dont ever claim tht you isnt when you're
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
well, okay i shall blog what happen this few days.get back my first month result.
all like GOSH!
chinese- 26/50 , math 8.5/30 , social studies- 8/12 , physic- 11/20, poa- 9/10
chemistry haven get yet but i know it is gonna be another well done test(:
*claps*
yesterday was the chinese retest as everyone did damm badly and i was absent from school,
so math retest is coming soon.
gosh! gonna screw up again!
but i must tell myself i can make it then i can make it.
but no matter how many time i tell myself i can make it,
i still couldnt make it:)
so well, lots of things happens.
and i had only have limited time to catch up everythings.
just like what i say, i wish to done well.
and yes, sometime, i just feels tht friends're far away from me
sometime i really feels tht i'm just like toy to my friends,
when they need me,they would come and find me
but when they dont, they would just throw you away.
i dont know why but sometime,this thoughts really occurs in my mind.
i know one day i'll lost my true friends so i make myself not
to fall so deep for them.
but i also know tht only those who are true to you,
will alway be by your side and
i had already lost one,
just because of some bloody nothing reasons,
you could just make use of me, let me trust you so much,
and when i thought everythings is alway so good,
you stabbed me behind.
you might think tht i'm stupid but i'm not as stupid as you.
cause only those who make use of people trust is those tht is stupid.
only then, others would start to leave you afraid tht trust would be use by you.
maybe another would come again but i seriously dont wish to.
cause with you guys, they why i smile.
JUN WEI, YOU'RE MY BEST BUDDDYYYYYYYYY <---SEE , your BIG NAME here.
as requested by jun wei:DDDD
Labels: true friends never say goodbye only those who isnt would just walk aside and backstabbed you
| 6:05 PM |
it was you who brought me sunrise and also those beautiful stars tht is hanging in the sky
Sunday, January 27, 2008
alright, weekend is such a nice day to sleep.
i can sleep for hours and hours!
it mean tht..... I'M TIRED! lol..
and yesterday was suppose to meet up jun wei and others
and yes, i sleep till 6 plus.
I'M SORRYYYY!:(
i'm doing my homeworks right now.
math is killing me now! INDICES!
but well, i give up..
shall ask ms chan tommorrow.
now left with poa and i'm done.
gonna search for some stuff..
had been searching so long yet all i'm searching is like
unrelated to it=.="
well, today went to vivo city.
was looking for puppies and rabbits all this.
they are dammm CUTEE!
but well, mum doesnt want to get one cause she say is expensive.
so, walked around vivo and have our lunch there.
then head to chinatown for cny clothes,
and half way through, i saw mickey and minnie redpackets!
so NICEEEEEEEEEEE!
SO,i shouted for mum and she say she had already brought it,
cause she know it's my favourite!
YAY! you're the best(((:
so walked around but nothing caught my eye:)
so went home.
and well, i'm missing someone now:)
i can sleep for hours and hours!
it mean tht..... I'M TIRED! lol..
and yesterday was suppose to meet up jun wei and others
and yes, i sleep till 6 plus.
I'M SORRYYYY!:(
i'm doing my homeworks right now.
math is killing me now! INDICES!
but well, i give up..
shall ask ms chan tommorrow.
now left with poa and i'm done.
gonna search for some stuff..
had been searching so long yet all i'm searching is like
unrelated to it=.="
well, today went to vivo city.
was looking for puppies and rabbits all this.
they are dammm CUTEE!
but well, mum doesnt want to get one cause she say is expensive.
so, walked around vivo and have our lunch there.
then head to chinatown for cny clothes,
and half way through, i saw mickey and minnie redpackets!
so NICEEEEEEEEEEE!
SO,i shouted for mum and she say she had already brought it,
cause she know it's my favourite!
