I hope so
Monday, April 27, 2009
Okay, just a little update.Weekends have been spent nicely and I love it man.
After English course, headed to felicia's father shop and ate.
then after that, headed to redhill market to find Jia ying and others.
Then watched them played basketball and headed home.
Sunday, studied with jia ying they all @ Bukit Merah Library.
Richmond and others headed off to elsewhere.
And something funny happened shall not say, super embrassing.
then played true or dare after richmond they all arrived(:
FUN! and and and, I get back my social studies test eventually I passed(:
But I failed my english composition, sian!
okayokay, got to go.
English paper 1 this thurday, wish me good luck man!
| 7:39 AM |
Maybe, it wasnt you but me
Friday, April 24, 2009
Times and times, I heard that from you.
Ji Hoo, Hottie!
Ohmygod! I'm watching Boys before flower episode 20.
5 more episodes to go!
I think JI HOO AND YI JUNG are hotties!
OHMYGOD! Especially Ji Hoo, he's so nice to Jan Di.
How I wish someone like him appear in my life.
Not only talented, he's also handsome and he's super nice.
Like an angel who will always be there for you.
Hahah, anyway, meet a dumb ass today.
and went home after that.
cool! I'm going to watch 17 again soon!
And you know what, i got cut on my leg!
Damn it.
BYE PEOPLE!!!!!
| 5:05 AM |
It's something which you cant rewind
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
As time goes by, everything faded even memories.Hello! I'm super tired now.
Have Nafa today - 5 stations. And I'm happy that all pass:D
Sit-up is still 5 points.
And have 2 tests today, math and social studies.
but lets not talk about math, I guess I might fail.
I went to cancel my answer which is correct and replace it with another one.
I dont know how many bloody marks has gone.
Anyway, I'm bringing my sister out:D
Cause my mother wants me to so now I shall bathe.
after which, find my aunt and go vivo city together.
Thanks for everything, but it's too hard for me to accept anymore:D
| 2:25 AM |
You thought you treat me well but that is what you thought only
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
I was looking through my old post and then some thoughts occur in my mind.I just realised actually I have so much bad times than good times.
I thought I'm the happiest girl but now then I know the past was what I didnt look forwards for.
and I have to forget every single things.
The one I should think of is my present and future.
It seems to me that the world is spinning even without me.
Perhaps, sometimes I do hope to give out. But maybe it's the strength that the past given me.
Something I hope I wont meet again, cause I want a better one.
I dont know what the hell is happening to my thoughts.
I just sudden think that actually relationship is just part of our life.
You can have it or without it. Maybe times you'll feel lonely but there's always friends around you.
I learn from my regrets and mistakes.
I dont want to carry on with my life this way. I want everything to better!
I dont know what I'm typing but I guess I wont type whatever I want to type here.
I'll blog more on my livejournal and less on here because of some particular reasons(:
| 5:02 AM |
Oh, I know that all along
Just as life went on smoothly, you realised that actually it's not that smoothly and perfect.Hello! I'm now slacking, I have been staring at the computer for dont know how many minutes.
HAHA! anyway, gotten back math result, 23/30. Super happy!
and and, I went online and got myself a pretty top.
So, it's double happiness(:
okay, anyway went to watch L-O-V-E. Rating, 3/5.
Ohmygod! I feel like killing the director cause every part of the stories were damm short.
If it's longer, I believe it'll be much much more nicer than whatever it's now.
But I still like the 3rd part of the story, super cool!
and I'm having chinese test again tommorrow.
I have no idea how many test I had taken in a month for chinese.
I guess 20? Hhahaha! And I have to remember 10-21 reason of family problems? SHITY!
and I still have to do my homework, how nice can it be man.
I wanna watch my dramas. I cant even concentrate on my work.
And I feel like eating chicken chop, lamb chop, fish and chip, chilli crab now!
Okay, I dont know what to type anymore.
I have go and have my bathe now!
Bye people! LOVE!
and JL, stop saying me dumb, I know you're waiting for my post right now.
here you go! stop asking me to update everyday :D
| 2:00 AM |
I know what it takes to this decision.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Every path we go, there's always something guide us through there.Hello people, I'm bck from school.
