maybe the only word to replace now is sorry.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

i guess that is the only way to reduce your hurt.

okay, i guess i'm making myself more tired.
maybe i'm really going overboard but i guess tht is the only way to let me get out of your world.
& maybe i still own you a sorry.

i left not much time left.
maybe not even a year, maybe i'm trying hard to maintain like now.
too much things tht i dont wish to say,
dont wish to hurt anyone so much.
so the only way is to keep it in my heart.

anw, i had been trying to remember every single words from the textbook.
but i guess my brain cell is decreasing.
OHMY!
how how? i remember & forget again.
maybe it's happening soon:D

| 1:16 AM |

reminiscense

Saturday, August 30, 2008

you know you have let the chance slip off & i'll never give anymore.

okay peopleeeeeeee, i'm back from everything today.
i really super duper tired of all this.
i totally have no mood to blog.

i'm really disappointed in what you said.
even you tell me that it would be true.
fcuk up man.

okay enough of all this.
i was shock to get a message from someone, telling me some stuff.
ohmygod! anw, we're still friend alright:D

| 5:26 AM |

forever seems to be so fagile.

Friday, August 29, 2008

define forever for me please.

yesterday went to watch cyborg she with my friends.
and i swear this movie is super duper nice.
you'll laugh, you'll cry.
i give 4.5/5 rate.
0.5 was gone because i hate that guy, stupid!

the girl is a robot tht is made by tht guy to save people.
and there's one part where the girl save tht guy as there's earthquake.
is super nice you guys must watch it.

& i just realised something.
people always assume things without hearing both side stories.
just like the 9pm, i really hate it man.
why is love so fragile when they have gone through so much.
guys just dont trust girls.why?

it's tht word 'trust' that made the relationship a better one.
just because of some words said by others, & they assume it was true.
then what for be together when there isn't any trust?

must as well be with the one tht told you those words,
cause you rather trust them than your own girlfriend.
so tell me, why do guys always give promises tht they'll be with them forever,
when they cant even give it at all?
the word 'forever' seem so fragile.

- i saw friends quarrel because of what others said
& the friendship just gone like as if they weren't bestie at all.
- i saw couple quarrel because of what their friends said to them
& both couple break up.
- i saw husband & wife quarrel because their friends told them those fcuking things & they just divorce.
so is this what everybody mean by forever?
just a simple trust, but yet nobody can do it.

anw, i have to get going bye people:D

| 10:27 PM |

was it forever?

Thursday, August 28, 2008

even if i give you forever, you would never be able to cure the hurt cause there is alway a scar.

okay peopleeeee i'm back:D
today's teachers' day, so HAPPY TEACHERS' DAYS TO EVERY TEACHERS.

anw, half day for the whole school.
after second lesson, head to hall for the concert.
okay the concert is _ _ _, but one a whole, it's still alright.
i still prefer the concert last year.

after concert, when to pass teachers present.
running here & there like mad woman:(

head back to class to take my bag
& asked mr siah to go through with me some stuff.
he's damm nice i tell you, he actually need to go to ava room 2 for his celebration.
but he still insist to go through with me the paper before going to ava room.

anw, i got nothing to post.
didnt went to gesps cause i'm super lazy & N level is coming.

good luck to me:D
hope i pass everythings &
pray for me pleasee:D

| 11:45 PM |

you're far away from me

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

thousands miles from from my heart

okay, i'm busying like hell this few days. gosh!
and really there is so much things to study, especially social studies.
my brain cells is dying:(

anw, failed my english. *well done*
i'm trying hard to buck up but still to a certain extent only.
cause N level is just 4days away.

my mind is blank now,
so i shall go study:(
someone save me please:((
byeeeeeeee people

| 6:28 AM |

maybe everythings is planned to be like this.

Monday, August 25, 2008

cause i know you're more than what i need

okay, i'm back!
no more illness & no more fever.
yeah! welcome my snacks & my lovely food back.
HAHAHAH!

okay, N level is at sept 2 & i haven even get started.
OHMY!
anw, teacher's day is coming.
finally, this year we're having half day:DD
might be going back to GESPS :D

i miss everyone,
let see; weeleong, dylan, jitnung, peiying, isabel, mrs chew, henggee, mengkit & alot lot lot.
seriously, i miss those days.
when we played around, disturbing one another, war world II alot more to think of.
of course it was them tht bring those laughter, not forgetting those in the same school as me:D

okay, back to the topic of N level.
tell me how am i going to get everything done by this week.
social studies like 3 themes which is 6 topics.
OHMYMYYYYYYYY!
get going, bye people.

