Thursday, July 31, 2008

I'M GETTING LAZIER & LAZIER!
OHMY! yawns*
i'm so tired!
PRELIM IS JUST 12 DAYS MORE!
& today is scary ghost gate opening at 12am.
i'll sure have a earlier sleep than before.
okay, i know i'm a coward but i'm super duper scare!

& i brought clothes online today!
money gone *cry*
ANW, i got so much HOMEWORK TO DO!

| 5:47 AM |

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

i get so fcuk up today dont know why.
& today english remedial for band 3 is super funny.
i dont know to laugh or what.

anw, please stop being childish lah,
how old already?
you're already secondary four yet you keep kicking those bottle?
this shows tht you are super duper childish.
dont even use your brain cell to think but i bet you have one.

okay, i'm fcuking angry, i dont know why.
it wasnt because of them but just dont know why.
forget it man.

| 3:03 AM |

i dont know, really dont know

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

okay i have enough of those nonsense tht my dad is scolding or giving me.
fcuk, as if i'm in a wrong.
i dont know anything at all & for bloody nothing you scold me.
hello! i'm not your rubbish bin for you to throw all your temper at me.
stupid!

okay, get back result for quite a few test,
chemistry - 15/25 , social studies - 9/13, english - 21/40
ohmy, what a great result i had get,*clap*
chemistry was damm careless, i know the answer & i wrote wrong!
social studies not so worry but english was really super hard.
highest was 26/40 which is ahmad.

okay enough, too much burden & thoughts get me tired
what is all this happening now?
all those promises seems to be nothing.
i'm getting out of this whole story it seems like a mess to me,
i dont want to act anymore,
i dont want to be the main character
just a small part of it, it is alright.

NOW everything turn out to be a mess, i dont know how to solve it.

| 5:37 AM |

Monday, July 28, 2008

okay, i'm too tired to post.
today was funny!
had lots of fun with my classmate:D
they are just something i like to share with(:

ANW, I'M LAZY!
OKAY BYEBYE!

| 5:00 AM |

Promise are mend to be broken that why i hate promise.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

ohmy, i'm down with a bad flu.
arughh, fcuk..
it is so eneasy for me, i cant breathe..HAHAH!
dead? yes, i hope so.

okay, yesterday was a super duper tough day for me.
firstly, quarrel with dummy again,
& all his words tht he say when he was angry,
i knew i wont patch back again.

no matter how nasty i'm,
you promise you wont throw any temper but, you break it.
but as a promise to you last night, i remain as it was, but i guess it wont be long.

so the dark knight was super duper nice, no wonder it has 5/5 rating.
but some parts was scary man.
okay, but you guys must watch, really nice.

i guess i shall go have a rest now,
later i still have alots of things to do.

| 8:23 PM |

i know i know, i have been repeating

Friday, July 25, 2008

sissor, paper, stone.
okay i know i'm lame:D

but i'm so so so.. i dont know how to say.
Nothing could express my thoughts now.
I just dont know dont know dont know.
what happen? why's everything in a mess?

anw, TELL YOU WHAT!
I PASS MY MATH! *WOOSH*
16/32, okay tht was just a just pass,
but at least pass ma, must be proud for it:D
okay, i'm quite tired now.
tommorrow going to watch movie & study & play arcade!
yay!but first thing in the morning i have to refund my customer her money back,
cause my supplier tht supplying the stocks no longer supply.

okay, anw, prelims is just 20 or even lesser.
i know i know, i have been saying i want to study for dont know how many months.
& terry keep repeating this!
TERRY LEE, must see!
tommmorrrow, i start studying leh:D


& anw YILING, I LOVE YOU MAN!
I'm so gald tht i meet you & you're such a nice friend to chat with.
super duper nice! & thanks the 'rocks' group for introducing new member(:

JW, dont jealous i know you want me to post out your name,
but wait long long(:

| 8:53 AM |

NOTHING

OH MY, I GUESS I'M MENTALLY TIRED!

I NEED A REST, NO MATTER IT IS MENTALLY OR PHYSICALLY TIRED.

Labels: but i couldnt said out, i guess i'm tongue tied, i wish you'll alway be there

| 12:47 AM |

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

ohmy, today have lots to post.
today in class was super duper fun!
& for sure, i laugh alot!
i'm super active today but i felt so cold in class.

anw, i should cut short,
& i have something to tell this idiot!
please wake up your mind.
you dont even know how your bf is like yet you keep siding him?
go die lah, now i rather go talk to a wall then talk to you.
waste my breathe, & ask your bf fcuk off.
if he got no house to stay, ask him go find his parent dont come my house act here & there.
it seems to me like a bastard.
& girl, you are the stupidest girl, i ever seem i swear.