YAY! you're the best(((:
so walked around but nothing caught my eye:)
so went home.
and well, i'm missing someone now:)
Labels: now is only left with you(:, tht why i smile ; i place those memories into abox and i seal it up and now, with you
| 10:27 PM |
my dearest
Saturday, January 26, 2008
wellll, those past keep flashing through my mind,& it wasnt just the past but it seems like a nightmare to me.
i dont know how to say.
but i felt sooooooo .....
and yes, the memories tht the past give me,
i'm keeping it now, not thinking anymore.
thanks for everythings(((:
| 9:03 PM |
please, brain damage
Friday, January 25, 2008
i'm totally not in mood now.everythings went so wrong in this year
& yet, it was just the starting of this year,
how am i going to continue?
just wish tht now, i'm suffering from great brain damage and
forget everything TOTALLY!
TOTALLYYYYYYYY!
| 3:54 PM |
this feelings is damm suckyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Thursday, January 24, 2008
well, i dont know why but this feeling came back.
it is so werid & suckyyyyyyy..
i thought tht it is all over yet,
his care & concern still touch my heart.
i dont know why, but he is alway the one tht i alway stand by me.
the past i alway carry with me,
keeping it as a memories & keep at a side of my heart.
i dont know why,
but i'm feeling so suckyyyyyyyyy.
i dont like it..
how i wish tht all this tht is happening to me now,was a dream
then i could wake up by the realistic.
BUT, everythings seems to be so real,
i lost my way through,
when i thought i was about to reach the top,
i falls to the bottom of it.
i dont know what to do,
i'm confused! the feeling came back so sudden,
i love my present now, but..
i really dont know what to do.
i know i shouldnt have this feeling carry with me.
but it was those past tht keep me still.
& it was the present tht keep me alive.
the past & present, i dont know where to go &
i dont know what to do.
could it all be a dream & let me wake up now?
i know i could hide but i cant run away
from this feeling tht i'm having now
it is so werid & suckyyyyyyy..
i thought tht it is all over yet,
his care & concern still touch my heart.
i dont know why, but he is alway the one tht i alway stand by me.
the past i alway carry with me,
keeping it as a memories & keep at a side of my heart.
i dont know why,
but i'm feeling so suckyyyyyyyyy.
i dont like it..
how i wish tht all this tht is happening to me now,was a dream
then i could wake up by the realistic.
BUT, everythings seems to be so real,
i lost my way through,
when i thought i was about to reach the top,
i falls to the bottom of it.
i dont know what to do,
i'm confused! the feeling came back so sudden,
i love my present now, but..
i really dont know what to do.
i know i shouldnt have this feeling carry with me.
but it was those past tht keep me still.
& it was the present tht keep me alive.
the past & present, i dont know where to go &
i dont know what to do.
could it all be a dream & let me wake up now?
i know i could hide but i cant run away
from this feeling tht i'm having now
Labels: you know it was you who keep me still;
| 5:33 PM |
could there alway be laughter but no worries
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
okay well, had lots of fun..
head to vivo & meet up others.
so took mrt and jason called me half way through,
so met up him first & went to met others..
but before tht, we went to buy stuffs to eat&
it had been really long tht i & jason talked like this:)))
so others came & head to buy cake & then went up to sky park..
so my birthday girl was first to get throw to the water.
& to revenge on me tht i took out her shoe & socks.
she throw me to the water..
i scream so loud for help lah..
but none of them help me:((
so i told my birthday girl tht i go down by my own.
& yes! i end up in the water!:@
then out of a sudden, this stupid dummy don & li hao,
carried me & throw me into the water.
& i hurt my back lah..*pain*
so i started to @$%&^*#$
then don was like laughing & blahblahblah..
& then cabbed home with li hao.
HAPPYYYYYYYYY BIRTHDAY, MY SISTER!
& not forgettinggggggggg him..
HAPPY BRITHDAY, KAI SHENG!(((:
head to vivo & meet up others.
so took mrt and jason called me half way through,
so met up him first & went to met others..
but before tht, we went to buy stuffs to eat&
it had been really long tht i & jason talked like this:)))
so others came & head to buy cake & then went up to sky park..
so my birthday girl was first to get throw to the water.