| 5:15 AM |

i dont know what to believe now.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

i dont know what to believe now.

hello everybody, i'm back after like the stupid fever gone down.
did Chemistry TYS, & i fall asleep.
cause my headache is killing.
temperature rise again.

anw, my throat is painful now:(
why is those stupid illness keep coming?
forget it, anw.
i'm trying to get everything into my head.
wa. N level is like dont know how many days away.

god, please pray hard for me i'll pass with good result:D
byebye:DDD

| 7:03 AM |

HAPPY GO LUCKY

Friday, August 22, 2008

fever up again.
what wrong with my health:(
anw, N level is around the corner,
must jy , but i'm sick now now to study.

anw, i shall go now:D
bye peopleeeeeeeee

| 12:23 AM |

miles away from my heart.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

maybe or never ever

my mood is back.
fever finally dropped:D
but now, 37.7 again, tell me why am i so lucky.

anw, i lost my pendant, my birthday present from JW thy all.
now gone:(
maybe everythings should be gone by now.
i went to search for like more than 1 hours but i shouldnt find it.
:(

anw, i'm tired shall go do my homework now:D

| 8:20 AM |

ONLY ME

I'M SO STUPID & FOOLISH TO BELIEVE WHAT YOU SAY.
TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED
_/_ FCUK OFF PLEASE.

| 4:22 AM |

maybe all those lies you said

i waited & waited at there but i didnt see you at all.so tell me what is so true about you.

went to school today despite i still having fever.
measure the temperature in the morning, 38.
but still i insist of going.

took bus 195 at 6.40am, bus came late.
& my head was super duper painful,
i felt like knocking my head man.
was late for gate, so morning assembly outside gate.

& damm it, my head started again.
& really, at tht time, i'm going to faint really soon.
couldnt take it anymore, but i try to tahan.

head to classroom, ms wong saw me super pale.
ask me if i'm alright, of course nowell pattern sure say alright.
but still mr wong know i'm not feeling well ask me to rest:D
so nice:DD

& everyone was like saying "nowell are you okay?you look so pale."
physic lesson, went to sick bay as i can feel tht my fever is getting higher.
mr tan touch my pulse & said i'm weak.
i was like "huh?"
super funny, so yes, rest at sick bay & around 12.15 went to class.
mr siah thought what happen to me.

& now, i'm at home & my fever is 39.
i felt so happy, faster reach 40 then i can go hospital & stay.
well, i have to go now.
bye earthlingssssssssss

| 12:32 AM |

byebye

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

| 6:48 AM |

i didnt know how to

i hope i didnt know anything then maybe everything wont be like this.

didnt go school today as i couldnt stand at all.
like no strength, so rest at home.

fever dropped from 38.9 to 37.9.
nobody realised i was sick even mum, till today i told her my head was giddy.
i didnt went to see doctor cause i dont want to eat medicine.

have to go out now, meeting dennis later:D
now shall go & return everything:D

& dennis last minute tell me he couldnt meet,
nevermind i go meet others:D
byebye readers:D

| 1:04 AM |

i know i couldnt handle

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

it'll never be the same.

[a=1][c=19]C[/c][c=24]H[/c][c=18]R[/c][c=23]I[/c][c=22]S[/c][/a] says:
go sleep la idiot

see i'm sick yet he still scold me idiot:(
hahahah!
okay i guess you dont know what i laughing at:D

okay is gonna reach 12am soon.
my fever gone up , 38.4 :D *YAY!*

i hope tommorrow will get higher.
i'm not sick or what.
but when i'm sick at least, i dont felt stress.
anw, i'm attending school tommorrow but after tht i'll go home.

anw, i have alots things to say but i think i should keep it.
it's better for me.
might not be posting in this blog, or maybe using private.

it depend but most probably i'll post on another blog.
this blog has too many visitors.
& some.. you know can le:D

so i shall type my more personal post at there.

and this irrating fellow stop asking & asking the same question saying those rubbish.
if i need a perfect one, i rather to make robort:D

| 8:41 AM |

SICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

my head is super duper painful now.
& i'm having fever now.
*well done , 37.9.

i guess it'll be higher by tonight.
super giddy & painful.
i planned not to go school tommorrow because of some gs after school.
but now i guess i dont even need to go school.
have to go see doctor tommorrow.