Have been staying at home to watch taiwan entertaining shows or dramas.
I guess I'm really that addicted(:
JL have been messaging me and asking me out but I lazy. HAHHA!
Anyway, today was damn hot.
I almost going to throw my temper, lucky I manage it well. LOL!
and was talking to Jia Ying and Jia Jun during recess time, LOL!
And I'm super happy now, cause I received something today through mail.
I seriously have no idea who mail to me until JL message me. HAPPY!
You want to know why? Because there's a letter and a picture of....................
FARENHEIT! hahahah!
Okay, I know it is not funny at all.
I went online shopping again after like dont know how long? LOL!
and so, I've to go now.
watching movie, LOVE! byebye(:
| 2:36 AM |
feelings change when time goes
Saturday, April 11, 2009
sometimes, when things changes, human tend to lose their way
Thinking back why are we human so stubborn in chasing true love when we know nothing is perfect. Maybe we're greedy, we want the best partner and best love.And often, we tend to forget how our beloved felt when we compare one another, i guess.
I dont know why I'm feeling down now.
It seems like everything had changed.
I thought I can do better than anyone in ending this relationship, but just I find out I still couldnt end it as clear and fast as what I think I can.
Maybe I'm in a wrong that I may not treat you that well.
But at least, I tried to be a good girlfriend.
And thinking of the past, I tried to give you every chances.
I'm not trying to say I'm noble or something but when you seriously felt tired, you dont have any feelings anymore.
I thought alot yesterday night, and I realised I'm not crying because this love has end but smiling with tears because it happened.
I should be more than gladful that at least I still have my happy times.
I may not be a good girlfriend, but I think I have done my parts in this relationship.
whatever it's, time will heal those times.
But I know I can live better without you, and I know you can:)
SHIT! I dont know why I'm typing all this.
bye peopleeeeeeeeee.
| 8:54 PM |
It's time for a change, isnt it
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
The one you loved might not be the one that is right for you, the one that loved you might be the one that is suitable for you.Hello people, school is as usual.
It's kind of tiring now, but what motivate me is the monthly progress report card.
Or the result I get for test for rewarding me that I didnt absent often now.
I tried not to get sick easily.
anyway, today was super funny(:
cliques and me went to hawker and seriously we had lots of fun there.
When is the last time I went to hawker and laughed my ass out?
I guess it is like 1 year back or 2 when I'm still in NCC.
I guess that is my happiest day in this year for now.
It's tiring, I understand why teachers advised us to go ite now.
Somehow, I feel like giving up. Till now I haven even studied for mid-year.
I'm still watching taiwan dramas and entertaining shows online.
The same routine, after school back home. Bathe and watched dramas after that sleep.
Seems like my life is getting bored:(
But I'm too addicted to Arron(farenhai).
Those who know me well enough should know that once I'm addicted to something.
I either watch non-stop or play non-stop.
But well, at least I still touch 1% of my homework.
And I'm busy, this week is full?
thursday, must go and support school term for national.
friday, meet jeremy and cliques for buffet:D
saturday, watch taiwan/japanese/korea drama.
sunday, go out with yan ling and others online friends to buy present:(
and go home watch dramas again! WOW!
I love my planning for this week.
anyway, lots of thing's happening now.
And I understand how buddy feels.
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Bestie or Buddy:
If you see this post, I wanted to tell me.
You always have me by your side. No matter, it is past or present or even future.
But I'm always just a phone call away.
It may sound abit old? But that's what I wanted to tell you.
I might not have time to talk to you, cheer you up or whatever.
But remember this no matter what happens, I'll always think about you. You can always look for me.
No matter how busy I'm now, or preparing for that major examination. I believe I still have that time to do something to cheer you up.
So cheer up and stand still but believe you can:D
Cause we're all TAN family:D, strong girls:D
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well,I'm going to change my url soon.
It looks like I should closed this blog.
Should start afresh and erase everything and start from 0.
bye people:D
must be super miss me.
