Sunday, November 22, 2009

I'm freaking tired right now,
I dont want to post anymore:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JANELLE TAN, MY BELOVED & GODMOTHER:D
May all your wishes come true! love you guys!

| 2:01 AM |

Friday, November 20, 2009

Drink, drank, drunk.

I dint know I'm such a failure,
I dint know I'm nothing in your eyes,
I dint know all this while you were lying,
I dint know why am I tearing now,
I dint know your heart has already gone till the minute I realised when I wanted to hold on.

I'm super tired, dint have enough rest then I thought.
I've been injuring myself this few days, FREAK!
Even sprained my ankle, how suay can all this be.
Dint drink much, cause I was too tired.

I dont know why, I'm feeling very down now.
I feel like crying but yet I've to hide those emotions.
I'm breaking down very soon, I dont know how long more can I get hold of all this.
I dont know what can I really smile and say "yes, I'm happy. From the bottom of my heart"
Where's the happy-go-lucky girl in the past, I really miss my past alot.
When I really smile and acting out to anyone.
Cause now I can only smile, to hide and avoid everything.
It may not be the best solution but at least a better ones for now,
I know I disappoint you again, sorry.

I guess I just dont know what I want now for the moment of time.
I want to have fun, I want to be serious, I want to be happy, I want to smile,
I want to cry, I want laugh out loudly, I want to hold on, I want to let go, I want to love,
I want to be loved, I want everything BUT I ALSO WANT NOTHING.

How pathetic is my life right now, cause I totally have no idea, no future of what I want now.
I'm tired, I'm freaking pissed off with myself, FUCK UP MY LIFE!

| 9:03 AM |

Thursday, November 19, 2009

BFF, I dont know how many BFF I've now. HAHA!
But well, It has different meaning ah.
Oh anw, after meeting baby then after work, I'm going to meet ______ for drink.

Yesyes, cause I online he asked me when are we meeting.
We haven meet like for freaking long, okay it was quite long 2 years.
Is that long enough, hAHHA!

Anw, wy cheer up alright, even though I dont know you well or long enough but still cheer up.
I seriously dont understand why, I'm sorry if you feel offended but well I'll just say out.
I dint pin point at anyone so please, dont assume.

I just saw many couples like quarrelled and stuff, even for wy.
I seriously dont understand, we must you controlled when you're in a relationship
Does that mean in a relationship everyone should be tied up, should have no freedom or rights to go out with whoever.
If you say your respect the person and trust the person, why's it so that you still want to controlled that person. I thought trust and respect means, you trust your partner wont do funny stuff and respect his freedom and rights.
If you doesnt why keep claiming you'll trust the person and respect him/her.
Together doesnt mean anything, this minute you can happily hold on to the person, but the next minute he/she will be gone.
Everyone have their rights to go out and stuff, an relationship shouldnt affect your partner's lifestyle or by making friends and stuff.
As long as they told you or inform you who're they with, and stuff it's alright.

If even this, you also cant give in and stuff then dont say you respect or trust your love ones.
Cause it's totally nonsense.

Cause trust and respect will never be like this,
ask yourself does your love ones really feels happy from the bottom of their hearts
Or they're just saying beautiful white lies to cover everything to make you feel better.
If being together's such a painful one, why be together.

And freaking jerk, you arent even fit to comment on my friend
Who would care, if you dint cherish and stuff in the first place, why're you commenting.
Just because you think you're god, doesnt mean you're.
It would be awesome if you can take a mirror and reflect on yourself.
If you dont have one tell me, I will buy you one.
You act as if you're not at fault, NB!
Doesnt mean we dont say or comment on you, you're right.
It's because it waste our saliva by talking to you, STOP YOUR FREAKING ACTION!
If you're unhappy, just tell us straight, dont have to told wy off. JERK!

Sorry people, I was seriously pissed off, I just heard that freaking new that pissed me off.
I feel like giving that ass a slap.
But well, I shouldnt dirty my blog, I told others not to dirty their blogs too.
So yes, I felt much better, even ____ told me that guy's a bastard!
Shame on him, I think I can do much better than that guy if I'm a guy!
BYE PEOPLE!
i'll delete this after those should see have seen it, I dont want to dirty my blog for those freaking ass I detest alot.

| 10:32 AM |

You know, even there are many stars out there, but none caught my eyes only you

Finally Fb's working, after I tried so many times.
Oh well, I reached home not long ago, super tired. My legs' re aching:(
HAHA! might be going out with baby tomorrow then go work.
And I'm uploading all my photos in fb, I'll only upload a few here.
The rest will be @ fb, do take a look:D it's pretty awesome.

Suddenly I miss all of them, had so much fun then I thought last night.
I thought I would spent my money down to drain, but turn out to be awesome.
Speech by Principle and Shabeer.

Followed by performances by zhiyu, herrick and clique.
Then was the video of everyone, after that games.
Then dance by shanice, fed and others.
Then some screw up ones, which I dont feel like saying it.
Lastly, dance floor:DD

I guess it's about like this, I couldnt really remembered all.
So yes, the photos shall tell you how pretty well it was.

Hongliang, NICE FRIEND!
SiEn, cute:D
Girls Power, 511!
Sec 5, POWER!
Herrick:D
Mr leong:D
Dance floor


Okay, I'm a little sian now, cause whatever I uploaded just now in the blog.
Is either hang or its size's too big:(
I shall go upload finish my photos in fb.
NIGHTS!

| 9:21 AM |

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Till now, it's like never ending.
It's awesome I guess, better than what I thought.
I'm freaking tired now, sorry people I will blog with details tomorrow:D
Cause my legs are aching, I dislike wearing heels man!
Anw, I hugged Baby R and Selvyn. LOL! farewell:D
After prom headed to KBP(I dont know) with shuz,suanz,hermes,zul,hongliang,nicol,kenneth.C,kenneth.K, Zaim.
Oh yeah, zul's damn nice, he wanted to help me take my stuff because I took off my heels.
So yeah, he help me took my camera:D cause I told him's okay:D
Anw, Chatted with them:D
fun and laughter:D
But well, there's always another chance right:D
Then, took cab with kenneth.K, Kenneth.C, Hongliang And Nicol.
Super nice alright, they insist to send me to my house downstairs cause they're worry:D
See I've nice friends around me! THANKS ALOT!
Really glad to know you guys, AWESOME QUEENSWAY:D
LOVES:)
So yes, photo I'll upload tomorrow! Bye people!
WITH LOVES!

| 9:28 AM |

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I just woke up around 11plus.
Super tired alright, I guess I need super lots of beauty sleep ah.
I'm down with flu and cough how suay can that be, just before that-.-
Well, I dont know what to type anymore.

"Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go."
Well said! BYE PEOPLE!

| 8:41 AM |

Monday, November 16, 2009

I shall make it short, cause I'm tired.

-Meetup with gary for movie was cancelled because no one can accompany hermes.
-Meet Baby N and Mingxuan @ mac.
-Balah came and they went off.
-Then went home with balah and hermes to look @ my dress.
-Went back to tiong to meet terry.
-Headed to uncle's office and pass some stuff.
-Then, town with hermes.
-Baby N and balah came after that.
-Ispent like hell today, freak! I should have resist alittle:(
-Went to far east and had ban mian.
-Brought my heels.
-Headed home with balah:D
-Chatting with him now, bye people!


Ps, gary! sorry x billion time.
I'll repay you with lolipop! HOHO!

| 6:48 AM |