OH GOD, what's happening
Monday, December 31, 2007
went to bugis today to get my hair cut,
but didnt manage to get at there,
so went to buy a grey cardigans & went off to redhill for my hair cut..
waited for quite long as there's lots of people,
new year coming of course long..
so yeah, it's my turn have my hair cut & went off to fetch my younger sister from aunt house.
sister's still doing her hair,
going out later for countdown.
but i dont really feel like going but,
it's a new year!
i must get more hyper(:
alright, i must post this!
stupid school timetable, one period= to one hour.
#$%^&%$
is like so what lah..
the time is already so late already,
& damm it now more late.
it even have odd & even week,
who'll go & check whether the odd weeks to bring what,
who'll go & check whether the odd weeks to bring what,
& the even week to bring what.
the normal timetable already couldnt make it,
now more worst!
QUEENSWAY SECONDARY SCHOOL,
can you just let me have my secondery peacefully?!!
@#$%$^*&!
breathe in, breathe out.
shall post till here, i'm really damm pissed now.
| 8:22 PM |
there's a wall between me & you tht i couldnt get through it
Sunday, December 30, 2007
school gonna reopen soon yet,
i felt so empty & helpless.
without you there, what seriously am i?
i dont know, i really dont know!
am i still hoping for something from you or mircale?
tears just rolled down when the night pass,
memories just flashed back without thinking how hurt i'm getting now.
i thought time could cure everythings & slowly i can get on,
but yet, it wasnt helping but getting worst.
why am i doing this when you didnt even feel anything.?
why am i still waiting?
why hasn't i move on?
there're so much question tht i couldnt answer it by myself.
memories's just like thousand of knife stabbing my heart.
the school, bustop & mores..
i couldnt stop my tear, neither could i stop those memories from flashing back the past.
when the date is getting nearer,
hopes become disappointment,
happiness become sadness.
everything went so down.
& i just get so mess up by those memories that is flashing on my mind.
Labels: i swear if i gonna hold this one more time, i wont let it just slip through me
| 9:55 PM |
so much for my happy ending
yesterday went out with my sister to teck whye to get my school uniform.
well, saw quite a few queenswayans & i wasnt feeling quite well.
so cab down to find my uncle,
went to orchard road & walked around.
brought a guess wallet & walked around again.
went to have my dinner & went home.
dad wanted us to go & find him & mum,
i was so unwilling to go, but if i dont go, sure get nag.
so went out to find him,
guess what, he was drunk & bring us walked round & round just for nothing.
i was damm pissed lah..
ask me to come out & watch you walking around?
must as well go home walk around=.=""
today went to bugis & get myself a schoolbag.
& have my dinner.
& blahblahblah..
i'm lazy to post it out, shall end here.
byebye(:
| 7:55 PM |
my life couldnt make a u-turn anymore , cause i dont control it, it can only like it drive straight to where it suppose to go
Saturday, December 29, 2007
i must say this, i made dumpling(i dont know how to spell)& put one gold coin in,
& in the end i get the gold coin..OMG!
but i didnt play cheat okay!
yesterday accompany louis & boon ping to clementi ite,
so meet boon ping at queenstown mrt & went to his house.
& yeah, louis was there alright..hahaha...
saw the time & head to clementi,
cause louis need to interview for tourism course.
& romel(if i'm not wrong his name is spelllike this) came for interview for retail too..
went in with them to the ite.
& seriously it was damm big lah..
so louis & romel went into the hall for interview.
left me & boon ping.
so he bring me to the restaurant there.
& it's damm nice lah..
he went in to ask about the timing & about the course stuff,
so i sitted down there waited for him.
& he was like so sorry lah..LOL!
but it's seriously nevermind(:
& then this woman came out & asked..
blahblahblah..
& boon ping ask: this one girl or boy?
i was like uh? of course is girl lah..LOL!
& yong sheng called, asking what bus to take but i dont know,
so he asked me whether can i go out & fetch him i say okay.
so went back to the hall there & louis came out..
he was like those kind of face..
cause he couldnt like answer alittle of the question..
& went out with boon ping & louis to fetch yong sheng..
& we think of romel, so went back to ite after fetching yong sheng.
waited for romel & walked around the school.
it's nice lah even though it's old..
can plan to go tht school..
so went to eat, order a drink & blahblahblah have some chat..
then pass by this shop, so brought my younger sister a book & abag..