& i can tell you, he dont worth your love,
dont waste your time,
& stop your fcuking quarrel,
you dont want to sleep or what, people still want.
i swear like you're just like a bitch to me.
asking others to step on you!
i respect you but not now & anymore!

| 5:19 AM |

to stay or to leave, is decided by you

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Labels: i'll let go for sure; cause i know you wont bother

| 5:38 AM |

Monday, July 21, 2008

Hello, i'm here!
okay, i didnt want to get off m bed today.
i'm so sleepy & tired.
take bus 195 to school & then got the racial harmony day event.
i swear tht Mr Siah & Mr Wong were super funny!
Mr Wong kick here & there like fighter.

okay then after tht blah blah blah,
after reading period, was chemistry & i keep disturbing Mr Wong where is his hat.
super funny, he want to take marker and draw my face.
chemistry test was suppose due to our supportive class:D

after chemistry, is MATH!
ARUGHHH!! math test straight away.
6 marks gone, i didnt do 2 question.
nevermind..

get back poa test result,
and damm fcuk up, 18/35.
i didnt study shit.
& you know i can get at least 25 marks.
but dumb me i went to put a montary concept when i know it's montary assumption.
you know i super duper feel like killing myself when i know my careless mistake.
terry take a scissiors and say you can die.
okay enough, i was super duper high today

okay, shall go do my work if not terry will say, i already heard you saying this 3 months ago.

| 4:33 AM |

Sunday, July 20, 2008

oh, today i went to 5 different places okay?
is super duper tiring okay?

anw, went to sengkang first, my supplier was super nice & pretty!
ILOVEHER!:D

then head to yishun, I HATE HER!
tht so called taking supply from me & my supplier.
yesterday already had agrument with her & today, guess what,
she let me wait for plainly more than half an hour.
fcuk up, i think she purposely, idiot.

& i went to jurong east after tht, guess what my card was overstay,
all because tht ass o girl, money deducted!

i didnt want to scold her or what,
but she was super duper got nothing better to do,
& even scold me those super "nice" language when i didnt even scold her.
what limbu, limbu?
the name so ugly, dont act big and what.
i'm just trying to be nice to you.

arughh, forget it.
talk about her only make me more angry!

how i wish i can use 2 potatos to struck on her eye,
then 1green chilli on her nose, & 2 red chilli on her mouth.
HAHAHh!

okay enough crapping, but through all this business & blogshop,
i learn something.
be more independent, you cant depend on others.
those who are bad to you,they will get it one day

| 4:01 AM |

Saturday, July 19, 2008

okay today was suppose to have meet-up at 4 to 5 different places
but was cancelled.
went to chinatown k-box as my sister say so.
and alots of things happen, shall not elaborate, as i dont find a need to.
after tht head to choa chu kang to wait for customer,
and get the payment & head home.
my leg is super painful now!
I KNEW IT, because of THE STUPID HEELS.
I HATE WEARING IT !
i swear, i wont wear anymore!

okay, today my mood is:
HAPPY,
ANGRY,
DISAPPOINTED &
HAPPY AGAIN DUE TO ONE REASON(:

| 6:42 AM |

Friday, July 18, 2008

Oh my, i didnt go to school today.

firstly, is because i'm quite tired & super lazy:D
& i couldnt get myself off my bed.

secondly, no one is taking care of my sister.
so i have to stay to take care of her.
So is family problem, yepps...
counted as.

thirdly, my alarm clock is damm crop up.
it didnt ring, & tht why i cant get up.

okay finish with my reason.
when tiong bahru to meet-up my customer.
& saw nick, azam & a girl, i dont know.
and i brought a top for myself.
$40 flys away, :(
but i think the top is pretty nice.
okay dont talk about it.

anw, today channel 8, espiodes of the stupid tian wu ask rainnie to tell the who tht she dont like her.
stupid! handsome big deal?
got money big deal ah?
arughhh..
shall go watch now(:
bye readers(:

| 5:56 AM |

Thursday, July 17, 2008

oh my, my ear is so painful
i think my right ear is having infection, fcuk, i hate it.

okay, today went to habour front to eat YOSHINOYA after group study.
Hwee Sin, Gavin & dummy was there.
we were talking & like crapping?
& thy say i couldnt finish my food.
i can, and i have shown you(:
HAHAH!

