when it come true,it seems so fake towards me.

Monday, May 19, 2008

okay, i have been working for this weekend and even public holiday.
it's tiring alright,
and i just realised tht i had been like spamming money like water.
okayokay!
i must control myself, i alway say others, now is my turn:)
and it is going to holiday soon*yippi*
starting from june onwards, i would be working on saturday.
oh my god, so many up coming event.
i cant wait for my holidays to come:):)

but when each day gets closer,
i'm more looking forward to other rather than travel.
B _ _ _ _ _ _ _, what does it really mean to me?
just before this year, i was hoping and wanting someone to attend it.
i dont need a b _ _ _ _ _ _ _ present, even if he doesnt attend,
what i really does a a simple message.
but last year, what i hope for didnt come true.
this year, do i still hope for his arrive?
i dont know, maybe i do.
but will he even notice tht the date is getting closer, i doubt so.
alright, what am i thinking,
this is confusing alright,
i should place my eye and my mind on the present
rather than those stupid thought tht wont come true.

tommorrow school start again,
i dont want:(

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