& N level is just around the corner,
what the fcuk is happening?
everything just like pass super fast.
& i'm begining to feel pressure
OHMYGOD! save me.

ANW, BYEBYE EVERYONE.
i guess i have to go & rest now.

| 5:28 AM |

subtaining:D

I'm lost for words.

okay lots of things happen today,
like really alot.

alright today get back social studies paper.
freak! 23/50.
only 6 people manage to pass in class.
& 5 people passed SBQ & 10 people pass SEQ.
yes, i'm one lucky one tht pass SEQ even though i didnt write much.
but i fail my SBQ! is like my point was there & is inside the answer sheet.

but yes, no point crying over spit milk.
everything is over, i just have to focus on my N level now.
i really have to buck up, cant slack anymore.

okay today after lesson i chatted with malvin & gavin & Toh!
i seriously thanks you guys for being there.
REALLY APPRECIATED IT:D
i really love this clique :D
--------------------------------------------

and to those kpo tht thought HE know alot about this relationship,
fcuk off okay?
dont assume you know when you dont even.
IT'S MINE RELATIONSHIP.
i know much more better than you.
if you think you can do better than me, go & be with him.
dont act as if you're like those "NICE" people when i see you acting like bullshit.
and i guess i dont need you to pity me?
cause i dont even felt tht i need pity.
just to clear everything.
I'M NOT CRYING OVER THIS RELATIONSHIP.
but if you think i'm go ahead.
cause i'm moving on rather than staying to be a fool like you guys.

Remember i know much more better than you guys,
dont just heard one-sided & ASSUME i was at fault.
if you guys are so smart in maintaining relationship,
go maintain yours rather than being a kpo.

---------------------------------------------
okay enough of those post,
i just felt those ass eyes looking around & those comment tht people give when it's none of their problem.

goodbye, i going to try to study now.
i mean i'll try hard okay?
wish me good luck when N LEVEL is just 49 days away from me.

| 3:36 AM |

it's alway like this.

Monday, August 18, 2008

no matter what , time wont be back to the time i wanted to.

ѕєlvуп™ says:
love
love makes you happy
it makes you want to be happy
love takes over your mind
and is filled with thoughts of the one person who truely
makes your body tingle
love is the strongest feeling besides hate
and love lasts inside your soul forever
love sometimes causes pain because of fighting
for the right to love
because its a very complex thing
emotions
twisted with lust
twisted with wonder
and amazment
love is truely one of the most amazin thing ever experienced
no one can say who is able to love and who isnt
because the day you fall in love you know
and you;ll never truely know what love is
until you have fallen


h0td0g WJ.Loh - fuck up hair. cb. says:
if u need someone to talk to
h0td0g WJ.Loh - fuck up hair. cb. says:
i'm always availble
h0td0g WJ.Loh - fuck up hair. cb. says:
=)


...♥_-_ >ζouiis... ... ™ says:
lol u siao ah
...♥_-_ >ζouiis... ... ™ says:
friends are forever ah..zzz.. and to me u'r one of the important ones
...♥_-_ >ζouiis... ... ™ says:
u know the word till death do us apart?



ohmygod! i'm really touch by everyone tht tell me they will be there for me.
& thanks selvyn for define to me what is love.
i really appreicate you guys really.
not forgetting dennis & chris of course.

& i'm so tired now.
need a rest!

| 6:56 AM |

| 5:31 AM |

life goes on

now i know what you say is a lie, i wont fall for it again

okay , i guess i really have enough of u.
what for tell me all this when you mean nothing?
i dont want to hear anymore lies.

so stop telling me you'll change.
cause i wont.
if you were, long ago you would change.
you doesnt have to wait till now then tell me how much you want to save back this relationship, when you didnt mean it at all.

you just say but you didnt do it.
why lie to me telling me you'll be a better one when i see you being worst.

-------------------------------------------
okay today chinese prelim result.
okay done not that badly.
but not to my expectation.
& nothing to blog much just too tired now.

| 12:39 AM |

:D

Sunday, August 17, 2008

absence makes the heart grow fonder.

okay i just went to nuffnang to take a look at my visitors.
i guess it is increasing everyday:D
& i saw a post written by nuffnang that who had won 50 tickets for Wall-E movie screening.

& guess what, it was one of my senior, matthew.
i believe those who are in queensway would know who he is.
one of the talented queenswayans.

anw, i saw his post, his life was interesting & he inspired people to be a better one.
saw his post & i had lots to say.
& definitely a lot more to learn from him.