finish the food & head to Topshop.
ohmy, i aim one short, pretty nice cutting.
& Hwee sin told lihao to control me from buying.

okay, i must agree it was quite expensive,
but i earn money so i should pamper myself by buying clothes right((;
okay, enough of craps.

i'm tired!
i dont know why, just felt so lazy.

| 5:29 AM |

What we holding now, is what we holding on to the future.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

oh my, today was such a stupid idiot day for me.
firstly, chemistry lesson, i forget to do 1 of the chemistry worksheet.
so shity........
nevermind, mr wong excuse us, by tommorrow must hand in
but i even know some question

secondly, chinese lesson, i was doing other stuff.
madam ku catch me & she keep calling my name.
lucky me, she just keep warning me tht all.
after chinese lesson, then she keep telling me about P1, P1 & AGAIN P1.
& i told her oral is seriously dont need to study.
and she nag at me again.

anw, it's alright now.
i'm so bored now,
so sick now
so tired now.
what else?
should i go school tommorrow?
i think something wrong is with me, keep falling sick FCUK!

I'M BORED!
entertainment please?
anw, i saw lots of sweet dress & clothing at a blogshop.
so damm it i think my income & my money is going in to the shop
but seriously i love it!
PLAIN, SIMPLE
DIFFERENT STYLE
but is super pretty(:!

okay tht alll for today,
& tell you what, i did my homework & now is time for me to sleep(:

| 7:35 AM |

well, well ,well

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

ohmy, let me count still left how many days to prelim.
28days, i keep saying tht i will study, i'll study but end up, i went home.

firstly, my computer

secondly, my blogshop

thridly, tired & lazy.

okay, enough of my excuses.
i just told others tht, 28 days only dont need to study.
and they laugh.LOL!
prelim = fail
cause the teacher set the sxam paper difficult, how are we going to pass?

& i went i alway told myself STUDY, STUDY.
but after tht, i dont have the determination.
anw, i think it's REALLY TIME TO BUCK UP.

i know you must be saying ya, buck up later go play computer or giving excuses again.
i'll not, now determination is important.
HAHAH! i must aim for math, even though i didnt really like it.
anw, forget it, i was just plain bored talking craps

and guess what i get a nice award from JUNWEI's group,
MISS TALKACTIVE, well isnt it nice?
HAHAH.. thanks JUNWEI!

| 3:58 AM |

Monday, July 14, 2008

oh my today was such a tired day for me.
lots of things happened today & i forget what i wanna type.
it was something funny in school.
oh, i have short term memory i guess.
anw, school was pretty alright.
i was just super duper active & went to play around:D
and today poa test, ohmy.
i forget everything when poa paper was given.
maybe i might pass?
shall blog till here.
going to cook now.

& guess what? i keep telling myself to study but i dont have the motive to study
HAHAH

| 1:24 AM |

Saturday, July 12, 2008

okay have been busying with my blogshop.
DO SUPPORT okay?
http://passion-beauty.blogspot.com
just tell me you are interested and buy it.
of course abit discount will be given to my friends.

anw, prelims is just 31 days away from me, i guess.
gosh, N level is coming too.
but i'm busying with blogshop rather than my studies.
okay maybe i shall not go too far with my blogshop?

and yesterday went to east coast there to celebrate Terry and Ahmad belated birthday.
overall is still alright, talk to those guys.
ohmy, still the same, get disturb by them.
and felicia and rosbel get smash by cake.
lucky me and dummy went to eat as we are super duper hungry.
and after tht, head to find them and home.

anw, dummy and i is alright now.
maybe we really dont understand each other?
but still we say sorry to me.
i accept it, and i'm so tired!
today went to get the payment from my customer, woke up quite early.

okay i got to go,
bye!

| 11:36 PM |

I just dont know how long is all this going to last.

okay, i have been busying with my blogshop.
DO SUPPORT! http://passion-beauty.blogspot.com/
if you see anything interested, tell me and buy it from me.
for friends of cause abit cheaper than others(:


anw, prelim is just like 31 days away.
and N level is also coming soon.
i didnt even study at all.
i was like busying with my blogshop.
maybe i shall not online so often?


yesterday went to east coast to celebrate Terry and Ahmad belated birthday.
okay, its still alright.
talking to malvin and others.
felicia and rosabel kana cream.
lucky me and dummy, we went to eat as we are super duper hungry.
and then went to meet them and home.


anw, dummy and i is quite alright now.
maybe we dont understand each others.
but at least he say sorry to me(:

| 11:28 PM |

ARUGHH!

