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Friday, October 31, 2008

IT'S ALWAY MY FAULT NEVER A TIME IT'S YOUR FAULT.

i'm FUCKING ANNONY BY SOMEONE!
FREAK! pardon me for my cap locks.
i'm really irrated, if you dont like my post just fcuk off, i dont need your comment.

i rush back cause i saw the timing it isnt early.
as i promise you, i'll go back home as soon as possible.
end up last minute something cock up, so i couldnt rush home tht early.
i told you, i'll reach home at a later time, you say okay.
AND IT'S YOU THE ONE WHO SAID YOU WANNA WAIT. KNN.
i never force you at all.

then end up, you waiting is with your friends?
well done, and you can push so clearly to me.
just because you're with your friends, tht why you can treat me like this.
then when you without friends? those you claim are your "good friends"?
i'm the one at there, not your those good friends.

if they are really so great, they wont leave you alone.
when you have things, who is the one tht run first?
when they need you, the first one to come to you?
this called friends, open your eyes wide.

I HAVE SUPER LOTS TO SAY BUT SAY TO YOU,
I MUST AS WELL SAID TO A WALL.
the one tht rush back is me not you!
you're with your those "good friends", tht day who told me they are not friends then end up.?
after all you are just afraid, coward.

and yes, only foolish me will believe you again.
but rest assure, my job is done today so i wont bloody go and wait for you to change.
THOSE LIES JUST TELL ME, YOU DONT WORTH IT.
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sorry, i just totally just so fuck up.
having gastic and sprain my leg end up i'm being accused?
hello how many times you want to accuse me?

i threatening or are you the one to force me back.
not going school and everything?
hello, make it clear before youstart your logics.
i never say it is all your fault some are mine.
but alot are yours.

yeah! whatever it's, game over.!
jolly fuck off from my side, those promise you made to me, to god to anyone.
please throw away cause from now on, i wont be so foolish, fucker!

| 9:26 AM |

if i'm still hoping for your arrival.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

can i turn all this back to where it suppose to.


Okay,this is some recap of OCT BABIES DINNER:D
photo will prove everything(:

OUR 2008, class411 OCT BABIES


Malvin,Eugene, Yumi


OHMYGOD!HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL:D
Hwee Sin beloved is on the cover, lewis stupid face(:


POLAR BEAR, Malvin AND OUR ONE AND ONLY, jiajun. hahah(:

| 5:27 AM |

just those times and those memories.

Monday, October 27, 2008

it's too hard for me.

alright, went to take my shoe and meet up with my clique(:
yeah! walking down with christoper, zhiying and others after taking my shoe tht i brought online.

and yes, i dont know how to express it.
maybe i'm a burden to everyone.
my friends, my family, my clique, EVERYTHING.

sometime, i really felt that i'm just alone by myself with no one else.
yeah, i may have the best friends or best cliques in the whole wide world,
but i guess, all this while i know nothing about them after so many years of being together.
yeah, 3 to 6 years maybe not be long and may not be short.
but i guess i know nothing!

i dont know why i felt this way, it isnt me at all.
after so many things happened, i guess i'm all by myself.
sometimes, ido really hope that when i fell that badly someone is there.
you dont have to do anything, just lend me your shoulder and let me lay on.

i just dont know anything anymore.
YOU,ME,WE,FRIENDS, CLIQUES? what are all this?
i dont even know those i alway face and claim they are my best friends are true or maybe wearing a mask.
i have to much to say, i have so much to express out but whenever i hope to find someone.
i alway worry whether is this person just wearing a mask acting infront of me.
sorry,i dont know why but just this thoughts came into my mind.

too many things happen make me learn how to protect myself.
towards anyone, i still cover myself with a mask or a shell.
cause i dont want to be hurt or whatever again.

i guess this is a emotional post.
sorry cliques i know you guys will alway be there for me but i guess.
i starting not to understand anyone of you.

byeeeeeee peopleeeeeeeee.

