boy, i dont know how to.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

alright didnt post this few days
sorry* was real busy with stuff.

tommorrow having N level oral exam.
ohmy, so scary! good luck to me!
my brain is full of things now, so painful!
i must pass! get good result!
hahaha..

today finally break down,
i dont know how much i meant to you,
and i dont know how can i remain this relationship anymore.
it make me tired, it's driving me crazy.

relationship shouldnt be like this isnt it?
i thought it should be sweet, why?
just a few month everything turn out to be a mess.
you told me, you didnt meant it.

but everytime when i say break up,
you alway said out something tht let me stay.
Alway with different reason, you make me stay.
but this time round, i dontknow should i trust you again now.
disappointment again and again.

i admit i have my wrongs, but why.
shouldnt you tolerate it, rather than having temper with me?
i dont know how to remain like it was the past.

i'm tired, i post so many time tht i'm tired.
but did you really understand me? my feeling?
no matter how i tell you about how i felt,
and how hard i tried to be a good girlfriend everything turn out like this.

maybe i really super duper dont fit to be a good girlfriend.
you let me believe tht true love can last long but why?
now you let me know tht this are all bullshit.

HOW CAN I TRUST YOU AGAIN?
your emotion, your temper, your eveerything, i started to realise i dont understand you.
maybe tht why i became so numb, relationship is really dangerous.
but i hope i didnt fall too deep.

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