Times really flies

Monday, December 29, 2008

Well, Just 3 more days to school reopen.
& 2 more days to bid goodbye to 2008 and welcome 2009.


everything happened like so fast,
that i couldnt catch up at all.


I'll miss those fun that i've in 2008.
Be it with my clique, my honey, my dear, my wife/husband, my classmate, and the best group I ever had in the past four years in school.
And of course not to forget that best jail class, 411 and also the teachers.
I sincerity thanks you guys cause you guys make my 2008 a better one.


Sound like I'm leaving this school, HAHAH!
NOONONO! I'm just having lots of thoughts inside my mind.


I'll definitely miss 2008.
I remember when bidding goodbye to 2007 and welcoming 2008, I cry when I reach home.
Cause there're some part which I regret alot.

But well, times flies.
Maybe we've to live in the present than waiting for the past.
Is time to move on I guess?


I have lots to saay,
so if you've so much comment then dont continue reading my post.


My Wife/My Husband:

Shirley Tan, when you read this dont cry alright.
You're the best partner/darling/bestie in my 4 years.
Even though, we have lots of conflicts and understanding but still, we last for four years.
HAHAHAH! You're the best present that I received(:

My Honey:

Eunice, Even though I know you for like how many months or should I say nearly 1 year soon?
you're a great honey to me.
when I'm down, we came to me and be my listening ears.
When meet obstacle, you alway guide me through.
I'm gald that I meet you(:


My SUPER BELOVED CLIQUE:

ZhiYing, Junwei, James, Weijun and more.( too many so I dont want to name out one by one)
Happy anot? see your name here(:
Thanks for being with me for like... let me count.
going 6-7 years, am I right? Hahah, whatever it's.
Thanks for being at my side whenever I need you.
You guys alway know what happen even I keep quiet.
You guys understand me the most and help me through my difficult times.
I love you guys!


My Girls Group In Class/ My great Friends:

Felicia, Yumi, Hwee Sin, Shu Wen, Joey LokA, Jia Ming( Did I miss out anyone?)
Should I do it one by one, or together?

I'm lazy so just pardon me alright(:
Thanks to you girls, I have lots and lots of fun with you girls.
Chit-chat, gossip and more more more!
especially, TENG SHU WEN! *giggle*
Outing, shopping and more!
I'm really gald that I'm sitting with the whole lots of you?HAHAH!


My Boys Group In Class/ Great Friends:

Malvin, TaiMin, Eugene, Richmond, YuFeng, Kenneth, Terry, Yuvarj[pardon me, i forgotten how to spell it] ( I dont think I miss out any right?)

You guys are the noisy ones and quiet ones(No, I dont think so). HAHAH!
Thanks for calling me fish here fish there(not compliment at all)
Okay get serious alright!
thanks for being my great friends plus great classmate.
and also my secret and be my listening ears(:


My School Clique For Four Years:

Even though, at the end of the four years, there's an outburst causing everyone unhappy.
But still, thanks for being there for my four years.
From our one and only 8 to our only 4, everythings changed(:
But I never regret knowing you guys.
Those fun, laughter, chit-chat, gossip, crazy things that we do.
Say truthly, I miss you guys alot.


My SuperDOG Friends:

EVERYONE EXCEPT THAT IDIOT FEMALE M_______ and B______ & THOSE BLOODY BACKSTABBER!
Thanks for letting my days at Superdog the best one.
Without you guys, I wont be staying at superdog.
Ken, Dennis, HuiJie, Eunice, Ah Rong, Shirley, Andy, DaHong, Ah Fang, Xiu Mei, Shi Qi and more.
Thanks alot, I really learned alot of you guys.

My Dearest Baby :

Thanks for being there for me.
There're times when things really get so outburst from both of us.
I hope you treasure it well, of course I'll also cherish it more than before(:
I love you!

okay, I'm tearing soon.
I shall go and rest now.
byeeeeeeee

| 10:06 PM |

YOU DOESNT EVEN FIT TO BE HIS/HER PARENTS.