| 2:22 AM |

you know you could.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

your voice was the best summer of my soundtrack.

okay, today was super boring alright.
went out with auntie and sisters to tiong bahru plaza,
after awhile head home, i was damm lazy to get out of my house.

today intended to go interview with felicia but end up cancelled.
so stay at home slacked the whole day.

and i was watching channel U 2008 award by yes 93.3
was disappointing one but never the less i find another idol.
HAHAH! even though jay chou didnt get the award but at least he is in the shortlisted
and the taiwan popular singer if i'm nt wrong.

anw,just too boring today and i lost my bet.
i'll have to get my punishment.

so yeah, tommorrow going out to take stocks & take my shoe(:
and shopping with friends(:

night peopleeeeeeeeeee.

| 10:13 AM |

you just didnt know how much i tried to.

Friday, October 24, 2008

so much for my happy ending.

hello peopleeeeee(:
you guys must be wondering why can i online and blog right.
hahaha! this is called magic.
okay,i'm just kidding was using my sister's lapppy.

yesterday went out with Felicia, Yumi, HweeSin, Selvyn, Eugene,Taimin, Malvin, Lewis, Selvyn, Weihowe, Richmond,Terry & Of Course not forgetting MR POLA.BEAR.

went to meet taimin, terry, eugene and gavin first.
and guess what, terry was LATE.
so all of us waited for him and head there.
saw hweesin in bus 16 so, we head to lucky plaza to meet yumi together.

alighted and then we went off.
but those guys, OH MY MGO!
i shall no elaborate it(:

anyway, we've fourteen people there & all of us should be heading to seoul garden, but ended up at Pasta Mania.
and i gonna say, it's totally ewwww.
okay not ewwwwwwwww, but i didnt like it i guess.
hweesin & felicia also didnt like it:)
and lots of funny things happened there:DDD

went to swensen after tht, Jiajun and tienonn was there.
Mr pola bear treated us earthquake but i didnt eat, too full i guess.
but of course, mr pola bear's style, with term and condition.
there is no free lunch in the world.
and it was damm funny, if you want to know ask those oct babies(:

played and took photo.
was a fun and happy day((:
okay, i shall blog till here.
photo will be uploaded once my computer is fixed.

| 11:18 PM |

you know i love you still.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

i dont know how to learn anymore.

okay, my computer have some problems. *freak!
so wont be online too often.

today school was still alright,
lots of things happened i guess?
tommorrow will be going with my classmates(:
to celebrate all babies day.

anyway, i'm totally moodless.
NO MOOD! NO MOOD! NO MOOD!:,(

tommorrow having step ahead again:(
i'm hoping for tommorrow and also not.
bye peopleeeeeeeee.

| 6:09 AM |

i know you can,

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I'm speechless now.

Alright, school as usual.
quite alot of things happen but i'm lazy to post up.
and today was creepy, mr wong keep giving tht face.
HAHAH! damm funny((:

anw, today wasnt my day at all i guess.
9 more days to end of end step ahead programme! YIPPI.
and gosh! files!

maybe i really dont know all this while what the hell am i doing.
and yes, i really dont know what else to post.


maybe i'll hold your hand till the end.
maybe i'll say i love you again.
maybe i'll bid goodbye with you the next minute.
maybe at the end of this path, i'll find you there.

| 12:51 AM |

my love will get you home

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

It's what makes me here.

okay, school was pretty fun i guess.
english lesson, mr siah was going through yesterday worksheet.
so come to this word barrel, & he was explaining about gun. damm funny!
and i must say the drawing he draw totally couldnt make it.
everyone is laughing at him.

as usual, practical after recess.
today was physic, still alright i guess?
after physic was geography, and it was my first time listening so attentive.
i dont know why but somehow i have that feeling of learning.

head home after tht,
& damm god! i was taking bus 195.
as i was too tired & in pain, i was sleeping in bus.
then when it reach around CHIJ there, i was awake.

