feelings change when time goes

Saturday, April 11, 2009

sometimes, when things changes, human tend to lose their way


Thinking back why are we human so stubborn in chasing true love when we know nothing is perfect. Maybe we're greedy, we want the best partner and best love.And often, we tend to forget how our beloved felt when we compare one another, i guess.

I dont know why I'm feeling down now.
It seems like everything had changed.
I thought I can do better than anyone in ending this relationship, but just I find out I still couldnt end it as clear and fast as what I think I can.

Maybe I'm in a wrong that I may not treat you that well.
But at least, I tried to be a good girlfriend.

And thinking of the past, I tried to give you every chances.
I'm not trying to say I'm noble or something but when you seriously felt tired, you dont have any feelings anymore.

I thought alot yesterday night, and I realised I'm not crying because this love has end but smiling with tears because it happened.
I should be more than gladful that at least I still have my happy times.
I may not be a good girlfriend, but I think I have done my parts in this relationship.

whatever it's, time will heal those times.
But I know I can live better without you, and I know you can:)
SHIT! I dont know why I'm typing all this.
bye peopleeeeeeeeee.

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