LOL! bag can use for school, book, she like dora..
so went to vivo city to give shirley a surpised.
& yeah..chatted some stuff..OMG!
it's like so=.=""..
arron came when shirley went off,
& thy wanted to go to my enermy place..LOL!
cow junior.. so this dummy louis started to take tissue throw at me,
& everyone was bullying me lah expect boon ping..
see he's nice..LOL!
then louis asked me to do werid stuff.
i was like i'm like a retarted doing this lah..
then he say wont lah..
so after tht he asked me to close my eye.
so after tht he asked me to close my eye.
so i close but i seriously think tht something is like happening
so went i open my eye daamm him,
he was like turning to arron acting nothing happen..idiot!
well, went out of cow junior & have chat..
& i swear, yong sheng is damm funny,louis also another one.
arron & boon ping was like running around.LOL!
so went back home after tht..
& i get to know from jermery tht mr chua is our form teacher=.="
| 12:24 PM |
the night falls, memories flashed back to the old time, & i couldnt stop thinking it
Thursday, December 27, 2007
well, christmas was still alright..
spend the time at cousin house, then wei jun called.
& have a chat with him.
well, everything just dont seems to be the way tht i want.
anyway, lots of things happen but i'm just lazy to post it out.
yesterday, went out with friends & went to meet auntie.
(see i so nicee, never stay at home come out with you all, so stop saying i'm lazy:x)
saw haris at common wealth there..HAHAH..
was taking mrt home & shirley called,
so met her up at my home.
& chatted with her lots of things..
have our dinner & send her down.
chatted with louis on the phone &
he's damm funny lah! LOL!
message gilbert & my friends,
none of them know i change new change=.="
spend the time at cousin house, then wei jun called.
& have a chat with him.
well, everything just dont seems to be the way tht i want.
anyway, lots of things happen but i'm just lazy to post it out.
yesterday, went out with friends & went to meet auntie.
(see i so nicee, never stay at home come out with you all, so stop saying i'm lazy:x)
saw haris at common wealth there..HAHAH..
was taking mrt home & shirley called,
so met her up at my home.
& chatted with her lots of things..
have our dinner & send her down.
chatted with louis on the phone &
he's damm funny lah! LOL!
message gilbert & my friends,
none of them know i change new change=.="
| 3:10 PM |
time passed so fast tht everything change so fast
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
alright, today wake up early even though,
i sleep late yesterday night.
so wake up, do my stuff & online.
& mum called asking me whether want to go visit grandpa.
so went there & chatted quite long.
time getting later& i was suppose to meet shirley at 4pm.
so called her & told her i'll be late abit.
yet tht isnt abit but alot.LOL!
& gosh! it was already 5.10pm & i was late.
so head to vivo city with my cousin & aunt.
& met up shirley at superrdogggg.
well, i get quite lots of present & i seriously like it(((:
so went around to shop.
& i brought dennis &ah fang present,
cause i have seriously no time to make their present.
sorrrrrryyyyyyyyyyy!
so went back home & watched my show.
& yes! now it is christmas!
HOHOHOHO! MERRYYY CHRISTMAS
will be going to cousin house for party tomorrow((:
i sleep late yesterday night.
so wake up, do my stuff & online.
& mum called asking me whether want to go visit grandpa.
so went there & chatted quite long.
time getting later& i was suppose to meet shirley at 4pm.
so called her & told her i'll be late abit.
yet tht isnt abit but alot.LOL!
& gosh! it was already 5.10pm & i was late.
so head to vivo city with my cousin & aunt.
& met up shirley at superrdogggg.
well, i get quite lots of present & i seriously like it(((:
so went around to shop.
& i brought dennis &ah fang present,
cause i have seriously no time to make their present.
sorrrrrryyyyyyyyyyy!
so went back home & watched my show.
& yes! now it is christmas!
HOHOHOHO! MERRYYY CHRISTMAS
will be going to cousin house for party tomorrow((:
| 2:09 AM |
could you please replay the past & let it started all over again
Monday, December 24, 2007
well,it had been days since i last blog.
have been busying making christmas present,
& it's really tiring, but i still have to do it,
just for my family &friends((:
& damm this stupid needle keep hurting my fingers,
STUPID!
anyway, chatted with shirleyy yesterday..
hahhaha!
well, it's still the best talking to her,
at least i feelmuch more better & comfortable..