then this bloody uncle was sitting beside me, you'll know why i called him bloody.
and i was left like damm little space after he sitted down but it's alright.
and out of no where, he keep sitting closer & closer.
like as if there's alot of people when i see everyone is sitting expect a few is standing.

so i said "excuse me, i have no space" in a polite tune.
but he still keep getting nearer & nearer, what the hell:@
lucky, bus 195 reach my stop i faster alight and give tht uncle tht freaky look.
HAHAH! *evil smile*

anyway, i want to take a nap now i guess.
my head is pain, my gastic is more pain. SHIT
shall go now, bye readersssssssss.

| 2:28 AM |

I wont anymore.

Monday, October 20, 2008

my little secret.

Hello peopleee.
went to school today. OH MY MGO!

super bored okay only chemistry is quite fun cause we were all doing practical.
same sitting arrangement & with same person, bitch:D
was chit chatting all the while, didnt even listen to lesson at all.

i was thinking maybe after step ahead programme, i will opt for private school.
or you will never see me appearing? i dont know.
but i guess it's better.

gastic keep acting up,
dont ask me why, i also dont know.
i guess i have to prepare for the worst to come.

bye peopleeeeeee.
will post at night.

| 1:33 AM |

i'm lost now

Saturday, October 18, 2008

totally no mood, i guess.
find out something, maybe it's serious bah.

maybe i should enjoy now
& get upset when it's over:D

BYE PEOPLEEEEE.
i blog for fun:D

| 11:51 PM |

i know i'm avoiding & running away now.

I hope I'm just a little girl now.

have been slacking at home the whole day!
& damm it, it's a weekend.
i just waste it at home, watching taiwan drama.

anw, completed 1 drama:D
the ending wasnt what i expected to be but still, it's alright.

chit chatting with christoper, charles, alicia & others just now.
& went to update my blogshop and reply my customer mails.
of course, online shopping after i felt so super duper ultra boring.

i was looking for this shoe quite long.
others blogshop or shops selling quite expensive.
but this shoe only cost me $20 so i brought it.:D
but i guess it's worth it.


shall offline now.
shit without tht i guess i'm going to suffer till 4am or even later again:(
byeeeee people:D

| 4:57 AM |

sorry

Friday, October 17, 2008

i'm seriously sick & tired of all this.

okay, went to amk hub.
meet my sister & waited for another blogshop owner,
as she is having training.

ate pepper lunch as my sister wanted to buy salad.
& after deciding, we ate my breakfast+lunch + dinner at there.
went to pay for my shoe after my seller called.

head back to tiong bahru after tht.
drank alcohol with my sister & jing han.
shirley was in hospital as his uncle's having some problem.
chatted alot & jing han was super lame can?
but thanks for the lame jokes ah:D

headed home as my sister wanted to & she is now sleeping.
i guess i should go & rest now.
gastic is acting up:(

might be going out with them tommorrow.
night peopleeeeeeeeeee:D

| 7:01 AM |

cause i've the greatest people around me

Thursday, October 16, 2008

you couldnt amend it anymore.

Hello peopleeeeeeeeee.
just woke up not long ago & now i have to prepare.
cause i have to reach kovan by 1.15 to pass customer stock.

anw, i will post more once i reach home.
i guess around 8pm.

| 8:57 PM |

fated, destiny

There's many time when i wanted to shout to you, i love you.

Hello peoplee,
went to meet customer today & guess what.
i was on my way to sengkang & she message me & told me that she couldnt make it one today.
so i told her i'm already on my way there & she ask me if i can change to saturday.
& i said yes & she change again, freak!
but well, it's alright customer are alway right.

anyway, i was watching a taiwan drama which is like dont know how many years.
but i think it's nice , title : Dou Yu.
slacking the whole day after the whole thing.

