just those times and those memories.
Monday, October 27, 2008
it's too hard for me.alright, went to take my shoe and meet up with
my clique(:
yeah! walking down with
christoper, zhiying and others after taking my shoe tht i brought online.
and yes, i dont know how to express it.
maybe i'm a burden to everyone.
my friends, my family, my clique, EVERYTHING.sometime, i really felt that i'm just alone by myself with no one else.
yeah, i may have the
best friends or best cliques in the whole wide world,
but i guess, all this while i know nothing about them after so many years of being together.
yeah,
3 to 6 years maybe not be long and may not be short.
but i guess i know nothing!
i dont know why i felt this way, it isnt me at all.
after so many things happened, i guess i'm all by myself.
sometimes, ido really hope that when i fell that badly someone is there.
you dont have to do anything, just lend me your shoulder and let me lay on.
i just dont know anything anymore.
YOU,ME,WE,FRIENDS, CLIQUES? what are all this?
i dont even know those i alway face and claim they are my best friends are true or maybe wearing a mask.
i have to much to say, i have so much to express out but whenever i hope to find someone.
i alway worry whether is this person just wearing a mask acting infront of me.
sorry,i dont know why but just this thoughts came into my mind.
too many things happen make me learn how to protect myself.
towards anyone, i still cover myself with a mask or a shell.
cause i dont want to be hurt or whatever again.
i guess this is a emotional post.
sorry cliques i know you guys will alway be there for me but i guess.
i starting not to understand anyone of you.
byeeeeeee peopleeeeeeeee.
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