long doesnt mean trust, i treasure whose are with me, those are not fcuk off, i dont need you

Monday, September 29, 2008

Friends're like bowl.
they break easily but they think you need them tht much.

okay back, N level paper was petty okay.
accept for math paper, i was sleeping:D
& get wake up by teachers.

anw, to those.
please get your facts before start your bloody logics again.

okay, nothing much to post.
actually wanted to post but i wanna save my breathe.

they? we? friends? FUCK!

| 10:42 PM |

clear everything before you start assuming I'm ONE!

Friday, September 26, 2008

Totally Disappointed.

Yes! all this is lying ALL THIS ALRIGHT!
whatthehell, is totally all this?
A person who isnt important to me & he can trust me.
yet some who claim know me long enough doesnt even trust me?
Any logic, please whatever it's okay.

stop your fcuking accuse,
i've enough i did nothing wrong but why am i treated like this?
just because of tht incident doesnt mean you have any rights!
TRUST? PROMISES?
get all to the rubbish bin please.
please get as far away from me as possible
& i will do it the same.
-------------------------------------------------------

okay, today was the 'last day' of school.
take photo with the class & have lots of fun today.
but everything is spoil, dont ask me why.
photo will be upload tommorrow.
i totally have NO mood now.

| 5:51 AM |

i really dont know but i swear i'll try

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

okay what is seriously wrong man?
i really dont get it.
i cant even be bother.

who is who?
what is what?
whatever is whatever, may i really know it.
just too many photos & too many things.

when i recall just like, i dont know.
i just fucking feel tht i'm useless.
i cant even remember, fcuk!_ /_
even the fees my mum asked me to, i also cant even recall.
FCUK!

even formula takes me a long time.
homework is getting higher & higher.
i mean the mountain, can anyone help!

| 12:05 AM |

Let all this come to an end.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

| 1:04 AM |

Shut up.

Monday, September 22, 2008

Maybe it's a life time matter.

Okay dont ask me why did i lock my blog okay.
something is wrong with my blog &
i have no idea why it's lock.

anw, wasnt feeling well today.
gastic was so pain until i wanna die!
& i like going to faint any time, any where.
mummy brought me home & rest.

watched 7pm show.
OHMYGOD! it's super duper nice!
AT LAST! all couples are together.
shows are alway filled with happy ending.
& realistic alway make us human falls.

just think tht my life out of a sudden just now drama.
& i fcuking hate it.
i have no idea why, but out of a sudden.
i start to dislike people who are closed to me before?
or i dont even know them?
make it simple, the way they trying to force make me dislike.

whatever it's,
i think i'm going to close down this blog.
i seriously dont like at all.

& guess what just 7 more days to N level exam.
i haven even touch a single stuff :(

shall study tommorrow i guess.

| 8:05 AM |

you got to make your way there.

Friday, September 19, 2008

| 7:59 AM |

you never failed to disappoint me.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

I'm sick & tired of all those promise tht you break.

I'm totally no mood for blogging.
yes, it's alway MY fault okay!
Alway not your fault okay!

promises break by you alway become my fault.
what the hell.
I'm bloody pissed by you man! _ /_

| 6:46 AM |

if those promise you said are mend to be broken then please dont give me any.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

I'M DISGUSTED BY YOUR BLOODY ACTION _ /_

I have totally no mood for blogging.
so pissed off, shall not elaborate.
BYE PEOPLEEE!

| 4:27 AM |

When it was too late to stop it.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

your love let me stay strong.

Stupid Prelim, I hate prelim exam result.
so many careless mistake, damm it.

anw, chemistry get 35/50 can get higher than tht.
forget it, no point crying over spilled milk:(
anw, tommorrow will be getting back POA paper 2.
& i hope tommorrow go through math paper 2,
i'll have some mistake, so ms chan can add 1 more mark to B3:D

& i shall buck up on my geography, math, physic & poa theory.
okay since when nowell study theory?
LOL! okay crap, i'll study for N level okay!
cause i know you all are saying tht i didnt study:(
& i know N level exam they like to give theory question:D

byeee peopleee!
have to go out now, will try to study when i get back home:D

| 1:06 AM |

you created the smile on my face

Monday, September 15, 2008

It takes a life time to understand love.