& was chatting with my dearest little boyfriend, jeremy.
super cute alright, he alway brighten up my day.
& he told me he love me:D
dont be jealous alright, i'm too popular:x
oppps, just kidding.

school is gonna start:(
i dont want to go school! * angry*

shall go watch my show again & rest early.
tommorrow have to wake up early to meet my customer.
byeee peoplee, love you guys.

| 5:11 AM |

it's a matter of time

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Hello, i just changed my blogskin.
but it's quite messy,
so i'll edit by tommorrow:D

& now i shall go chat with my lovely cliques on phone:D
or else, mummy will start nagging me again:D

bye peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Night, ily guys.

| 8:24 AM |

it's you

oh, i love online shopping:D

Hahah! I just went online shopping.YAY!
I guess that is the way how my money goes.

anw, paid has been bank into my account i guess.
& half of my paid went to my mummy:(
but it's alright alway my paid is half- half shared *giggle*

gonna meet my customer on friday & tommorrow.
so cliques, sorry. No more sentosa:(
Really sorry, the customer change the timing last minute:(

but there's alway next time okay!
i'll make sure we go sentosa together:D

anw, i complete lots of shows today.*smart*
just kidding, i'm just too bored.
ENTERTAINMENT STATION, WHERE HAVE YOU GONE?

| 4:54 AM |

the past & present, is alway what we people are comparing.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

All I want to do is find a way back into love.

Hello peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
woke up at 11.30am & i slept at 7am.
so freakyyyyyyyyyyy can? :(

anw, i finish watched the taiwan show in 1days.
but of cause not the full episode.
cause they just uploaded to 12:(
so i spent my day watching it. *well done nowell* claps

i know i waste my holidays like this, i know.
i should have gone out to play or even shopping:DDDD
but i'm too lazy to step out of my house.

friends & family are asking me to go out, but i rejected*evil smile*
but they should know once i start watching shows.
no matter dvd, vcd, online or tv programmes.
once it attact my attention, it's hard to get me out:D

but it's alright cause they alway understand me*giggle*
i have the best one around me, i guess.

okay, tommorrow i'm going out with cliques to sentosa.
hope i wont change my mind again:D

| 11:24 PM |

Maybe all this while i'm wrong

you never ever listen to my explaination.

Now the time is 6am & I'm still not asleep yet.
super duper ultra tired can, maybe not as in physical but mentally.
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what did i do wrongly?
seriously, i dont get it.
treating you equally with others, you can make a big fuse.
hello! i'm trying hard to maintain our friendship.
at least i'm trying real hard before & after.

you alway blame the past & present.
but have you ever think what causes it to change?
Have you ever? Or all this while you are just pretending & then do all sort of things behind me.
was it you the one tht cause it or was it all the opp. party fault?

I never ever blame you for anything before.
I know i've fault too, i know.
Maybe sometimes, my words is really hurtful
but who was the one who started it?

many doesnt know anything & they claim they know much more than us.
we gone through so much, we know it the best.

seriously, i did open my heart towards you before.
but you choose to push me away & throw my trust & love away.
i did tried to save it back but i guess, it's useless.
now, i locked it up & you're blaming me for it?
isnt it no link at all?

& i guess the most disappointing ones,
was when i know all the truth tht all this while,
you're just pretending.

maybe the past & present doesnt have any fault.
but both party, tht should really reflect.

shall go take a rest if i can:D
3 cheers, bye people.

| 2:55 PM |

Maybe from the start, I didnt even know.

I need some happy pills.

It's 2.37am now.
& I'm still awake, couldnt sleep at all.

watching taiwan shows online.
& maybe now tht is the only thing i could do i guess.

& i guess i need some happy pills now.
maybe it isnt as easy as i thought it was.
i just hope everything goes fine for you.
whatever it takes , whatever comes.

anw, there are just too many things i dont know how to say to you.
maybe all this while i'm pretending & i'm hiding.

nights people.
shall process to my shows.

| 11:28 AM |

maybe forever = never

Monday, October 13, 2008

Along the way, I learn.


