everywhere there is sales

Saturday, May 31, 2008

alright, i wake up quite early today.
around 10am, and i'm super tired.
today auntie emmy brought the cracker up for me,
shall pay her later.
yippi! i have cracker to eat and is really damm nice(:
so i'm now slacking around waiting for time
then prepare myself for work.
paid will be bank to my account soon
and i think my money will be gone soon.
cause now having GSS, great singapore sales
i'm bored entertain me please,

| 11:31 PM |

love seems to had lost it value

okay, today was damm tiring for me.
waited at yio chu kang mrt,
ate lots of foods ; fishballs, ham and egg bread,etc.
head off to bugis, head to silver corner brought a couple ring.
and head to Guess shop, ohmygod!
i think i'm getting myself a bag at there.
it cost about hundred plus.
gosh! my paid will be gone.
head to disney, there is this ring tht i like alot.
it had mickey mouse on it.
gosh! but we already order the ring.

so head home after tht,
i'm tired:(
tommorrow working, 2.30-10.30.
and is my last day.
looking for another job tht could last me till this month.
Lets count down for my birthday.
4 more days(:

| 1:10 AM |

if it wasnt like this

Friday, May 30, 2008

went back to school on 28may for math,
reach there early so chat with others awhile,
was doing ten years series after tht.
busying checking my file for missing pages.
then after tht head down to take my report book.
after tht went to find my aunt, and
went straight home to get change and meet louis.
and this stupid superman keep disturbing me.
but anw, is nice to meet him at least.

yesterday, went out with felicia,terry,clara and taimin.
when we reach tiong is like quite late. sorry*
waited for the "king", terry.
then head to vivo city, we went to hongkong cafe. the kim gary.
and iwas damm full, and i helped taimin.
it was damm funny.
waited for gavin and wei howe,
clara had to leave early so, she got off first.
went shopping with felicia and she's damm funny, i swear man!
so the others follows us too,
and they keep saying, " feel tht i'm very gay."
dummy come and find me and we head to far east,
brought a so called dress.
head home after tht.

and i'm sick and tired of all this.
give me a rest, cause i'm really tired.
if you think treating me like this is fair, then get away from me please.
what you say i dont know how to believe,
whether to believe it anot.
i'm starting to get confused with your words,
which is true, which is not.
maybe we should really think hard.

shall go yio chu kang to find my sister
to pass her the file she need.

| 10:35 AM |

i miss those days

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

okay, didnt have a chance to post this few days.
saturday, work was tiring.
stand until 10.30pm as isetan have the midnight sales,
after tht went back home.

sunday, went to uncle house to take care of my little cousin
and i swear, it is damm tiring,
so, he didnt want to go with me and dummy,
is damm difficult to ask him go with us.
after all our hard work, went to great world city.
40 dollars was spend at the arcade and, yes i left with no money.
so, called SOS, shirley.
lshe lend me money and head to meet her mummy.
then head home, and i was damm angry
because of damm fu_ _ _ _g daddy.
i didnt even do anything wrong, yet i get those _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

yesterday went to Singapore Expo with shirley,boonwee and dummy.
we were keep trying and buying LOL!
went there buy lots of stuff and head to work.
have some conflict and quarrel with dummy, but it is fine now
after work, went home to get my stuff and get changed.
head to tiong mac to buy food for shirley and
went to her house, and then went off together to geyland to meet eunice and joshua
okay, think properly please, just went there to eat and chat.
so went there, it was damm scary i swear!
but we were talking here and there, it is fun!

anw, HAPPY 16 BIRHTDAY TO MY DARLING, SHIRLEY!

| 3:16 PM |

although i'm willing,

Saturday, May 24, 2008

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔我
别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)x2

this song is damm meaningful,
very time i start to listen to it,
my tears will just roll down.
thinking of the past, flashing those memories,
i dont know why, but i just wish a little concern.
当我说我要你从此好好过,是真,的否则我怎么肯放手
tht was what i'm thinking now
shall post till here, need to go work le(:

| 12:06 PM |

that emotion was a burden to me.

