Double happiness
Sunday, March 29, 2009
hello! have flag day yesterday.Lots of things happened, and I seriously think singaporean is still as kind as before for most.
Lots of people give notes for the viriya community service club.
And I seriously dislike those attitude that the volunteer give.
We're not their slaves or worker, we are helping them and those disable children and elderly.
and they dare to give us attitude, I rather dont even take the CIP points and go to old folks home or others to help them.
Nowadays, there're too many cheating communities around.
I have no offence but I seriously think that singaporean have already lost their hopes in many communities that are helping out.
I believe there're lots of needy people around in singapore but I think many of them have already cheat on us.
okay, anyway yesterday went to bugis and get my father a gift.
went home and then celebrated. Super tired.
Today
I went to farenhai thingy, felicia came to my house and we go together and find rosabel.
couldnt get in so we just waited outside.
Saw arron, jiro, wu zun and kelvin, OHMYGOD! SUPER CUTE.
and their singing rocks to the core.
I have been shouting arron name and eventually, he turn and smile to me and even wave hand at me.
I almost faint at that moment of time even though it's raining but I think they simply too..
I dont know what words to use.
But all wave and look at me and smile only wu zun:(
and I get their signature:DD double happiness.
now at home and jeremy is talking to me online for his girlfriend gift.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
| 5:10 AM |
In times.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Love is about giving in to one and another.Hello people! I'm back from school.
Alright today went to school and something happened.
well, it isnt that bad I guess.
Jia ying and I was talking about it.
Whether ____ is scolding us or someone else.
But he is pointing him and looking at him all the time.
I guess we are just the shield?
I dont know, but well, I'm sick what so I'm not so worry.
As at least I went to ask about homework and did it at home.
I even catched up with my friends.
Result prove everything:)
Anyway, I get the all A's and Best improvement award:)
March is ending soon and i haven failed any at all for this march progess report. :D
Btw, I shouldnt be that happy!
Mid-year is coming damm soon and I haven even get started.
I only did my homework and listen in class, is this courted? hahah
hope so, shall study once march end.
Anyway, I brought my Ice-cream last week.
Pink colour, wanted to get blue but end up didnt.
:)
I love the external display.
Anyway, I want to take a nap now. Super tired.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEE!
| 1:10 AM |
Realised.
Friday, March 20, 2009
mood: confusing.what's happening all this while?
It looks like I didnt know anything at all.
Am I too that bad, sometimes I really wonder.
Maybe by stopping bad influence is a bad thing.
What's going on now, I suddenly felt lost.
Did I trust you too much in the past? Or believe you too much?
Maybe I'm too naive all this while.
I really dont understand, why is those that love you backstabbed you the most?
Why must they lie? and why when you know the truth you still think he is real.
What is going on? I thought the god say that I'm having good luck.
Why just a moment of someone angry, I lost everything.
Was it really my fault?
Am I being childish? Who am I now, I'm getting lost.
I thought I change to a better one, a better girlfriend.
Maybe I had never been I guess?
Why is it so hard to tell the truth?
Why must human lie to those they love the most?
I'm tired, This relationship is killing.
I want to sort everything out, just what is going on.
This isnt what I expected to be.
Till now I know, I'm just nothing to you.
No matter how I want it to be perfect, how I try my best.
I know I'm demanding but at least I'm still nice to you isnt it?
I did change that is for sure.
I dont know what you told others and I dont want to know anymore.
But do whatever you want, change whatever story you want.
Cause I know the best isnt it?
What is the point being MR NICE infront of me and others.
and then actually your heart is that ________.
I dont know, suddenly I'm lost of words.
I dont know what I'm doing now.
But I know, I'm too use to you being around.
Maybe all this while is my fault? I never cherish you well? or maybe you didnt?
I dont know, but let the past be the past.
I dont know why, just out of sudden, i think of let go of this and stopped all the explaination to others.
Let others assume what you said are really true, I dont want to explore all single things.
I dont want to know who is true or who is not.
I only know I dont want to know anymore things about people or what.
It's making me tired, I just realised.
Maybe I also focus lots of time on you.
Can everything turn back to the past?
I want to, really want to have a better future.
I dont know what am I typing now, my mind is confused.
For this moment I just hoped I'm alone.
Let nowell MIA for a moment?
A month? A week? or maybe forever?
| 8:26 AM |
The truth lies in you, you can create all sorts of trouble and problems and gain all, but you definitely gonna lost all
Ohmygod, I'm super ultra dead.I havent been doing my homework and it's pile-ing up.
damn it, I've to finish by this week, I guess or I'll be dead.
Anyway, have classes this few days.
Imagine it's HOLIDAYS you know! and we're having classes.
But well who can we blame? ourselves for taking O's?
I guess O's make everyone cant breathe well, especially secondary 5?
I dont know but I'm still slacking?
Perhaps it's time to get started and not to fool around?