& i'm tired now, shall go sleep:D
good night people.

may tommorrow be a better day for you:D

| 7:26 AM |

maybe all this while i'm pretending

| 4:18 AM |

goodbye love song.

Labels: i couldnt get up anymore

| 2:07 AM |

welll, life goes on.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

okay, i guess i'm down with throat inflection again
it's so ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
i couldnt like really speak, cause i'll feel pain:(

anw, i have like a mountain of homework to do
& i haven finish it at all.
i need help, someone help me please?

& i'm going off, byebye:D

Labels: i know what you say is a lie

| 11:30 PM |

HAHAHA!
i'm bored!

| 2:49 AM |

Friday, August 15, 2008

-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The night of truths, where every word i said to you was true. says:
i'll lend you my shoulderrrrr
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The night of truths, where every word i said to you was true. says:
lol
i'm breaking down soon♥ says:
:D

& chris too, but i didnt copy down.
cause i closed his conversation accidently.
thanks everyone, but i need some peace
leave me alone please

| 8:06 AM |

this time round is harder

alright isnt right now,
too much things just happen out of a sudden.
& i lost two most important friends in my life.

i shouldnt have quarrel with them,
i shouldnt let my temper go overboard, i really shouldnt.
now, this friendship couldnt stay anymore.

i alway say true friends will always stay beside you no matter what happen.
but now, hais..
i guess i have less heart to heart talk friends.

just so many things, i thought i had adapt my life properly.
more times with you guys but i.
i guess sorry is the only word i could say is sorry.

you two have been a great friends, seriously.
when i need someone, you will alway be there.
you will alway know what i'm thinking, i dont even have to tell you.
the best mate i ever have, you two are something more special.

okay, goodbye again i guess.
this time round, it seems so hard to say goodbye.
it isnt like the previous one.
5years plus of friendship, just gone:(

i really feel like crying like seriously.
i need a shoulder now.
i couldnt act like i'm still as strong as i'm now.

Bye my friends , JW & Wei Jun

| 6:36 AM |

never would i realised

okay okay, i'm back!
& i tell you, i gonna kill my phone.
it keep sending wrong messages to others & i keep sending & sending.
idiot! i wanna change phone.

anw, went to take stuff from my friends:D
& head home after tht, i guess i going to fall sick soon
fcuk.
just dont know why, my head fell giddy.
howhow? i dont want to miss any school.
if not i gonna be dead:(

--------------------------------

you know your love will never be like the past
those promises you make, seems like a lie
those temper you thrown seems like a fire
i dont know what it gonna takes
but i know, what you say now.
is not gonna be true cause you would do it rather than telling me.
i see nothing,
i dont see changes cause you arent changing.

Labels: it isnt true anymore

| 1:32 AM |

if you would, i wont be leaving

Thursday, August 14, 2008

ohmygod! today paper, just nice for me!
so happy:D

went to ghim moh eat with yumi,felicia,gavin & yuvaraj.
malvin came after not long.
so i called food to eat.
so many food, & i was choosing here & there
& yuvaraj told me i was super fickle-minded.
so is he,

& i brought the food, gavin & malvin was saying i couldnt finish the food.
BUT, i finish it! *claps*
took bus home after tht, chatted with yuvaraj.

okay, i guess is time to say byebye.
cause i feel like sleeping.
& yes, lastly-
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CHERYL!

Labels: i wish i could just be left alone

| 12:26 AM |

laughter

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

to continue my post!
DAMM SLOW!

-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
my neighbour is
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
laughing her head off..
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
with their door wide open
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
scaryyyyy
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
.............
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
now whats that for =/
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
nth
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
for fun & laughter peace & joys
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
lies
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
*kick me down*
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
i ... of ur neighbour lah
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
..
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
whats a ...
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
no comment
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
..
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
OH
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
I GET IT
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
LOL
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
SHIT
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
........................
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
slow
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
I AM SLOW
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
._>
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
hahaha
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
i must be
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
getting old
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
D:
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
i wan to post this up
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
hahah
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
NO
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
NO!
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
YES!
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
HAHAHA
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
I HATE YOU
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
FROM LIKE..
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
:p
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
JUST NOW
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
TO NOW
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
:((
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
.
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
now i dont hate you
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
damn.
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
okay lor
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
byebye
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
.
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
eww..
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
you animal slave!
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
:(
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
you made a penguin wave for you!
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
i dont wan to talk to u
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says (20:43):
now i dont hate you
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
i super hate u
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
.
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
haha
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
D: <
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
kewl..
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
:)
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
so do i get a medal for that?
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
:D HAHAH

must read the highlighted part! SUPER DUPER SLOW:p
nanani BOBO!

