i really thanks you guy!

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

today woke up at 4 like this.
and went bathe and head to meet shirley cause she wanted to eat
and i receive another modelling e-mail, asking me for interview.
and i promise someone tht i wont go into modelling.

then when walking home tht time,
i found out something.

thanks man, really thanks for all this lies and
yes, my dear friend and dummy plan all this.
the hurtful thing wasnt tht you guys stop me
but you guys planned all this and ask him to stop me from going into it.
and foolish me, went to agree without knowing you guy planned all this.
REALLY FCUKING THANKS MAN!
use him as a source to stop me from going into modelling
when I thought all this is from his heart,
it was him the one tht message me not PLANNED!

put yourself in my shoes,
you guy are damm selfish,
you can just simply use someone whom i couldnt forget or even have some feeling
to stop me and.

if you were me and i do this to you,
what would you feel?
never understand how a heart can be so fagile, and just step on it.

i'm no longer a kid, i understand what is what.
maybe i'm stubborn but please,
i know the limit of it, andd i guess ...

i dont know i guess i'm hurt.
THANKS TO YOU GUYS(:
all this lies, all this while for pretending

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