You thought you treat me well but that is what you thought only

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

I was looking through my old post and then some thoughts occur in my mind.
I just realised actually I have so much bad times than good times.

I thought I'm the happiest girl but now then I know the past was what I didnt look forwards for.
and I have to forget every single things.
The one I should think of is my present and future.
It seems to me that the world is spinning even without me.
Perhaps, sometimes I do hope to give out. But maybe it's the strength that the past given me.
Something I hope I wont meet again, cause I want a better one.

I dont know what the hell is happening to my thoughts.
I just sudden think that actually relationship is just part of our life.
You can have it or without it. Maybe times you'll feel lonely but there's always friends around you.
I learn from my regrets and mistakes.
I dont want to carry on with my life this way. I want everything to better!

I dont know what I'm typing but I guess I wont type whatever I want to type here.
I'll blog more on my livejournal and less on here because of some particular reasons(:

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