Friday, July 11, 2008

FCUK , i'm so pissed off with so much things.

firstly, girl please lah.
dont be such a kpo and trying to get close to their group when they treat you like hi-bye friend.
trying to get to our crowd when we didnt even want you to?
please lah, no friend tell me, but we ont even bother about you.
you backstab and bitch around too much people.
stay in your group with your friends, stop acting as a popular person, when you arent.
you seens like a bitch to me.
gosh! you just seem to be so childish.
be more mature lah, how old liao?
acting lian make nothing.
if you yourself cant settle the things, then dont act lian.
it only make you more bimbo.

Secondly,
please stop trying to be a perfect boyfriend when you arent.
i really have enough, why the fcuk do i deserve to get shouting from you?
this called a good boyfriend?
did i throw temper with you recently?
it's alway you tht did it!
empty promises, shouting, throwing temper and what else?
is this what you call tamper?
i'm really fcuking pissed off with you, my "great" boyfriend
when everyone thought i was the one who is unreasonable and everything, it wasnt the true.
like hello, what you did to me shout at me, no one know, only you yourself know the best.
it's not i dont want to break up, it was you tht clinging not to let go.
please let me go, I WANT SINGLE LIFE.
NO MORE ATTACHED PLEASE!

thirdly,
I THINK I'M GOING TO BE DEAD SOON.
anw, sorry for scolding all this.
i couldnt tolerate anymore, and i know the "firstly" seems to be so childish.
but still, i just think she is just to childish to get into the crowd.

| 7:31 AM |

Thursday, July 10, 2008

ohmy, i'm so tired
thinking of closing down my blog le.
cant be running my blogshop,studies and everything together.
so i'll be blogging lesser.
peeps out there, stop asking me to blog especially JUNWEI!

anw, today went to queensway to find shoes and plain t-shirt.
well, it's still alright((:
anw, i'm designing my shoes and my t-shirt for someone.
or if people like it i can sell out!
hahahah..

anw, i dont know what to post.
bye people!

| 4:53 AM |

today so..

Monday, July 7, 2008

ohmy, today went to hand stocks to my customer.
and the idiot bus, it took me almost 2 hours plus.
and 2 bus 851 have already overtake.
what the hell, like as if people have lots of time

nevermind, i just realised i left 1 more homework, social studies.
and i'm like so busy with my blogshop!
DO SUPPORT! http://passion-beauty.blogspot.com
NEWLY UPDATED!
PLEASE support!

and i'm so tired:D
shall post tommorrow:D

| 7:31 AM |

life is never happying ending

Sunday, July 6, 2008

okay today woke up and went to tiong bahru plaza to hand my customer stock.
and i thought i was early, cause the clock haven reach 1pm.
but she already reached:(
after tht, head to tampines to get mickey mouse necklace.
ohmy, so nice! i love it lah.
but i was helping my friend so hais..

head to take bus 65, it was damm long the journey.
i fall asleep on the way.
went home and head to relative house.
well, he's getting weaker.

looking at him then i realised,
people do die we must treasure what we have.
if not we would regret.
dont let our live carry with regrets but happiness.
i dont know how to say.
i think i'm talking crap.

i'm so board now!
wooosh, tommorrow no school!

| 5:58 AM |

OHMYMYMY

Saturday, July 5, 2008

ohmy, today went to collect stocks from my supplier.
and i was late due to i miss the red line when i alright at jurong east inter-charge.
took the stocks and then went home.

pass my customer her orders at tiong and then went to check my bank acct.
and i was damm angry, cause of tht girl tht i mention to you yesterday.

she back out last minute when i ask her to transfer money, i knew it.
so i blacklisted her without any thoughts.
and she, herself even say okay to it.

begging for discount and i give her yet she back out.
CRAZY FELLOW! no money dont buy.
dont waste my time and other customers time.

AND it's not tht i didnt message her to tell her,
i even waste my message and tried to call her.