& i seriously tired but yet i couldnt sleep.
damm it!
shall post till here,
tomorrow will be going out with shirleyy((((((((((;
| 2:55 AM |
you know, i alway hope you will be there for me.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
went out yesterday with sisters & auntie. & went around chinatown to find my stuff,
i mean stuff for christmas present.
& my pocket had a big hole alright:(
anyway, once in a year is alright.
so yeah,with this i made out something.
which i think isnt nicee at all.
which i think isnt nicee at all.
but at least i have the heart to do it.
so,today went out with uncle& family to bugis.
walked around & went to those kids arcade.
was playing with those balls,
i mean basketball..
hahahhaha...
well,win lots of ticket & went to change some stuff for those kids..
after tht, went to eat & head to sim lim square to find my sister's bf..
& take taxi back to home..
& take taxi back to home..
shall post till here,
i cant remember if there is still anything to post:)
| 8:30 PM |
when she thought tht everything is alright, everything turn out to be change
Monday, December 17, 2007
feel like blogging at this moment.yesterday went to my unclehouse to have some cleaning,
because somethings happen yeah.
should be going out with others,
but in the end, i doesnt want to go.
sorrryyyyyy!
after tht went to eat mac,
& walked around chinatown
then went back home.
watched star awards & yay!
rui en got in the tope ten awards
but ow juan never alright!
& i was screaming like hell man.
but nevermind,next year jia you!
& after tht back to my disc.
& i finish watching my shows.
as usual,today wake up late.
& i thought i wake up so early 11.15
then when i went back to room,
my sister was like what 11.15?
now the time is 3.17pm.
i was like is it?
LOL!
might be going out later on:)))))))
| 3:46 PM |
the love was spilled out & everythings turns
Sunday, December 16, 2007
well, just dont know why,maybe i've been keeping all this in my heart &
i doesnt want to say out,
but somehow something change make me think tht everything should be say.
so i shall say what it feels.
at first, everything was so peaceful,
there was nothing be recover.
but out of a sudden, it totally changed.
i dont know how to explain it.
my friend start to tell me,
maybe a change might be better than now.
so i started to think.
& then things happen,
you told me tht no matter happen you'll still be there.
yet this is all lies?
i was climbing through the cave halfway,
thought tht once i reach the top,
there wont be anymore darkness.
& it was you who pulled me out,
but it was also you who pushed me back to where i was before.
& i tell you, you screw up the whole game when you this girl came, i swear.
you claim tht you wasnt but yet everything can be seen in my own eyes,
no, it isnt but i can see through my ownheart,
i dont blame anyone,
but blame myself for being so stupid to believe it.
& it hurt not only me, but also others.
then, this feeling came, turn everything to numb.
but at least it's better,when another comes,
i wont be feeling anymore but numb.
let everything be off from me,
then getting then hurt.
| 12:53 AM |
the love is so unplanned tht when things turns, she doesnt know how to get up
Saturday, December 15, 2007
went dinner or should i say breakfast with my auntie & baobei.
have our meal at kfc & went to POH KIM to buy my disc.
felicia called ask me if i got pucho,
if i'm not wrong should be spelled like this.
so told her tht after tht then call her back to tell her whether if i've.
anyway,i got myself a DVD show but the show was quite long ago.
went home straight after tht.
was watching channel 8, 7pm show.
it was the last espisode & was damm nicee lah..
at last ,thy are back together again:)))
called back felicia & told her tht i've.
after tht, went to hand her the pucho nearby my housearea.
waited with her for bus 195 & chatted awhile.
well,it had been so long since we last chat alright:))
went home to watch my show again.
& have a small/normal/big quarrel with dad.
i must say this,
you alway wanted us to go the way you want but,
do you ever really care about us?
i cant deny tht you did dote on us but yet, you doesnt know what we really wants.
you just think tht what you think is what we want but yet it wasnt.
my friends alway ask me why hate your dad?
after all, he's still your dad having the same blood with you.
times & times, i really cancel my thought tht i shouldnt do it.
but you alway let me have tht "stupid" thought.
it wasnt just because how youtreat my mum.
it's how you treated my whole family, thts include my relatives as well.
i just wish to say,no matter what happen,
i'll still stand for the family.
it's them who let me know what it love.
it isnt just what i want then you try to fufill but something more than tht.
at least thy let me know what's a 'home'.
well, i shall go& watch my show again:))
have our meal at kfc & went to POH KIM to buy my disc.
felicia called ask me if i got pucho,
if i'm not wrong should be spelled like this.
so told her tht after tht then call her back to tell her whether if i've.
anyway,i got myself a DVD show but the show was quite long ago.
went home straight after tht.
was watching channel 8, 7pm show.
it was the last espisode & was damm nicee lah..
at last ,thy are back together again:)))
called back felicia & told her tht i've.
after tht, went to hand her the pucho nearby my housearea.
waited with her for bus 195 & chatted awhile.
well,it had been so long since we last chat alright:))
went home to watch my show again.
