It's so hard to forget niether is it easy to get rid of it.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

I didn't know why, may be is the feeling that is occurring.
I felt unsecured, thinking that whatever happiness that I had now, sooner or later it will gone.

I'm afraid, and I don't know what's wrong with me.
May be it happens in the wrong place, wrong time and with the wrong person.

What am I doing now?
I really don't understand myself, neither do I understand you.

I'm afraid of being hurt by you again.

Just as I'm worry and fear for it, the past appeared in my mind out of a sudden.
I couldn't stopped it, and it's driving me crazy.
What am I suppose to do, when I know it's the present that is important.

I guess I'm tired now.
When I tried my best not to think of it anymore, but every nowhere, it remind me of you, the past my dear.

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