Friday, May 23, 2008

okay, i manage to finish the book tht i lend from guiying
didnt went school yesterday cause stomach was damm pain.
so wake up at 11 plus, sent my sister to school
and head to queenstown poly clinic take mc.
after tht, while waiting or even in bus,
i took out the book and read and finally,
after reach home awhile, i finish reading the book.

so today went to get present,
went to bugis, and then,
head to tiong to find shirley and boon then head home.
now they are at my house.
we were talking about some...
GIRL STUFF!
tommorrow i'm working:(
2.30-10.30pm.
shall post tommorrow

| 12:45 AM |

will i be as happy as i'm if i didnt meet you.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

okay, today we keep chatting here and there.
it is fun and jiaying keep shoot me:(
but nevermind, it is alway the same.
anw, after school head to hawker and eat.
then went home to bath and accompany dummy to home take money
and prepare to go out cut his hair
cause his hair kana cut by mr chua.
after tht went to tiong and eat.
i keep adding rice to his plate.
cause i doesnt feel like eating at all.
so he suddenly got this stupid idea, if i dont eat finish,
i got to do something.
but yes, i ate finish,
went home after tht.
and now, i m boring.
guiying book is nice.
i stop at page 132, oh my god! i love it.
it is damm touching!
shall continue to read finish, hopfully can complete by tommorrow:)

| 11:12 PM |

it was all those thing tht i thought you didnt but yet you did

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

alright, today went to school and is like damm boring okay.
english period we watched movie and mr siah damm funny alright.
i mean his disc, shall not explain tht much.
the first 2 period was movie,
then follow by level contact time.
i swear it is damm funny.
me, fel and other get the highest whatever.
so we were all talking about what is the "reward"
and we were all praying for the same thing, no p _ _ , please.
yes, end up tht is what we get from mr chua.
and i'm super scared lah.LOL!
so after tht, head to class.
and blahblah..
head with ongling and dummy to vivo city.
cause ongling wanted to interview superdog.
after tht head home, my mood was totally down.
i had penny of thoughts, wanted to cry out but i control it.
finally, i dont know what happen, i burst out with tear and
had a quarrel with dummy.
but well, we are fine now.
shall go to my lalalland.
thanks for everything tht you had remember, i'mlooking forward to it

| 10:17 PM |

when it come true,it seems so fake towards me.

Monday, May 19, 2008

okay, i have been working for this weekend and even public holiday.
it's tiring alright,
and i just realised tht i had been like spamming money like water.
okayokay!
i must control myself, i alway say others, now is my turn:)
and it is going to holiday soon*yippi*
starting from june onwards, i would be working on saturday.
oh my god, so many up coming event.
i cant wait for my holidays to come:):)

but when each day gets closer,
i'm more looking forward to other rather than travel.
B _ _ _ _ _ _ _, what does it really mean to me?
just before this year, i was hoping and wanting someone to attend it.
i dont need a b _ _ _ _ _ _ _ present, even if he doesnt attend,
what i really does a a simple message.
but last year, what i hope for didnt come true.
this year, do i still hope for his arrive?
i dont know, maybe i do.
but will he even notice tht the date is getting closer, i doubt so.
alright, what am i thinking,
this is confusing alright,
i should place my eye and my mind on the present
rather than those stupid thought tht wont come true.

tommorrow school start again,
i dont want:(

| 9:27 PM |

everything was hidden inside but who knows the truth

Saturday, May 17, 2008

alright! thusday was damm tiring alright, didnt go school on tht day.
and they are all getting exam result.
yesterday went to school.
and get all result, as i expected failed my math.
math paper 1 , 40/80 and math paper 2, 25.5/60 , so overall, failed.
all is stupid careless mistake.
even ms chan also said so.
english pass, chinese pass not too sure with distintion.
chemistry, not as good as i expected, 33/50 and physic, yes failed by 0.5,24.5/50
but over all pass.
geography failed, 21/50 and social studies 30/50 , overall pass.