& to revenge on me tht i took out her shoe & socks.
she throw me to the water..
i scream so loud for help lah..
but none of them help me:((
so i told my birthday girl tht i go down by my own.
& yes! i end up in the water!:@
then out of a sudden, this stupid dummy don & li hao,
carried me & throw me into the water.
& i hurt my back lah..*pain*
so i started to @$%&^*#$
then don was like laughing & blahblahblah..
& then cabbed home with li hao.
HAPPYYYYYYYYY BIRTHDAY, MY SISTER!
& not forgettinggggggggg him..
HAPPY BRITHDAY, KAI SHENG!(((:
| 11:08 PM |
no longer like it was before
Monday, January 21, 2008
well, after times & times of everythings,i finally have some kind of decision.
asked friends for somethings.
& blahblahblah..
i dont know why i feels this way,
but she seems to be powerful in things.
i couldnt imagine myself getting stabbed by another knife.
you know how much it hurt.
i dont wish to continue or even accepted it.
but i just dont know why..
somethings stopped me.
i mean the ones tht say doesnt you like him stopped me.
i'm just......................
too tired out.
maybe i should really let go & let you be where you suppose to be push to(:
| 5:58 PM |
i dont know what to do, to leave or to stay
Friday, January 18, 2008
didnt attend school today
cause i'm sick, doctor give me two days mc.
so went for the briefing for work at chinatown & then,
went to buy the skirt for the work=.=""
so after tht, decide to head to tiong.
reached tiong, shirley ask me whether want to go down radimas cc
but dad doesnt allow me so,
shirley's my hero.
she called dad, & dad allows.
so went there & watch them play basketball..
well, i dont know what to say
or how to say but somehow,
i think tht this things shouldnt start at all.
it wasnt suppose to be like this.
i hurt the other party & i really hate it.
thy say i'm too soft-hearted tht why i feels this way.
but i really trust tht she wasnt this type of girl.
i dont know how to say but ya..
so on the way home, i have lots of thoughts..
i dont know what to do!
i dont wish to ask the help from shirley
& also jun wei thy all.
it's my problem, why should i trouble them.
maybe it should end at here.
cause i'm sick, doctor give me two days mc.
so went for the briefing for work at chinatown & then,
went to buy the skirt for the work=.=""
so after tht, decide to head to tiong.
reached tiong, shirley ask me whether want to go down radimas cc
but dad doesnt allow me so,
shirley's my hero.
she called dad, & dad allows.
so went there & watch them play basketball..
well, i dont know what to say
or how to say but somehow,
i think tht this things shouldnt start at all.
it wasnt suppose to be like this.
i hurt the other party & i really hate it.
thy say i'm too soft-hearted tht why i feels this way.
but i really trust tht she wasnt this type of girl.
i dont know how to say but ya..
so on the way home, i have lots of thoughts..
i dont know what to do!
i dont wish to ask the help from shirley
& also jun wei thy all.
it's my problem, why should i trouble them.
maybe it should end at here.
| 6:57 PM |
was it the end
Thursday, January 17, 2008
well, today was really peacful & fine
but yet it wasnt as nice as i expect to be like.
meet up shirley at her house & head to radimas cc
to find lihao,junren,cheeho & ondrey(i dont know how to spell his name,sorryy)
so, watched them playing it & then,
i saw somethings.
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you know how it felt to be lied by you!
it was you who told me you wont.
if we haven get into it already like this,
then how on earth can i believe you tht you wont lie to me again?
the problem wasnt her,
it was you lied to me!
listen up, LIED! i hate it !
imagine i lied to you again & again, what will you feels?
tired & dead, am i right?
just like how you feels towards her is how i feels toward you.
you hate liar, then me?
why cant you be more honest?
it really make me tired of it, you know.
it's like so tired & dead.
& i already told you dont lie to me,
yet you does it again.
you even still hide things from me.
you know how it feels?