MI LU BIN:D


JAY CHOU, MY IDOL:DD

| 11:42 PM |

just lost my way through

Ps. I Love You

It's 1.50am now & i'm still not asleep yet.
dont ask me why, i dont know at all.

i'm like slacking & super hyper now.
watching taiwan show, hot shot & chit-chatting with people:D

Christoper Tan, you're super nice & great alright.
see i'm so nice to post out your name, I'm kind:x HAHAH!
anw, thanks for cheering me up by telling me super lame joke.
even though, it isnt that funny but still, i appreciated it alot:D
I've great friends around me! *yippi*

& you know, i feel like eating lots food.
Chicken burger, Chilli Crab, 2 pieces Chicken Meal, Laksa, Chicken Rice, Fishball Noodle, Fish & Co & more many.
OHMY MGO! I'm hungry now.
& it's midnight 1.50am now. FATS* faint.

Maybe I should try to get back to my comfortable bed to sleep:(
I wanna change blogskin
& again I miss people who are in ANIC:(

I'll be your shoulder when you need it,
I'll be out there for you if you need me,
I'll make you smile if you want me to,
I'll be your hand if you hold me now,
I'll just try my best to be someone that will make you smile:D

| 10:36 AM |

just too complicated tht i gave up.

sometimes, i really dont know how to climb up when i fall.

It'll be a super duper ultra long post & lots of picture is posted in this post.
so if you doesnt like it, please click x at the top right hand corner.

PHOTOS OF ANIC


Ben Xiao, DC Electric Eel :D, i look damm weird:)


Scott Lei, AC Electric Eel :D


Pierre Goh, Crab:D


lovely people around me:D


Joakim Gomez, Mata Skipper:D


My boyfriend, Jeremy.


Our one & only ANIC- Band :D


Starfish:D


3 glamours for Ballroom dance


I want all four, oh! I'm greedy:D


Terence Tay, Clownfish :D


Toh Lin:D


It's too dark, but still this people are great!


Stanley posting infront:D


Joakim having mic test:)))


Jeremy, Caught

Glenn:DD


Tetras:D love you guys!


My little boyfriend & me:D


& yes! cute & playful tetras:DDD


Hello, i have just uploaded those picture i took yesterday.
i felt tht i'm super noble can? HAHAH!
okay, i'm simply too lazy to upload them.
But i still uploaded them in my blog! *yippi*

My little "boyfriend" called me today,
he's super cute alright, he told me he miss me alot, so do I?
& lastly he told me, he love me.
Super sweet okay, I love him too! *giggle*

anw, went out with shirley to bugis to collect her stuff.
it has been dont know how long seems we have a great talk with one another.
i guess 122334745686 years:D
okay, you know i'm just kidding but to me it's really damm long alright.
so we talk about lots of things.

& went over to my house after everything,
shirley wanted to play majong, so i told her, she can have my mummy & others to play with.
but guess what, daddy lend my auntie the majong so she couldnt play:D
just slack around at my house & chit-chat.

& seriously, i dont know why.
i seems to be abit upset about some stuff.
maybe as times pass by, i'll figure out everything.
just everything happening now & then make me lost my way.
i really dont know how long i can take it anymore.
but as i walk along this path, i learn.

I'm no longer the girl who cries when i face difficulty,
No longer the one will run away from facts.
Now, I learned to face it.
Maybe it's easy to speak then doing it.
But i'll try! Cause I'm Nowell! :DD

Life is too short to be unhappy about stuffs & so on.
who knows what might happen next.
So why not be happy rather than be upset.
Learn from your mistakes rather than regretting what you have done.

okay, today post is damm emotional alright:(
i shall process to enjoy my holidays.
it's ending soon:( I dont want!

| 5:38 AM |

you guys shows the magic of love & care:D

Sunday, October 12, 2008

it was the strength that you guys form.