& have a small/normal/big quarrel with dad.
i must say this,
you alway wanted us to go the way you want but,
do you ever really care about us?
i cant deny tht you did dote on us but yet, you doesnt know what we really wants.
you just think tht what you think is what we want but yet it wasnt.
my friends alway ask me why hate your dad?
after all, he's still your dad having the same blood with you.
times & times, i really cancel my thought tht i shouldnt do it.
but you alway let me have tht "stupid" thought.
it wasnt just because how youtreat my mum.
it's how you treated my whole family, thts include my relatives as well.
i just wish to say,no matter what happen,
i'll still stand for the family.
it's them who let me know what it love.
it isnt just what i want then you try to fufill but something more than tht.
at least thy let me know what's a 'home'.
well, i shall go& watch my show again:))
goodbyeeee:)))))))))))))))
| 2:09 AM |
time let me know the truth
Friday, December 14, 2007
as usual, wake up around 4pm.
cause i have been watching wei siao pasta& hei tang ma qi duo.
so end up, 6.30am then went to sleep.
& this few days isnt any good day for me.
well, i'm trying to learn everything in this minute of time.
i'm not trying to do anything to save it back.
but i still have to say,
if things didnt ended up like this,
maybe everything wont turn to this way.
you told me, it wasnt my fault yet every single hand was pointed to me.
then what're you trying to say when everythings was made up by you.
but anyway, still i've to say thanks for being my friend & good bye.
shall watch my shows & then out to met auntie for my dinner:)))))
cause i have been watching wei siao pasta& hei tang ma qi duo.
so end up, 6.30am then went to sleep.
& this few days isnt any good day for me.
well, i'm trying to learn everything in this minute of time.
i'm not trying to do anything to save it back.
but i still have to say,
if things didnt ended up like this,
maybe everything wont turn to this way.
you told me, it wasnt my fault yet every single hand was pointed to me.
then what're you trying to say when everythings was made up by you.
but anyway, still i've to say thanks for being my friend & good bye.
shall watch my shows & then out to met auntie for my dinner:)))))
Labels: Friendship was once i had cherish
| 4:56 PM |
at the end of it
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
well, went to chinatown with
my mum & my younger sister to meet my dad.
have our dinner there, ated so fully.
so went around the market to see anything to buy.
& my younger sister wanted a sunglasses so yeah!
at first, didnt want to buy but ,
in the end, still brought it for her.
walked back home with my mum &younger sister.
was carrying my younger sister alright!
& my bone was like.. OMG!
reached home around 8pm,
chat with wei jun in the phone.
he told me lots of things.
& yeah! cant say out :)
i'm superr tired now.
shall go & have my bathe & then probably
went to bed after tht.
NIGHT
so went around the market to see anything to buy.
& my younger sister wanted a sunglasses so yeah!
at first, didnt want to buy but ,
in the end, still brought it for her.
walked back home with my mum &younger sister.
was carrying my younger sister alright!
& my bone was like.. OMG!
reached home around 8pm,
chat with wei jun in the phone.
he told me lots of things.
& yeah! cant say out :)
i'm superr tired now.
shall go & have my bathe & then probably
went to bed after tht.
NIGHT
| 9:37 PM |
smile and everything'll be gone
as usual, wake up late, around 2.30pm.went to do my stuff & start to use comp.
& just realised tht i haven eaten anything till now alright.
starting to gugu-gugu. LOL!
was suppose to meet my auntie but didnt went to meet her
cause i was just so lazy to get out of my house.
& this jun wei, just started to scold me lazy pig.
so yeah! i admit tht i'm one .
but also doesnt need to scold me right $%^&.
LOL!
so yeah! mum is asking to go chinatown now.
so shall go with her to chinatown.
| 5:36 PM |
a ending & a starting
starting afresh now so,new blog will start a great move:)
OMG! holidays is ending soon:(
i doesnt want to!