SULKYYYYYYYY!
if mistake is being make,
& chance is being given but yet you dont know how to learn from it.
how on earth can a second chance to be given.
i'm sick & tired of everythings!
let everything be it, maybe last chance maybe given.
but yet it wasnt as nice as i expect to be like.
meet up shirley at her house & head to radimas cc
to find lihao,junren,cheeho & ondrey(i dont know how to spell his name,sorryy)
so, watched them playing it & then,
i saw somethings.
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you know how it felt to be lied by you!
it was you who told me you wont.
if we haven get into it already like this,
then how on earth can i believe you tht you wont lie to me again?
the problem wasnt her,
it was you lied to me!
listen up, LIED! i hate it !
imagine i lied to you again & again, what will you feels?
tired & dead, am i right?
just like how you feels towards her is how i feels toward you.
you hate liar, then me?
why cant you be more honest?
it really make me tired of it, you know.
it's like so tired & dead.
& i already told you dont lie to me,
yet you does it again.
you even still hide things from me.
you know how it feels?
SULKYYYYYYYY!
if mistake is being make,
& chance is being given but yet you dont know how to learn from it.
how on earth can a second chance to be given.
i'm sick & tired of everythings!
let everything be it, maybe last chance maybe given.
Labels: you wouldnt know
| 9:16 PM |
you're my sweeeeeteeesst drug
alright! didnt attend school today, was sick alright
& plus cause of something(:
so well, wake up 9 plus.
damm early lah, thought of lying down on my bed again
but i couldnt close my eye:(
such a nice day yet i wasted it.
mum's going to malaysia today!
i also want to go! but i couldnt cause having school:'(
so, might be sending her to airport.
but mostly not bah..OPPPSSSS!
yesterday, had some quarrel with him.
but it's okay. anw, quarrel can be nicee too(:
i mean at least you knw what the person is thinking.
anw, i'm just too lazy to carry on with my blogggingggg.
LASTLY; baby, i miss you(((:
& plus cause of something(:
so well, wake up 9 plus.
damm early lah, thought of lying down on my bed again
but i couldnt close my eye:(
such a nice day yet i wasted it.
mum's going to malaysia today!
i also want to go! but i couldnt cause having school:'(
so, might be sending her to airport.
but mostly not bah..OPPPSSSS!
yesterday, had some quarrel with him.
but it's okay. anw, quarrel can be nicee too(:
i mean at least you knw what the person is thinking.
anw, i'm just too lazy to carry on with my blogggingggg.
LASTLY; baby, i miss you(((:
| 12:25 PM |
this time round wasnt so easy to get in
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
you know how much i have put myself into this love.getting myself thinking & thinking.
i dont know what to do, just wish tht,
you could think before everythings was too late.
but beside leaving me alone & whatever,
you alway never hear me out.
i know you hate me asking you to go back to her side.
but i really dont know what your mind is thinking.
today you told me, you have just forgotten her.
but is it true? no ones know, only you.
yet, you just walked off after awhile of silent.
i didnt ask for much, but just what you really wants.
i dont know why, but it was sulky when you just walked off.
maybe i really needs times to think,
or maybe, we should cool down & really thinks again
if we're mend to be together.
i like you, this is for sure, but i needs time(:
| 5:52 PM |
things i alway said
okay! i'm lazy to update what happen last few days..
today school was per-normal expect chinese period.
so yeah! went to celebrate for sam.
a while only..sorryyyy!
anw, HAPPY 16th BRITHDAY, SAM(:
so was chatting around things happen..
i'm lazy to post!*lazy*
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i just want to said,
you alway thought i lost trust on you,
but have you really thought tht why i say those stuff?
for fun or to make you upset.?
it wasnt only you but me too.
you know, today you just walk off,
without further explain really hurts me.
if you really want to explain,
why dont continue to explain to me again & again??
i would listen to what you want to say but your action.
i told you this because i want you to know tht
who you really likes, dont make yourself regret.
she's a nice girl after all.