Okay, shows end today no more:(
& i'm super tired, didnt get a good rest.
& i guess others also didnt have a good rest especially those performers & casts.

took photos with those lovely:D
today's the last day!:(
seriously, i'm kind of sad to leave, couldnt bear at all.

those kids were super cute alright.
even though, they may not be perfect in others eye, but definitely in my eyes, they are the best of all kids.
their smile & laughter is the one tht brighten up my days & everyone of them out at the theatre.

seriously, everyone out there are damm nice & great!
I dont know how to express it, but when i see it really, i feel like tearing.
Even though, there may be injuries, suffering from those thick layer of clothings & many more but still, everyone did their best for this charity show.
Those cute little starfish, ocean dancer, hip-hop dancers & many more are disable,
but still, they add so much colours to this shows to make it successful to help those who are in need.
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i learn alot from them, seriously alot.
it's them who taught me so much things.
even some might be much more younger than me.

i felt ashame tht even a 10 or 9 years old kid or even younger have a more mature mindset than.
what am i doing all this 16 years?
seriously, i've no idea but i'm trying to learn as times goes by.

examples, those disable performer.
they can do what we can do or even much more better than us.
so why should we people carry those "looks" towards them?
i mean really, they are much more greater than us.

& I GONNA SAY IT AGAIN,
CASTS, CREWS, THERUS, MUSCLE MAN, EVERYONE WHO TOOK PART IN THIS SHOWS, YOU GUYS ARE GREAT!
& i really hope that all of us will see each other real soon.

photos, i shall upload tommorrow.
i'm damm tired alright:D
night people, I LOVE YOU ALL!

| 6:56 AM |

I just love you guys.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

you guy are great, i'll never forget you all.

Hello! I'm back from my work.
today was the actual ones.

& everyone was like quite serious,
somehow, i really not use to it.
lucky, I've Jeremy, who is my "boyfriend" which is a 13 years old playing around with me.
& of cause those fishes, Joakim, Alicia.
Everyone who is saying jokes & everything to entertain me:D

& yes! today shows was great, a successful one.
everyone put in lots of effort:D *claps
& i get flowers:DDD
today just too fun & emotional:D

I LOVE TODAY EVEN THOUGH I'M KIND OF SAD!
photos will be uploaded by tommorrow i guess.
tommorrow more photos, cause it's the last day.
OH, I'm kind of sad to leave:(

those great friends, actress, actor & EVERYONE out there.
Like Zee, Alicia, Kala, Ahmad, Stanley, Jonathan, Bulk, Jerry, Joakim, Christina, Karen,Tony, Chermia, Scott, Ben, Steven, Pierre, Darius, Terence & those fishes like Jeremy, Ika, too many people.JUST EVERYONE.
I WANNA SAY THANKS!

| 9:21 AM |

you just never ever think tht my tears will just drop when you say all this to me

Friday, October 10, 2008

you make me lost my way there.

hello, sorry for not updating.
had been working from morning till night.
reach home just fall asleep.

anw, i'm super happy, cause i know great friends there.
& those kid:D
just make my day bright even i'm sad or what.
& i saw Joakim there too:D

just happy moment & maybe even it's tiring but at least,
i must admit i love those people there:D
COOL.

but still my mood wasnt there.
just too long & too short to say about it.
I have change perhaps, but have you ever think what causes me to change.?
you never ever use your heart to think or what.
do whatever you want, say whatever you want to say.
I TOTALLY GIVE UP ON YOU.
I surrender, ILY but i dont know how to love you anymore.

you make me lost my way through,
& this love is just far away from me.

shall go to work now:D
byeeeeeeeee readerssssssssss.

| 6:05 PM |

sometimes, i just wonder have you ever take your word truthly

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

you just dont understand what it mean by love.

| 8:01 PM |

you're my life time mate, & everything

Monday, October 6, 2008

OHMY MGO! I haven even touch the book at all!$%^%&*&,
called felicia to ask her about 1 poa question
after asking i was about to do tht paper tht mrs tan give us.