| 5:46 AM |

-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
i'll always be here in spirit!
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
yeah!
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
haha, thanks :D
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
lols
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
i'm suppose to say no problem right?
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
yeah
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
then i wont say ittttt D: <
i know, it doesnt matter to me anymore♥ says:
:(
-§ EmoRej § - Maria's song - The temptation. says:
lols

see so nice of jerome:D
anw, i'm now relaaxing.
tommorrow chinese, YES!
hahaha:D

| 5:30 AM |

happy go lucky:D

okay today paper, my entirely brain cell was dead.
i used up all my brain cell at the first paper.

okay, english paper 2 was a hard one.
having to say tht, i spend lots of time on my close passage & summary.
i dont know which teacher actually set this paper:(

the second paper social studies,
i manage to talk craps in SBQ & SEQ.
cause i used up too much brain cell on english paper 2.
so social studies suffered!:(

but it's alright i guess,
after all it wasnt tht important:D
N level is coming, this is the IMPORTANT ONE!
i'm afraid i couldnt do well.

-----------------------------------

about this relationship,
i did reflect after the break-up.
maybe i really not fit to be your girlfriend &
you are not really fit to be my boyfriend.

we both know tht we arent suitable for each other.
dragging on would only hurt you more.
so i decided to break-up.
at least now break-up, you could suffer lesser?

i dont know, but i'm firm with my decision.
no matter what, i wont go back to this relationship
cause i feel happier than being attached.

we have too much problems tht always occurs again & again.
you always promise tht it wont happen again but it always did.
like what i say to you before,
trust & freedom is what i need & is alway what you did not give it to me.
i have enough of you, you also have enough of me.
so why not letting go this relationship happily?
rather than telling me & use your life as a promise.

it just show how foolish it's.
& those ASS, if you know nothing about it,
or just one-sided or what, dont be a kpo pin-point at me.
cause i know when i touch my heart, i know i did the correct way.

so stop acting as if you guysare much more clearer or know much more better than me in this relationship.
well, after all, i still treat you as a friend.

wish you all the best:D

| 4:21 AM |

ENGLISH PAPER!

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

i didnt post about prelim today.
english prelim, i guess i'll failed.
i talk craps, i say about this topic, tuition

& i say lots of craps after i couldnt think much.
& tommorrow is social studies!
wish me good luck!

| 6:23 AM |

A better ones

i went to watch my addiction again,
HeiTangMaQiDou, i dont know i love this show.

sometime, i hope life would be like a drama,
alway a happy ending one, they wont break up or what so ever.
they remain as it's. Ever-lasting:D
just like Wang Zhi & Xiao Gui & those couple.

sometimes, life seems to be too cruel so realistic.
it wasnt just how it goes by but more.
but does this world contain Ever lasting?
i saw couples quarrel & break, i saw husband & wife divorce.
so what is Ever-lasting? Define for me.

fact are too cruel,
we have to learn how to go on, move on.
strucking there will only do us bad.

memories should be keep in heart,
& yes back to the topic of LOVE!
i keep those memories, no matter it's bad or good,
i learn something from it.

Goodbye alway seems so hard to say out.
But sometime, it is better to say out.
Rather than hurting each other, why not just saying goodbye.
at least, both have what we want.

sometime,
i wish i'm just a baby, mummy'll alway carry me.
i wish i'm just a child, maybe i doesnt have to know so much.
i wish i'm a teenager, so i dont have to bother about the "adult world".
i wish i'm a adult, cause i know how to handle those difficult times.
i wish i'm just nothing, so i wont be confused by everything around me.
i wish i'm dead, then finally i could leave this world without thinking.

we have to many sometime,
thinking all those things,
what for cry when you could smile?
at least, u bring happiness.

& I assure you, i'll live every moment from now,
a happier one & a better one.