i just wish you could make the right decision
not a wrong one tht you doesnt know the next move.
if this means little to you, go back to her.
i wouldnt mind about it, I SWEAR!
if you saw this post, dont get upset or what,
i just wish to say out what i think.(:
make your mind clear before making a decision
is better for me & you
today school was per-normal expect chinese period.
so yeah! went to celebrate for sam.
a while only..sorryyyy!
anw, HAPPY 16th BRITHDAY, SAM(:
so was chatting around things happen..
i'm lazy to post!*lazy*
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i just want to said,
you alway thought i lost trust on you,
but have you really thought tht why i say those stuff?
for fun or to make you upset.?
it wasnt only you but me too.
you know, today you just walk off,
without further explain really hurts me.
if you really want to explain,
why dont continue to explain to me again & again??
i would listen to what you want to say but your action.
i told you this because i want you to know tht
who you really likes, dont make yourself regret.
she's a nice girl after all.
i just wish you could make the right decision
not a wrong one tht you doesnt know the next move.
if this means little to you, go back to her.
i wouldnt mind about it, I SWEAR!
if you saw this post, dont get upset or what,
i just wish to say out what i think.(:
make your mind clear before making a decision
is better for me & you
Labels: you know your action can just kills my heartbeat ; my heartbeat stop and tears rolled down my cheek
| 5:08 PM |
tht was when i started to falls deep down, i guess
Saturday, January 12, 2008
okay,yesterday went to tiong with shirley
to meet lihao,chee ho,thomas & boon wee.
thomas's damm cute lah!
i pinch his cheek & he's damm cute lah(((:
so thy planned to watch movie.
& yeah,i couldnt so.
went to fair price to buy things, tht dad asked me to.
& he accompany me(:
& he accompany me(:
asked him to go with them but he dont want=.=
saw boon ping & i hit his head.
he damm funny lah(:
so went home after tht..
something happen, shall not post it out(:
| 12:54 PM |
i swear your words let me lost my path & my mind went blank now
Friday, January 11, 2008
alright, this fews days went out with him.
think alots & get myself mess up.
i must say this,
not i dont trust you, is just tht i dont have the secure when i'm wih you..
i have the feeling tht one day you'll leave me.
i dont know what to do, feeling lost.
i lost my word with you.I SWEAR!
today, you let me think alots,
life is full of things, i couldnt think about anything or worry about it.
if i were to take a step forward again, would you be there with me?
would you let me felt secure.
i'm afraid, I SWEAR!
i really dont know what to do,
my mind is blank now.
think alots & get myself mess up.
i must say this,
not i dont trust you, is just tht i dont have the secure when i'm wih you..
i have the feeling tht one day you'll leave me.
i dont know what to do, feeling lost.
i lost my word with you.I SWEAR!
today, you let me think alots,
life is full of things, i couldnt think about anything or worry about it.
if i were to take a step forward again, would you be there with me?
would you let me felt secure.
i'm afraid, I SWEAR!
i really dont know what to do,
my mind is blank now.
| 6:24 PM |
i dont know whether to leave or stay
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
school was per-normal i think.. i'm lazy to blog alright!
so tired*yawns*
went to hawker after school, with sam,shiqi & ongling.
& then after tht, went to tiong & met shirley & back home now(:
shall go do my homework now(:
| 5:19 PM |
your words really sucks till i couldnt continue anymore
Monday, January 7, 2008
alright, went to school as per normal even through,
i dont wish to go.
took bus 195 early & well shirley was damm crazy man.
so went to shell & buy sweets(:
school was per-normal except tht duty.
OMG! like i really wish to be one..
i dont even like it lah. most of them were like\
asking for changing duty then so clever do it yourself lah..
then, went so many people came to your front & do all kind
of things. damm it alright!
went home straight after school.
i'm tired & sick.
i dont wish to go.
took bus 195 early & well shirley was damm crazy man.
so went to shell & buy sweets(:
school was per-normal except tht duty.