but when i was about to write a word, BUT
i think of DVD so i went to watch.
shit man! Last paper leh
if tommorrow all come all theory then i whole paper can dont do le.
But if practical:D, i'll smile:D
cause theory = no answer = failed badly.

so maybe i now try to remember some.
but just dont know why,
i keep thnking of PLAY, PLAY & PLAY.
i couldnt set my mind of tht stupid worksheet:(

& now, i'm chatting with malvin.
both of us haven even start studying at all.
malvin was talking on msn, i was watching DVD.
& you know why am I blogging now?
cause mummy ask me to go study but i totally blank blank blank!

tht paper know me, i dont know it.
it's like africa wording.
but nevermind, I'll make myself go study, i guess so.
so poa, is one of my strongest subject,
i dont wish because i didnt set my mind on then i didnt score well on it.

SO LETS PRAY, & HELP ME JY!

| 5:48 AM |

Just those "true" love

Sunday, October 5, 2008

I dont know how, I dont know why.
But I know when times goes by, the wave, the sea will guide my little boat through.

NOWELL'S HAPPY!
SAD!
DISAPPOINTED!
CONFUSED!

BUT NOW SHE IS SUPER DUPER HAPPY.
AT THIS MOMENT OF TIME, HE MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME:D

| 2:22 AM |

true one always stay

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Dont judge my life if you dont live in my life. Cause you've no right at all.

Hello! stay up until 7am yesterday.
couldnt sleep at all, too much things occurs in one goal.
Now, I just hope tht everything'll be smooth & steady for me.
after, all this things happened to me.
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And I know what happened all this while, dont treat me like a fool.
I know, like what I say, true friends always stay.
I never seek for all to believe but at least understand me.


You all go through with me so much, you all still dont know me well.
Would I out of a sudden do this to you all anot? No right.
& I have no reason to do this to you all.
Not as if we're quarrelling tht why i do this.
If you all think I'm fucking fake, go ahead.
but please think back did i ever do this to you all after going 4 years with me.
I dont blame you all scolding me or what,
I know not as if I dont, but I'm disappointed.
still if you happen to read this post, think properly.


What I say now is up to you to believe anot.
dont believe is also alright with me.
but I just hope you think throughly & carefully.


If one day, it was you all gone through all this,
& those who are closed to you once, doesnt believe you.
when what you gone through is true, how would you feel?


& dont assume tht I'm asking you come back to me,
i just want you to think properly.
if you wanna gossip go ahead & gossip.
if you wanna scold, go ahead & scold me.
whatever & whatever, but I wont fear cause I did nothing wrong.
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& this post is specially for you. _ /_
if you think you are the one then you're one.
Please fcuking get the right okay.
I tolerate you to the max already.
I have been hearing alots things say by you.
trust me one day, you'll get all this.
ALL THIS, and you better remember it.
Cause I'll make sure you remember.
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& I'M SUPER DUPER HAPPY NOW.
:DDDD Nowell's happy!

| 9:02 PM |

even when the sky fall, i'll still accompany you through.

You're everything, everything that I wanted.

| 8:32 AM |

my love for you will never end, i promised.

Friday, October 3, 2008

Life is never fair & square.

Okay I'm back after dont know how 122434546 days.
Just kdding.

was having math paper 2 & geography paper.
math paper 2 to my surprize was easier than i thought it would be.
but still it's alright, at least i aim for a 4 for my math.

geography KILLER!
coast is like as if africa language,
No is africa question, so i cant depend on coast to pull my marks up.
development was so much easily, even though what i study didnt came out.
but it's some basic knowledge about development.
so hopefully can pass, lets play to god. *winks

& yes, 1 more paper poa:D
and everything will end:D
i'm waiting for holidays to arrive:D
but 20oct have to go back for step ahead programme.
but cannt be greedy at least i have 2 weeks break:D

okay shall go off to bed now
NIGHTS!

| 8:24 AM |

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