Treat me bad, i'll treat you double!
be nice to me and i'll sure be nicer than what you expected.

| 8:57 AM |

HELLO PEOPLE

Friday, July 4, 2008

HELLO PEOPLE!
today have lots to post, but i totally forget now.
and i just check through my blogshop,
and this particular customer, i dont know whether to laugh or angry.
i repeated myself for dont know how many times.
and she keep asking me the same question.
i dont even understand what she's talking about at all.
so funny..
anw, tommorrow got to go and take stocks from my supplier.
i dont know what to blog, when i have something then i post again

| 4:00 AM |

happy ending

Thursday, July 3, 2008

ohmy, today lesson was ohohoh.. quite fun
especially english, i just shout out my answer and oh, yes kana again.
but it's damm funny even i myself also laugh out.
stay back for math group study and do the worksheet
and then terry group was surrounding my area,
yes, guys= noisy:D *shh.. cannot let them see
anw, lots of homework given today.
and it seems like the money i earn from my blogshop is spend on other beautiful clothings((:

okay, shall keep it short.
1 month plus to prelim.
i aim for a 4 or 5 for the 3 best subject in my N lvl
hopefully can bah((:

| 5:29 AM |

FUN AND FUN AND FUN

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

ohmy! today was such a killer for fun.
1st period, PE was damm fun!
seriously lots of joys man *hees
we played soccer,basketball and freeze-bi in the field.
ohmy, my shoes was dirty and when playing freeze-bi and soccer, i played cheat(:
cause soccer only goal-keeper can take the ball but i took the ball and ran to a corner to kick.
and everyone was like penalty lah,girls played cheat..HAHAH!
hey, i didnt play cheat, i'm half goal-keeper and striker!
so, of course i can take the ball and run.*gulity smile

after tht chemistry lesson, mr wong.
yes, still the same i alway kana, mr wong likes to disturb me.
but he's nice even though, he alway make fun or me and disturb me.
he give me a cup for my birthday. So nice of him!

and he ask us to do tys, i told him i so good girl! bring his tys!HAHAHA
mr wong say this "ya.. i agree.. is just tht you alway didnt come school."
me: of course lah, i nowell ma, of course good girl:D you agree tht i'm a good girl to a large extent lor i sick ma, cannot blame me.
mr wong: ya, large extent:DD
and i went to go acholno section when this topic is for sec 5.
and he say i'm trying to do for o level..LOL!

Then reflective writing, mr tan ask us to go library.
and this "young lady" was super "nice" to us.
she shouted at us and claim tht we are being Kings & Queens!
dont know who is the one tht is the QUEEN!
and we as 411, but a good role model, we get scolded and we said out loudly tht isnt our fault
and we was so "polite" to her.*angry
so everything was so alright!

andd andd i pass my MATH TEST! 15/30
with 2 questions tht i didnt do add up to 10 marks.
finally, HAHAHA!

let process to N level oral,
ohmy, i'm so nervous.
it's like so scary and ms ong was asking me to relax.
went in to the room and shit, i was like short tongue.
i keep repeating, hopefully can pass.
and after tht, was talking to taimin and he 's damm funny.

TODAY WAS SO MUCH FUN THAN OTHERS!
I LOVE TODAY:DD
HOPEFULLY FROM TODAY ON, EVERYTHING WILL BE SO ALRIGHT!

annd did i told you tht i get a d7 for my cca point.*freak
d7, ncc and community service, how can tht be?
so nevermind, shall go and take up a cca outside.
i feel like taking dance class and also basketball:D
anw, visit http://passion-beauty.blogspot.com and support me!
and also my friends(: http://lovely-dovyhouse.blogspot.com

| 4:30 AM |

boy, i dont know how to.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

alright didnt post this few days
sorry* was real busy with stuff.

tommorrow having N level oral exam.
ohmy, so scary! good luck to me!
my brain is full of things now, so painful!
i must pass! get good result!
hahaha..

today finally break down,
i dont know how much i meant to you,
and i dont know how can i remain this relationship anymore.
it make me tired, it's driving me crazy.

relationship shouldnt be like this isnt it?
i thought it should be sweet, why?
just a few month everything turn out to be a mess.
you told me, you didnt meant it.

but everytime when i say break up,
you alway said out something tht let me stay.
Alway with different reason, you make me stay.
but this time round, i dontknow should i trust you again now.
disappointment again and again.

i admit i have my wrongs, but why.
shouldnt you tolerate it, rather than having temper with me?
i dont know how to remain like it was the past.

i'm tired, i post so many time tht i'm tired.
but did you really understand me? my feeling?
no matter how i tell you about how i felt,
and how hard i tried to be a good girlfriend everything turn out like this.

maybe i really super duper dont fit to be a good girlfriend.
you let me believe tht true love can last long but why?
now you let me know tht this are all bullshit.

HOW CAN I TRUST YOU AGAIN?
your emotion, your temper, your eveerything, i started to realise i dont understand you.
maybe tht why i became so numb, relationship is really dangerous.
but i hope i didnt fall too deep.

| 8:25 AM |

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