OMG! like i really wish to be one..
i dont even like it lah. most of them were like\
asking for changing duty then so clever do it yourself lah..
then, went so many people came to your front & do all kind
of things. damm it alright!
went home straight after school.
i'm tired & sick.
Labels: your word really make me tear
| 3:50 PM |
you alway have the ablity to shine me through the darkness & let me fall to where it suppose to be
Sunday, January 6, 2008
today woke up damm early 7.30am
just to go to zhangde primary school to receive my EDUSAVE scholarship.
so reach there at 8.15am.
was damm bored at there lah,
sitted for 45mins to wait for everything to be ready.
so behind me was those small kid, i mean primary school kids.
& thy are damm cute lah.. OMGOMG!
so went to receive my award from the advisor of tiong bahru cc & the minstry of defence.
& then head to tiong bahru plaza to have my breakfast yeah.
was hungry alright, didnt ate yesterday night.
& went back home to take my bathe & change to home clothes
then head to somewhere near queenstown secondary to look for furniture
i like the kids bed, it's damm nicee...(((((((:
so went to lkea again to look for furniture & then head back home.
well,tommorrw is school day again:(
OMG! i'm sad alright. NO SCHOOL PLEASE.
| 9:11 PM |
there're fun & laughter around here
Saturday, January 5, 2008
alright, yesterday went to vivo around 10plus.
& had ah seng & ah rong birthday celebration.
didnt find my way there so i was like finding here & there
then, i saw thomas, was hesitating whether is he thomas so
i stare awhile then called out thomas &
was like huh? asked him where's shirley & he was telling me,
i also finding her & yeah, thomas guide me to there(:
HE'S SO CUTE LAH.
ah seng,wenshu,binwei,shirley,ahrong,huijie,big thomas,small thomas,shiqi,eunice,joshua
i thinks should be tht all was there & me!
reached there & shirley passed me the water bomb asked me to throw ah rong
but damm me, failed lah..
the water bomb didnt burst & in the end,
the water bomb was being throw at me plus ah rong cup of water
& the choc. on my face & hair.
ah rong was holding the choc. & i was holding his hand asking him not to, but ah seng did it lah..
so, we was like having girls &guys wars.
went to toliet & we were like messing up the toliet lah.
poor thing , cleaner *sorryyy* LOL!
the guys was throwing water,wet tissue,soap water.
so shi qi was throwing water at them & kana bin wei
& this stupid bin wei, throw the water at shi qi & me.
i was like so innocent man, should be kana shiqi but..
so i was trying to revenge both bin wei & ah seng but failed.
ah rong was hard to revenge on.
nevermind, one day thy'll get it..
HAHHAHAHA! *evil*
so small thomas saying: you came late yet you kana like the most. you should continue to walked around ot find them then you wont kana.
me: ya lah, i should have walked around, see lah, you guide me here lah.end up i was wet & smelly..LOL!
walked down to the sky park there, i mean the water.
& i was asking ah rong to say sorry then he wanted to push me down to the water,
his strength's damm big lah.. lucky eunice help me out. *thanks*
& i was totally wet & smelly lah..
but it was FUN!
so took cab with small thomas & bin wei.
shirley should be taking can with us but she was kana bully by wen shu,
i couldnt help her lah, sorryyy!
so small thomas alight first& the second one should be bin wei
but he was asking me to go back home first.
he's damm nice.
even through, he alway scold me ben ben & bully me
but at least he scare i kana scolding(:
once reach home, straight away go bathe.
dad wanted to scold me, but i run away *phew*
& it took me so long to get rid of the smelly smell.
| 3:14 PM |
i dont understand this time round
Friday, January 4, 2008
today school was per-normal except myself for being late.
i wake up earlier alright, but the bus came late.
by the time i reach the school bustop,
it's already 7.22am i thinks.
so, my leg was hurting so walked slowly to the school.