and i didnt do well in this mid-yr,
so maybe i shall do well for my prelim and n level.
i'm willing to learn for math and english.
but i dont know how to say.
So today, i'm working.
i'm tired and moodless now.
i dont know how to control my feelings.
it alway goes insane.
am i really happy with what i had now,
or was i acting all this while to let myself happy.

| 10:25 AM |

insane feeling running over me

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

today was damm boring in school cause we are having post exam activities.
so, went down and watch inter-class captain ball
and our class get 2nd, it was well done.
and shuwen was just saying every year we get 2nd!LOL!
so went home after school, prepare and accompany shirley to work.
after tht, head to tiong and at the bustop,
i keep disturbing boon, and he was damm funny,
even dummy also laugh at him.
so after tht dummy's friend called, and ask me to head to tiong.
so went to tiong and saw _ _ _.
yes, i just suddenly cant be like myself i dont know why.
it was so insane, head to fairprice and head home.

how,the feeling now is insane, i didnt know what to do.
i know i didnt forget at all,
even if i act like i did.

| 10:11 PM |

maybe life is alway like this

Monday, May 12, 2008

lots of things happen today,
so yesterday stay up for shows until 4am.
and went to sleep.
wake up and dummy brought food for me, thanks((:
and i ate it, i was not feeling well,
ask for off today as today i'm working.
so, head to get letter from auntie and head to find my uncle.
poor dummy,waited for me almost 1 hour cause uncle was talking to me.
SORRY!
so head to pass auntie money and head home.
sosoososo...
tommorrow school start again!
i dont want, holiday arrive fast please.
andand..
uncle promise me to bring me to hong kong or taiwan once he can leave his work aside(:

| 9:43 PM |

even if i'm crying, i'm tired, would you ever take a look at me.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

when i thought everythings is going smooth then i realised i was wrong.
you claim tht you trust me when you didnt at all,
not even the basis or even moral trust from you.
and yes, i'm totally disappointed.
honestly speaking, i'm tired, seriously.
i dont know what happen to you,
i tried real hard to control my temper
even if you throw your temper at me.
but just simple things, real simple and you can just said me like it is my p_ _ _.
hello, did i really want?
if i'm hidding, why should i told you everything?
trying to be stupid to let you throw your temper on me?
what do i deserve for you to treat me like this?
because you get it, tht why you dont cherish it.

today was Mother's Day, went to dinner with sister,don,bao bei,mummy and dummy.
and the resturant service was damm sucks..
everything was damm long and all orders was wrong.
and we get pissed off so sister called for the manager.
and i was like manager hard to be cause look like everyone there isnt happy at all.
i was damm full, i eat alot la.
growing fater and fater each day.
head to grandma house after eating and dummy went to chee ho brithday.
so stay for not long and we went off.
was damm pissed off now, quarrel with _ _ _ _ _.
i dont know how to maintain it well now, cause i'm tired.

anw,
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO EVERY MOTHER :D
and HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY TO CHEE HO:D

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| 6:47 PM |

it is hard to maintain, neither do i know how to

Saturday, May 10, 2008

yesterday had math paper 2, well,
i know i'll fail after tht paper.
easy question careless ,diffcult dont know how to do.
i left 3 to 4 question blank lah.
how can i be so stupid?
after math went to vivo city with dummy,
and realised tht i haven been here for a long time(:
went to buy the ingredients and head to my house.
dummy waited for me while i'm bathing.
after tht head to his house, i was trying to blend the ingredient together.
and then i realised, the food tht dummy cooked has no breaded.
so he when down and buy.
yes! he brought the wrong one and he claim tht he know which one to buy=.=
so i went to cook chicken chop and he went to fried.
no one dare to taste, so i was the first one(:
after tht head to work, cause sister last minute cannot work, hand injure.
so i went to help but i'm also sick.
dummy was worried, want me to go see doctor but i dont want.
after work, he send me home and bring me 2 pandol,
cause his mum ask him to give me and i ate one.
AND the worst thing is, i'm working today again
people sick shift i take, mine shift i sick, no one take:(