Friday, December 26, 2008

I'm getting pissed off with someone.
If you think you are one or the person is related to you then you must be feeling guilty.

Can you bloody stop saying about others or what.
whatever _______ do you also want to comment.
He/She with who you also want to comment.
If not because of me, do you think your ____ can be better than last time?

Mind you, I'm slowly changing his/her temper.
and well done, you're adding on to it.

If I'm the one that is bad, then ask him/her to stay away from me.
But I'm sure, he will turn into a monster.
Not everyone is like what you think.

And not as if I need him/her like this,
I do have friends, is him/her want me keep him/her accompany.

You are the worst parents I ever seen.
If not because of the person, I'll just bloody type out everythings.
Dont act infront of me as if you're so nice and end up!
stabbing at my back or what.

How old are you already?
so old already yet you're still doing so childish stuff.
I looked down on you man!

I respect you, but mind you, DO HAVE YOUR LIMIT TOO.
Dont climb over my head, dont treat me nicely and behind me do whatever shit.
I dont care whether you are how old or even much more older than me.

But get this right, you're forcing your own child to the death side.
He/ She's so stress up yet you, what are you parents doing?
Do you really care about him/her?

He/She did strive hard to do well but failed to do so.
does that mean that you failed that mean you didnt strive.
HELLO! put yourself in your child's shoes alright.
you're killing him/her yourself.

and let me say that one more time,
WHATEVER YOUR CHILD WANT TO DO, I CANT STOP HIM AND I DONT HAVE THE ABILITY TO.
I DONT KNOW WHETHER YOU CAN, BUT PLEASE DONT USE UP THE TRUST THAT PEOPLE GIVE YOU, OR WHATEVER HAPPENED, DONT CRY!
AND STOP PUSHING THAT FUCKING BLAME TO ME!
I DID TRY TO HELP AND TALK TO HIM.

I DONT EVEN THINK I'VE ANY FAULT!

| 6:51 AM |

santa please grant me a wish

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Firstly, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE.
Hope you guys enjoy today.

I'm super happy alright cause baby's giving me present!
of course i played cheat I told him what I want
and ask him to buy for me. *evil smile*

going to grandma's house to celebrate Christmas today.
I bet she must have cook some delicious food
and waiting for my arrival. HAHAH!
okay, I'm just kidding.
Should be waiting for my uncle, aunt and everyone's arrival.

and yes, I going to shop with zhiying next monday or something.
yeah, I love shoopppinggggggg!

shall uploaded tommorrow or what.(:

| 9:24 PM |

maybe

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

I'm tired.
I'm sick.

I felt that the world is spinning fast.
I guess it's time to stop it

| 9:22 PM |

I know you can

Monday, December 22, 2008

Believe


Cool right!

Oh damm, i'm hook by it.


Yesterday went to watch Ip Man with uncle and others.
well, i must say it's damm nice.
i just hate the ending, damm suckyyyy.
Rates: 4.5 / 5

headed to east coast and eat seafood.
yummy! uncle treat cause he think that i score well in N'Level.
ate chilli crabs, fish, prawns and others.


headed home after that,
baby accompany me till midnight.
cause he was busying doing his stuff.


Today, went for interview. scary!
Mr chua and Mr wong asked question and ask me to hire a english tutor.
so now i have to find one.
well, after all i get through to secondary 5.


thanks for those asking me to jiayou!
zhiying and cliques, LOVE YOU ALL!


and now I need a english tutor.
christmas coming! yippy

| 3:55 AM |

Ps, I love you

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Sometimes, we learn.

I'm tired to protect you.
I'm tired that i'm alway the one that is serious.
I'm tired that I alway felt this way.
I'm tired that towards everything we face, you alway leave me there.
I'm tired that I alway dont understand.

I dont want to be leave there alone.
I dont want to face those problems by myself.
Baby, i need you by my side.

I dont mind how others say about you
or how they look at me.

It's you and me.

| 8:18 PM |

creation

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Hello peopleeeeeeeee.