& blahblah things happen(:
have the compre test,
i was writing rubbish inside(:
*cheer* sure get into the remidial class.
well done*clap*
today mood was totally down alright,
just because of the things tht had happen yesterday.
& chinese period was being banded, band 1,2 & 3.
i was in band 1 & well, chinese period was totally a diseaster,
everything went so mess up, staring at student & blahblah.
was so pissed off alright.
so went for assembly, get tie from ahmad(:
he's nicee!LOL(:
i was damm bored lah,
so i used my finger nails & start doing all kind of things to my hand.
it look like real cuts(:
& my mood's seriously damm down now.
i wake up earlier alright, but the bus came late.
by the time i reach the school bustop,
it's already 7.22am i thinks.
so, my leg was hurting so walked slowly to the school.
& blahblah things happen(:
have the compre test,
i was writing rubbish inside(:
*cheer* sure get into the remidial class.
well done*clap*
today mood was totally down alright,
just because of the things tht had happen yesterday.
& chinese period was being banded, band 1,2 & 3.
i was in band 1 & well, chinese period was totally a diseaster,
everything went so mess up, staring at student & blahblah.
was so pissed off alright.
so went for assembly, get tie from ahmad(:
he's nicee!LOL(:
i was damm bored lah,
so i used my finger nails & start doing all kind of things to my hand.
it look like real cuts(:
& my mood's seriously damm down now.
Labels: getting myself locked up by this love game and i had totally nowhere to turn to
| 5:14 PM |
i dont deserve ANY of it, get it right!
Thursday, January 3, 2008
well, today went school, assembly was in the class
so yeah, just like last year, went to toilet..
& blahblahblah..
have our chemistry lesson & was like so stress lah..
keep telling us how important of distintion,
& at least a b3? OMG!
it's so far away from me:(
so after tht was PE lesson,
& damm the 1 hour.
so long lah.. leg was like so pain half way through the run..
$!#$%*^&
then mr ali was like saying me so
went to the back..OMG! seriously damm it!
& blahblahblah..
level content or what was damm funny..
hahaha..
so have the normal lesson.
till PD lesson, got myself into cleanliness rep.
is like so what lah..
i dont even want to get ANY & yet
end up , myself being one.
so after school, straight away go to shirley they all & started to say..
& something happen after tht..
dont wish to post.
& head to vivo , superdog met eunice
it was damm fun at least i dont think for tht period of time(:
i'm so confused just the past or the present now?
anyone can answer me, please.
shall post till here shall do my homework.
Labels: pain remain yet she was just too confused about everything
| 6:44 PM |
boy, you wont know how much i miss you now
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
alright, couldnt sleep yesterday night,
it's totally so mess up with feelings.
chatted with li hao on phone till 3am & went back to sleep.
i swear it's seriously moodless for me to get to school.
so today, wake up at 5.45am without anyone wake me up,
see i'm not PIG anymore..LOL!( specially for jun wei to see)
when to prepare & when to take bus 195.
the familiar bus..
met shirley in bus 195 head head to school.
shi qi was waiting for us at the bustop.
bus 195 reach a stop, i totally could not take it
& tears just rolled down.
the familiar bus, with the familiar road but with totally different person.
alright, today school was like normal but not use to it.
but yeah, i'm lazy to post.
kana hair colour & tommorrow must dye back & my hair..
kana hair colour & tommorrow must dye back & my hair..
LOL!
i'm seriously no mood to post.
school now is just a mess to me, no motivation?
| 8:11 PM |
i know where i'm standing now, in no where
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
alright, yesterday was damm pissed off..
should be going out for count down yet mum & dad
last minute dont let me go.
& celebrate at home with sister & her bf
& we were like so lame.
saw fireworks! damm nicee alright!
okay! so today went to alter skirt & prepare for tommorow.
school reopen tommorrow,
i'm so sad lah..
i actually thought it'll start at the next day alright.
& end up it's tommorrow, so sad lah..
lucky i ask malvin they all if not tommorrow i dont need to go school:(
alright, shall go pack bag now.