Hello people!
get back results today.
failed geography as i expected:D
& pass poa paper 1 & math 1 & 2 *YIPPI*

it's like my first time pass math.
& i'm happy!but still i'm kind of sad.
math paper 1: 51.5/80
math paper 2: 37/60.
math paper 1, could get 10 marks more.
& bloody me forget to write cm & blah blah.
& yes poa & math just because of my fucking careless,
i just pass like this , damm Fcuk up.
i know i should be galdful tht i pass with quite good marks but still quite pissed off with myself cause i can get higher:(

anw, hope chemistry could get good marks.
tht is the only one, physic CMI.
tht all, totally restless now.
having headache now.

BYE PEOPLEEEEEE!

| 5:18 AM |

you're unforgettable

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Happy Mid-Autumn festival to everyone.

I was sleeping & slacking half of my day at home.
went to grandmother house to take those food tht she cooked.
YUMMY!

head home after tht & went out to vivo city with sister & don.
wanted to go chinese garden but then it's expensive.
so went to play arcade & then walked around.
head home & have our dinner.
then, went downstair to play candles & crackers.*FUN*

tht all, shall go & sleep now.
i'm tired:D
nightt peopleeeeeeeee.

| 8:42 AM |

maybe you didnt understand but i know when you need me i'll be there.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

it's only when true love found you.

okay, now is already 2.02am
& i'm still awake.
couldnt sleep at all, dont know why.

chat with shirley today afternoon,
after how many donkey years, & we finally chat.
this may sound abit off, but is true.
both of us are busy with our life & stuffs so, we didnt have time for each other.

anw, went to tiong bahru plaza for pasta & head home.
lots of things happen in a second & seriously i dont know how to handle.
if everything could remain as it was suppose to be,
maybe we, people dont have to be tired & confused about what is happening.

maybe everything we facing now is stated by the god?
who knows, only god.
& i guess only god understand how we feels.

okay, i doesnt know why, sudden come to this topic.
anw, my mind is running with images again.
& i guess i fall back to when i last started off with.

absent makes the heart grow fonder.
i guess he'll never know about how i feel after _ _ _ _.

okay, i'm making my mood down down down.
shall go to bed before it get worst:D

| 11:00 AM |

fagile

Friday, September 12, 2008

my love to you is unexplainable.

Okay i just watched finish episode 7 of Hot Shoe on Tudou.
OHMYGOD! Super duper nice & funny:D

anw, went to uncle house after watched finish Hot Shoe.
Uncle was sick, so went to chinatown,
brought porridge & fruits then head to his house.
chit-chat awhile & head down with lihao to eat.

& you know what.
OHMYGOD! nowell is getting fatter & fatter each day.
*fat* faint x.x

& yes, Li hao & I are just pure friends:D
Never patch back or what so please dont ask me for the same question.

anw, back to the topic,
I'm planning to watch bangkok dangerous.
but maybe not tht soon:D

shall go play games now:D
Nightttttttt peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

| 7:50 AM |

maybe sometime, you'll only realised the important ones when you lost them.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

love guide me through & make me fall.

| 9:47 PM |

I never saw it before.

Hello peopleeeeeeeeeeeee!

Have Science paper today *gosh*
hopefully i can pass for my physic paper.
chemistry is rather easy compare to physic.
should be able to score for chemistry:D

I stare at physic mcq paper for more than 5 mins & then i start doing.*wtf*
totally blank when i saw the paper.
I dont even remember anything. *gosh*

anw, tommorrow last paper for prelim.
yes, math paper 2.
wish me good luck man, confirm dead meat.

after prelim another murderer, N level.
Nevermind, 7 oct end of end N level:D

anw, i went online shopping again.
this shows that i'm broke again.
'stop spending money, Nowell Tan.'

shall go off now.
byeeeeeeee people.
good luck for those who are having exam:D

| 12:41 AM |

the sweetest part was when you say i love you

Monday, September 8, 2008

when you first told me i love you.

Hello testing one, two, three.

I'm here to announce tht I'm going to pass my poa paper today
but not with good grade i guess?

