the love was spilled out & everythings turns
Sunday, December 16, 2007
well, just dont know why,maybe i've been keeping all this in my heart &
i doesnt want to say out,
but somehow something change make me think tht everything should be say.
so i shall say what it feels.
at first, everything was so peaceful,
there was nothing be recover.
but out of a sudden, it totally changed.
i dont know how to explain it.
my friend start to tell me,
maybe a change might be better than now.
so i started to think.
& then things happen,
you told me tht no matter happen you'll still be there.
yet this is all lies?
i was climbing through the cave halfway,
thought tht once i reach the top,
there wont be anymore darkness.
& it was you who pulled me out,
but it was also you who pushed me back to where i was before.
& i tell you, you screw up the whole game when you this girl came, i swear.
you claim tht you wasnt but yet everything can be seen in my own eyes,
no, it isnt but i can see through my ownheart,
i dont blame anyone,
but blame myself for being so stupid to believe it.
& it hurt not only me, but also others.
then, this feeling came, turn everything to numb.
but at least it's better,when another comes,
i wont be feeling anymore but numb.
let everything be off from me,
then getting then hurt.