Labels: i know i'm happier now

| 5:19 AM |

maybe this is better rather than dragging on

Monday, August 11, 2008

you know what?
i super duper love my friends!

okay, i'm crazy but seriously, they are the best!
especially, Chris & JW!
& of course my beloved girlfriends:D

dont worry everyone, my life still the same,
after all it is just a learning journey.
i learn something tht i told myself i wont do tht mistake again.

like what i said, i never carry any regret,
this is how life suppose to be like isnt it?
now, i carry on with what i learn finding the world most hardest things,
LOVE.

well, dont think highly of yourself,
if i couldnt bear with this relationship i would have cried
& ask you to stay but i didnt,
this shows how much i put into this relationship.

yes, i'm selfish but you're much more selfish.
i know i'm cruel like i couldnt feel anything but
tear have dropped long ago & i told myself,
"Nowell Tan, you cant drop any tears for him"
yes, i agree cause he dont worth my tears even i have done so much.
if he dont cherish, why should i cry?

whatever it's, GOODBYE LOVE!
find a better one, cause i'll also be searching for a better one:D

| 11:59 PM |

everything just flew away tht fast

okay, i have just broke up with li hao.
so stop asking whether it's true or not.

i throw everything you gave to me.
except for the mickey mouse cause i just couldnt throw cause i'm crazy over mickey mouse.
when i throw everything, i know this time is true i wont turn back.

no matter what it was,
you really let me learn alot from you.
& i need a break so i'm letting go.
i'm not having regret with me, maybe they are thinking i'll have.
but i know i doesnt carry any.
but i regretted agree to this relationship after all those.

i'm lucky tht i didnt put tht much feeling.
& say truly, i dont feel upset,
maybe there is just 2 percent but after all it is just a process to my learning journey.
thanks for being in my journey:D

& thanks for those words, i'll really think hard.
maybe it make me learn more than staying there like a fool.

it was alway you tht have nothing than throw temper but
yet you have the face to say it was me.
whatever it's, i guess i wont be there when you need help.
but still if you see this blog,
i going to tell you bye, take care!
hope yours future will be there.
but one advice, dont lock her up & hide everything cause the one going to be hurt will be you.

| 5:39 AM |

if i could know everything,

i really dont know, what is what.
but i rather i dont know anything than acting as if i dont know.

you know how disappoint when all this is just a bullshit.
yes, i didnt put much feeling inside this relationship
but still it was a disappointing one.

when i stop all this today i know i wont turn back anymore.
this is hurting, i dont want it anymore.
you should know the best.
NO freedom & ALL NO!
what the fcuk when you can have all those freedom.

Honestly was the most important things we should have.
but what the hell did you give me?
you started to show your true coulour.*well done*

whatever it's, i guess it's time not to struck there but move on.

| 3:30 AM |

whatever!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

I really dont know what the fcuk is all this man.
really dont know, all kind of excuses to cover up yourself.
& tell me all this bullshit.

guys are alway right?
& girls are alway wrong??
so you have the right to do whatever you want,
& i can only be left at the cage & just shut my mouth up?
yah sorry, i'm not those type tht you want

this is how i should be treated as?
stop trying to act as if you care when you arent!
i have enough, really enough!

i dont care how others look at me,
or maybe they are thinking it was me tht is unreasonable not him.
& pushing all the blame to me.
fine whatever you guys want to think, go ahead.
i dont give a damm.
cause only i know it the most ,not you those outsider who just watched the show
& pin-point at me alright!

excuses & excuses again,
it just show me how you look towards this relationship
& make me dislike you more.
what is this? i really dont know.
i dont want myself to struck in this cave like a fool!

Labels: could you just let me off, i dont want to tolerate it anymore

| 9:02 AM |

:D

you know what?
i just dream of Jay Chou just now.HAHAH!
super handsome, he was performing on stage at the indoor stadium.
i didnt sleep or what just as i was staring at the computer, he appear!
OHMY!

okay enough of this, i just super duper love him!
prelim is just so near!
scary! pray for me alright:D

| 8:52 AM |

ZZZZZZZZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
& of course people in Singapore, cause it is a national day(:

went to zoo today, SO HAPPY!
i saw lots of animals *soookk
but after tht the weather went bad & couldnt went much.

i wanted to ride the pony but only for child.*sad:(
& elephant & horse carriage.*cool
but couldnt cause of the rain!

i think picture speak more than me.
a picture speak a thousand words:D
some picture might be blur as
due to the weather, bus or my phone.

FLAMINGOO


OTTER



I LOVE THEM!


KANGAROO





SUPER CUTE!

Labels: I LOVE ZOOOOOO

| 5:52 AM |

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