Cause stupid me didnt read the question & instruction given 12 marks gone for question 3.
okay I'm super duper angry okay!
& i cancel the correct answer. *wtf
how stupid can i be?
& i'm damm angry with myself okay.
nevermind N level i'll read everything carefully.

anw, tommorrow i dont have to attend school:D
yippe! means tht i can slack at home or shopping:D

anw, i shall go & watch movie:DD

| 10:39 PM |

I wish i could know what may happen next maybe i can stop it from happening.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

you know i used my years of living to understand what you mean by love.

Hello peopleeeeeeeeeeee!
I had returned home! hahaha.

okay, i know it's super lame.
anw, i'm done with 2 prelim exam today.
geography & math paper 1.
& i know i'll fail geography & maybe pass my math paper 1.

first time i have such confident. *giggle*
but seriously today paper isnt tht hard at least i manage to understand most.
& mr wong took my paper & announce tht i have how many mistake.
super duper embarrased okay. * face red*

okay, enough of my craps.
tommorrow is poa paper 1& 2
& i'm starting to feel unwell again.*arugh*
wish me good luck cause i dont want to study for poa.

& i shall process to my yummy yummy food brought by shhhh...........
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

| 11:36 PM |

Wall-E, I love Wall-E

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Oh people.
i gonna tell you something.

i post my last post on my blogshop
& i was thinking who the hell post it when only i know the password.
& i just get to know it was me. HAHAHA!

okay enough,
yesterday was quite fun.
watched wall-e. OHMYGOD! super duper cute!
i rate it 4.5/5.
even though, it's unrealistic but it shown ever lasting?

how i wish i'm wall-e, having ever lasting love?
okay i'm dreaming man!

anw, I just found out tht i spent $200 yesterday.
& i'm super duper broke now.

& today is arvil concert!
i wanna watch, she is so MY ANOTHER IDOL!
OKAY, i'm sad now! cannot watch it:(

anw, shall go now.
bye peopleeeee.

| 10:22 PM |

I have the most powerful weapon in the world which is smile

HELLO PEOPLEEEEEE!
i'm super duper happy!

guess why am i happy?
cause i went shopping again & brought lots of clothes.

anw, i went to mediacorp for the blaraza sales[ps. i dont know how to spell]today
& i brought 1 ou xuan dress which she act in the 9pm show.*happy*
& i'm super happy! My idol *wink*

& i'm going out again.
like what i say yesterday, i'm out to Kai Ting's birthday celebration.

i'm super happy & tired now:DDD

& LASTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI TING
shall go off now.
bye people:D

| 9:57 PM |

every little things you notice make me happy

Friday, September 5, 2008

i just went speechless.

HELLO PEOPLE!
I just done with my blogshop
finally right? yes i know.

cause i'm just so busy with so many things now adays.
secondary 4 life isnt easy at all.
I'm like being in a prison.
I miss primary school life.
everyday play, talk, shop, eat & sleep.

anw, sunday is avril concert.
i wanna go! OHMY please.
can anyone get a ticket for me?:DD
I'll thank you alot man! a hug or a kiss?

tommorrow will be going out to celebrate Kai Ting's birthday:D
& i brought lots of T-shirt & clothings yesterday.
I'm broke now!:(((
i hate it when i got no money, so many things money here money there.
ALL MONEY $$.

Okay, enough of my craps.
i shall process to my 9pm show!
I love the baby, i want it!

Byeeeeeeeee peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

| 6:01 AM |

there is something that cannot be measure.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

you created something that i hope to hold on

hello peopleeee!
Finally, i'm back after three N levels paper.

& I swear is super duper scary!
i get scolding on the second day of the N level paper.
super 'lucky' okay?
and my name is announced by the pa system:(

shall not say about N level anymore.
it's over so no point.
just pray to the god that i'll get good marks:D

after so many days brain cells dying,
i totally forget what to post.

i'm slacking around when prelim is just monday.
First paper, geography & then math.
tell me how am i going to remember so so much things just on three days?
my brain cells is used up on the N level social studies paper.

i totally have no mood for prelim.
& i told mummy about it.
she say focus on my N level if prelim failed is still alright *happy*

anw, i'm super happy now.
i saw that item that i had eyeing long ago:D
shall buy it after getting money from my mummy:D

| 11:47 PM |

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