| 11:05 AM |

if it is a maybe,let it happen

Thursday, May 8, 2008

so today was physic paper and damm it,
none of the question tht is go through _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ by mr _ _ _
is out in the paper except 1.
and it was like not even a 5 marks question.=.=
yet it use so much time and let us _ _ _ _ back in _ _ _ _ _.
totally like whathehell..
and i heard something tht it is a "confirm"
confirm failed you mean?
so,went back home and bathe then head to dummy house
cause he didnt bring his math to study.
see i make an effort to study for math!
so stay at his home to study and his sister and mum make a delicious dinner for me(:
after tht went tiong,
and some quarrel happen between me and dummy,
but it's fine now(:
back to home, and i didnt study at all!
i was watching channel 8(:
fail, i guess?shall go to my lalalaland, maybe?

| 10:17 PM |

it was possible if you were there

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

okay today paper is still alright.
chemistry is only theory part tht is killing me!
but still should be able to pass:)
so after tht was chinese listening comprehension.
and becky is damm cute, she was asking me about somethings
and then i say" i also want to go disneyland"LOL!
and she was laughing with clara
so _ _ _ _ _ _ lesson start at 11am as mr _ _ _change it.
and so it was like, i'm asking a question,
and keep repeating myself for dont know how many time
and keep calling him for sooo many time, and no response=.=

so dummy say to me tht MATH paper 1 only have few passes for their class.
oh, alright, i know i confirm failed.
paper 2 not 20 marks, 60marks.*KILLED
nevermind, went home to prepare for work.
and today totally no sale! cause places was shift.
so is like i'm totally transparent=.=
m i not big enough?
alright, i know i'm fat.
so this group of _ _ _ _ _ was like @#$%@.
nothing to do, but stop being like _ _ _ _.
nevermind, tommorrow physic, hope i'll pass.
didnt manage to study physic today so tommorrow i shall study in bus:)
alright, now go to my lalalaland.
NIGHT:D

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| 10:08 PM |

if tommorrow'll be a better day for the love to occupy, i hope it will arrived fast

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

okay lets talk about today paper.
i mean mid-year paper, damm it.
i confirm fail my math paper 1 and guess what,
the paper is over 80 marks so paper 2 only got 20 marks.
and when i was comparing answer on the last page,
the answer for the last page which is PAGE 13, totally wrong! *clap*
well done to me:@
SEE above: 13 pages and it was 2 hour, my butt is pain alright!
so okay, lets not talk about math but a happier subject: POA!
well, paper 1 theory= die!
paper 2 not really dead but okay okay.
so, it means that my poa distintion is gone.
and all together today i sit on a chair for 4 hours to 5 hours.
gosh! and please god, give me good grade and i'll be a very good girl.LOL!

okay, i shall stop my craps.
shall get my rest to my lalalaland and then wake up for my chemistry and my idol show.
channel 8, 9pm.
whole class pass and we'll get a meal, mr wong said.
LOL! anw, this week is so irrating!
tommorrow, _ _ _ _ _ _ lesson after school with tht mr _ _ _
at 12pm, damm irrated & i'm working tommorrow!
yesyes! and i shall be dead:(

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| 6:20 PM |

even if i could, my memories wouldnt.

Friday, May 2, 2008

today was such a stupid day for me,
geography was the first paper we had,
and i screw up the topic on RIVER!
but, there is still development and food to help me out(:
so hopfully will pass..
so, geography come out with this question,
even though, ..... floodplain, why do people still live at there?
and i just simply answer that it provide water for the people.
but the water in floodplain is dirty, and how on hell can they drink the water?
so everyone was like laughing at my answer=.=

second paper, english.
and yes, i screw up the summary part..
with 160 words, and i cancel away some
and the total words is, 139!
so after everything, dummy and i head to tiong
and brought ingredients and head back home!
well, tommorrow work again!
geograpy is about the cycle of poverty,which mean poor become poorer,
and mine is cycle of week, work, studies and friends..
the continuously cycle!LOL!

and HAPPY 3RD MONTH TO ME!(:

| 6:54 PM |