi Zhan Xin Fu, AWESOME!
I've been crying & crying for that show:(:(
Hi my sweetheart just come out new episode:) Super happy!
And damn it, I'm going to watch finish that soon. Meaning, another drama:):)
Okay I shall continue to watch my drama:)
LASTLY,
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO WINNIE TAN,
You've been such a "buddy sister", Thanks for being there whenever I need.
There're tons of time, we always quarrel but I know at the end of it, we'll always get back together. And may all your wishes come true, ILOVE YOU!:DDDD
Happy 19th BIRTHDAY TO KAISHENG,
Heyhey even though, I know you wont see this post. But well, hope your wishes come true.
And thanks for everything:D
| 10:55 AM |
Thursday, January 21, 2010
It's aweseome.
Alright, Went to town to find raj & fel.
walked around @ ion, brought clothes @ new look, money gone:(:(
I'm feeling super heartache can:(
I'm totally broke for this month, or the entire week. I'm spending money like tap water, most importantly, I dont know what I spent-.-
Because it's either out with mummy & spent it, or cliques.
Because it's either out with mummy & spent it, or cliques.
Okay, back to it. After which went to outram, ate chicken mee @ the market there.
YUMMY! I love the mee, so QQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQ!
Then home sweet home:) Wanted to find aunt but then too tired to find.
And that stupid turtle keep saying I bully him now, HAHA! So loser can:P
Anw, I shall get going. WATCHING DRAMA! LOVES.
| 5:07 AM |
Monday, January 18, 2010
Cause you're the one; that I want to hold your hands with, through this journey.
Alright, I just forgotten I dint update about yesterday.
Had dian xin @ the afternoon with uncle, sister, sister's bf & mummy.
YUMMY, not bad for a 5 stars hotel:)
After which went around bugis junction area to shop, then sister & her bf went for work.
Left me & mummy & uncle, headed around & uncle left for massage.
Went around and walked & yes that's when all my $$ flied.
two-hundreds-dollars, & mostly, it wasnt mine.
It was for my sister(s), mummy & daddy. I only brought 2 tops, hairbands & ear stud.
But it was super fun, mummy's a joker man. Keep making me laugh:)
Oh, I saw aaron & lester @ BJ too!
After which, waited for uncle to drive us to orchard for dinner.
AND I SWEAR, THE FOOD THERE'S LIKE AWESOME! JAP. FOOD:):):)
Those friendly service too:) It's @ lucky Plaza there, 4th level if I'm not wrong.
Then home sweet home;)
Today went out with the mental people, everyone were not in good mood.
Which I've no idea why, but I enjoyed hitting raj:)
HAHA! and the joke in page one:):)
So went up to the open air space @ vivo city to play water.
It was fun at least to me, splashing baby water & she kicking water-.-
Ate @ superdog, and it was when I started to miss all those past I have.
Thoughts just keep rewinding on my mind, nothing could stop it.
Making me hard to breathe, hard to see through things. It's all full with thoughts & past.
At that moment, I hoped I have a doramon with me, to rewind back to where it was suppose to be.
AND YESYES, I SAW SHOOTING STAR! I MADE A WISH & guess what?
SB dint, LOSER! HAHA!
I dont know why, but it's like somehow I understood the meaning of life.
God would return you something good when you lost something precious.
That's how life goes on, everyone live in their fear & never get to step out.
No matter how hard they tried, sometimes, things just remain the same.
The only way's to face it bravely, never ever try to be a tortoise, hiding inside your shell.
It's time to pluck out all your courage, get out of your comfortable shell & fight with it.
Perhaps, it's. I know action speaks louder than words.
Okay, I dont know what's wrong with me this few days, suddenly I trusted more on this kind of stuff.
Bye people I shall go offline now, if not SB's gonna murder me:)
LOVES!
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