Get back my result today.
quite disappointing, get 5 points for best 3 subject.

get 4 distintion but chinese i get 2.
super duper upset okay.

and also i dont feel very happy even though i get 5 points.
cause baby didnt get good result.
but well, it's alright(:
i still love him.

N'Level Result:
English - 4
Combine Humanites - 2
Math - 2
Science - 3
Chinese - 2
POA - 1

Going for interview on monday,
hope can get in sucessfully(:
updated till here.
bye peopeeeeee.

| 6:53 AM |

I want to hold you tight

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Hello earthlinnnnggggggggsss.

sorry for not updating, i was busy with file-ings.
and of course trying to get updated with my friends.

slept all the way till 5pm.
i've been staying up till early the morning(:

anyway, getting result tommorrow.
I'm kind of afraid. OHMY!
God, help me alright(:
I'll thanks you if i get good result.*giggle*

anway, i shall go sleep now.
super tired, will update tommorrow once i get home with my result.
wish me good luck alright(:

NIGHTS!

| 7:33 AM |

Deep inside my heart

Friday, December 12, 2008

Hello babes and hunks.

sorry for not updating so much as i do.
i'm like busy with many things.
shoppings, sleeping and what more? hahah.

went to felicia's house yesterday to do my math files.
after which head to orchard to find yumi and hwee sin
walked around, gossip around and shopped around. HAHAH!

after tht walked to Wheelock Place with felicia cause i wanted to collect my handphone.
and then, we walked the separate ways.
headed to far east and shopped again.

and brought two dress.
spend $50plus on it. OHMYGOD!
i'm spending money like tap water like tht.

headed home and baby came and find me.
he brought me chicken chop:D

played cards with daddy's friends.
lost at first and won in the end(:

shall update later,
i'm going out now.

SHIRLEY, I WANT TO SEE YOUR DOG WHEN ARE YOU BRINGING IT TO ME?

| 11:33 PM |

If it'll last forever

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Hello people,

I'm tired now.
watched The Beast Stalker today.
it's super touching, i cried:'(
the young girl died at first,
I rate 4.5/5

anyway, went to find felicia as today is her birthday.
passed her the present and headed off.

headed to meet others and cousin.
Baby was with me, brought me present(:
Thanks Baby, headed off after everything ends.

baby send me home and he miss his bus:(
okay, i'm tired now.
i shall go rest, i dont know what to type anymore.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 16TH FELICIA!

| 8:54 AM |

baby

Monday, December 8, 2008

Hello darlingsssss.

sorry for not updating yesterday.
went to zoo and have lots of fun.
we feed those animals and things. *cool

Didnt took much photo cause my sister and my group took photo went we visited the zoo earlier time.
well, they have kids world! IWANT TO GO!
cause there's like playground like this
but yesterday was raining so couldnt play:(
Nevermind, i'll go again! :)

anyway, went to cousin house today.
slack all the way and is real boring.
but my baby cousin is so cute! I love all of them!
so headed home and baby came and find me.

slacked around 11.30pm and he went home.
i'm bored and tired now.
i shall go rest now.
BYEEEEE

| 8:29 AM |

I'm breathe-less now, i need some space.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

I need some space, some space to think.

Hello earthlingssssssss.
Have been slacking at home till 3.30pm.
went out to meet my babes after tht.
went to far-east and started our shopping journey. *giggle*

then headed home after tht,
reached home at 5plus pm.
slacked at home again.

and went out to redhill to find others.
weiling and others was eating so i waited for them.
and they were all heading home after tht.
damn it, then what for i come down.
weiling still complain say i didnt meet them for like 1 year.
is tht so long? i guess only half a year? HAHAH!

so head to find my auntie
and walked around the pasa malan.
brought staple bullet and staple. [is it spell like this i forgotten]

and then brought food home for grandparents(:
i'm tired, tommorrow will be going to zoo again.
but i dont want to go tommorrow, can make it to next week:(
i'll file all my math and social studies worksheet by monday.

i'm super lazy to file now.
it's weekend, you know:D

anyway, i'm going offline now.
bye peeps.