Oh anyway, I doesnt know why, I get very irritated by that _____.
Perhaps, it's the way you treat me, my "dear"
Dont be too content of what you've cause definitely you all gonna lose what you've.
Cause you've never been true to others even you claim you did.
I didnt know you're such a good actress until now bitch.
well, I didnt mention anyone above.
so dont get over sensitive ovr what I mention only IF you're guilty but I bet you definitely you feel guilty.
But well, game is over!
We're NO longer friends.
I wont even bother to waste my breathe on you.
Cause whatever you say about others pin-point on yourself , you aint any better than this.
I'm not good, and i admit.
at least I not like you, act like MRS NICE AH :P
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Ohmy, I dont know why I have so much fun making fun of those bitches(:
But I totally agree with what my class clique told me.
You're just a junk! opsss. Is that too mean?
But I think I did a great job.
damm I'm getting childish over this.
I told myself I wont bother about it.
But when I saw that word true, it remind me of ________.
Okay, should listen to my mum.
Ignore those LOW IQ and EQ ones.
I think I'm smart?
Shit, I'm crapping again.
What's wrong with me? I'm super hyper now.
I'm waiting for my _______ now, cause we're going shopping later after my tuition.
why am I using so many ______.
fcuk, I think I'm dumb for a second.
Okay I promise, I wont mention about those bitch anymore(:
Cause it totally spoil my mood.((:
| 12:35 AM |
Bitch, you're a loser.
Monday, March 16, 2009
I'm happy with my common test result(:except for some careless mistake I made, I'm quite happy with it.
Especially, MATH! hahah.
At least I win someone who think that his math are good(:
Anyway, I'm fucking pissed off with you this bitch,
_ /_ just stopped acting like you're super nice.
Cause what you do to me, one day others will know that you arent nice at all.
you'll only do slut style to get what you want.
Your popularity is I give you, I can destroy it once, I announced you.
GAME OVER, Bitch.
If you dont have that ability to be a bitch, dont even act like one.
Cause you can never win me:)
okay what's wrong with me, I'm still pissed off with _______ & _________.
But well, they are none of my business anymore.
I'll just act like I'm a good friend of hers.
Ohmy, I guess I'm bitch at this moment. HAHAH!
Got to go, bye!
I still have to wake up bloody early for the retest for chinese which i didnt attend.
| 3:05 AM |
Jealousy, you causes harm.
Friday, March 13, 2009
alright! nothing happened this few days,and I'm super happy cause I know there are TRUE friends around me.
And I love those who are kind enough to treat me how I treat them.
And for others, I'll just act as if nothing happen.
You know who you're I cant even bother about it.
If you think you're so smart you are wrong.
Is either your IQ have problem OR your EQ have problem.
But to me, I think both.
A set-up trap can shows out everything,
and all thanks to that I finally see your true colours.
Continue to do it to others, cause you will gonna get much more than yourself.
Someone who will do this just shows how well they are being taught by their parents.
or should I say their characters have problem.
Well, one day you'll get all together, it wont happen to you but your love ones.
Cause they'll leave you, one by one.
How you treat me, you will get it double or more.
I can only tell you, if you dislike me dont act like you treat me as good buddy.
I dont need you neither do I need your well-taught acting skills.
You doesnt like me, doesnt mean I like you alot.
I'm just treating you as a "good" friend of mine, bitches
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Anyway, thanks to people around me for advising me.
Cause I know all this while, I'm just wasting my time on all this "good friends".
Ika right?
| 9:40 PM |
bidding love
Sunday, March 8, 2009
I know I can do better without you.Nothing much happened, i guess.
went out with sister, don & baby yesterday.
Lots of things happened, and I dont want to elaborate further.
Today, I guess is the worst day for me.
lots of things happened & I'm not feeling well at all.
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I told you before, once you did it again.
There wont be anymore turnback.
Dont expect me to give chances anymore.
It's tired for me to listen to your lies.
When you asked me to trust you again & again,
and you are doing all this to hurt those I love.
Do you really fit to be my love?I really wonder.
All this while, your love, your words, your action are just fake.
I'm tired of this relationship and you.
I dont want it anymore, please!
| 1:54 AM |
It's so hard to forget niether is it easy to get rid of it.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
I didn't know why, may be is the feeling that is occurring.I felt unsecured, thinking that whatever happiness that I had now, sooner or later it will gone.
I'm afraid, and I don't know what's wrong with me.
May be it happens in the wrong place, wrong time and with the wrong person.
What am I doing now?
I really don't understand myself, neither do I understand you.
I'm afraid of being hurt by you again.
Just as I'm worry and fear for it, the past appeared in my mind out of a sudden.
I couldn't stopped it, and it's driving me crazy.
What am I suppose to do, when I know it's the present that is important.
I guess I'm tired now.
When I tried my best not to think of it anymore, but every nowhere, it remind me of you, the past my dear.