HAPPY 11TH MONTH ANNIVERSARYTO MY DEAREST AND BOONWEE

| 5:53 AM |

My love, your love. true/ false who knows

Friday, December 5, 2008

I just want to close my eye and lean on you.

Hello pretty and handsome out there.
I'm currently super bloody angry.
Firstly, i LOST $100! #$#%&&*
My younger sister took out from my wallet and dont know where she place.
so unlucky!

Secondly, today went out to meet my customer.
after that, went out with clique.
and there's one bloody idiot bang onto me, asking me to say sorry.
HELLO! are you retarded, you bang onto me and asking for a apologise.
of course, my clique have some chat with that bloody man.

So headed to tiong bahru after tht,as i want to buy things.
clique left me there and went to junwei's house:(
brought ingredients and headed home.
couldnt find the things i want.

reached home around 6pm.
watched TV programmes.
Slacked the whole day.

holidays is coming to an end, i dont want.
But i hope it faster end cause Chinese New year will be here.
OH damn, i dont even know what i'm typing.

| 9:37 AM |

Wonder

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Hello earthling.

I still haven done my files.ROAR! :@
MATH! MATH!MATH!
i see tht word, i feel like fainting. LOL!

anyway, i'm like suffering from sore throat and result to lots of things.
and i'm feeling super unwell.

went out with sister to amk today.
I didnt even want to get my butt out but well,
it's alright. i still went cause i want to get something.

but i didnt see the ones i like.
result is like coming soon.
scary! I want holiday! damn it.

can anyway make my holidays longer.
I'm sad and moody now.
I need someone to talk to me:(
anyone is nice to give me a call? LOL!
I doubt so.

| 9:00 AM |

I'm tired, when is it going to stop

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Hello earthling.

I'm busying with file-ing now.
ohmy! i'm left with social studies and math.

but i dont know whether i miss out any paper or worksheet.
i'm afraid.

my mood wasnt alright.
and math file, i see those worksheet *faint*

i'm lazy to updaate.
nights people, i shall get back with file-ing.

| 9:03 AM |

Please.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Dont tell me that if you dont mean it at all.

I'm feeling rather down and sick now.
wasnt feeling alright today.
gastric acted up and my mood get so fark up.

and today is 10th anniversary isnt through it wasnt full.
It should be 9th but if i calculate like this, i'll be like mess up.

and guess what i started to get so pissed of with baby.
sorry, my mood just wasnt there.
and now, we still haven get over it.

damn it, i just dont know what wrongs with me last few weeks.
anyway, i just get to know somethings but well,
keep it to myself better.

anyway, i watched..
OHMY! i forget what i want to say.
i just be my sister unpaid "model", cause she gonna open blogshop after tht a shop.

okay, i dont know what to type now.
i'm hungry now.
i'm getting fatter and fatter.*freak*

shall post till here.
HAPPY 10TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY, BABY!

| 8:31 AM |

mood:

Monday, December 1, 2008

say i'm your.

Hello, testing 1, 2, 1, 2.

i just realised i've been like a pig this few weeks.
once holidays started.
but well, i like now.

at least, i can sleep, eat, play, shop.
HAHAH!
anyway, i dont know what to type anyway.
too many things, in my brain now.
and super lazy to post but well.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO NICHOLAS.
may all your wish come true((:

| 7:19 AM |

there are some words that i didnt mention

Maybe I'm hoping for your return.



hey people,
i'm feeling quite down recently.
i really dont understand why is all this going on.

maybe i really dont.
or maybe i do.
there is so much confusion.

i'm left with questions.
all i can do, is to ask myself.
sometimes, i really feel like crying.

i'm sad,
i'm left speechless.
but do someone really understand it?

other then, "babes, cheer up", "dont be upset" and others.
do they really know how it feels.
i know they are just trying to comfort me.
but do they really understand and things?
i alway wonder.

maybe this is better i guess.
i'm confused, i'm speechless.
i'm sad, i'm hurt.

i feel like crying, do anyone understand.
i shall update tommorrow(:

| 4:59 AM |