Sunday, May 31, 2009

If there's a chance for you to change, what will you change.

Ps, for not blogging for like 4days?
I was busying and happily playing, shopping and slack @ home.
Didnt went school on thursday and friday, was sick.
Having fever, wtf. It's like super near to O's Chinese lah.
But still, I'm okay now.

So I played audition just to let time pass faster like for the past few days?
Confirm is dearest lah, always audition audition LOL.
So chatted with nixon and louis tan on phone the day before.
I forget when, just like few days ago lah. WHATEVER.

And both PIG and TURTLE think they very cute.
Both keep bully me, KNS! stupid PIG and TURTLE you gonna get it from me.
So yeah, WQ message me((:
He asked me about some retarded stuff. answered him.
And yes, thanks ah for the card(:
But lor, I dont know where I place it after yesterday I read =.=
So sian half, should be in my room but dont know where lah.

So yeah, I'm playing with mango,sherrish and veng. just now.
So now I shall go do my chinese homework, paper2.
Bye all(:

And thanks those who wish me goodluck for my chinese O level((:
love you guys, sososososo!
tommorrow is chinese, nervous! wish me goodluck byebye(:

| 2:37 AM |

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

It's 1.23am now, dearest birthday had just gone.
And I'm tired now, will blog after O level chinese(:
AND LASTY, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST, SHIRLEY!
Enjoy your birthday! And may all your wishes come true.(:

| 10:23 AM |

Way back into love.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Pictures that are delayed(:
Ps. I'm just too bored.
Yeah, love them all! <3
Baby(s) loved.
My favourite!
Stupid faces:)))

This are overdue photos that i promise to update.
I just uploaded not long ago, i know i'm lazy.
Just too lazy to upload(:
So yes, byebye! I'll upload k-box photos when i get it from dearest!

| 6:29 AM |

OH my gosh

Good game.
You're another bitch in my list now. A good student now become like ______.
Bad influence, I guess.
And please, when you bang onto someone, do have the manners to say sorry.
Dont act like one dumb one.And if you're so free, go and revise on your work.
Dont come and create all sort of trouble. Who do you think you're?
Hello, wake up lah. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 3 years old?
Doing all sort of childish stuff to attract attention or what. OHMYGOD!
And I DIDNT MENTION ANYONE'S NAME. SO IF YOU THINK YOU'RE ONE, THAT MEANS YOU SUIT MY BLOG POST - bitch?
DONT BE TOOOOOOOOOO SENSATIVE AND THINK THAT I POST ABOUT YOU AGAIN:D
YOU DONT HAVE TO BE SHOCK, I KNOW ALL YOUR PRANKS. lol!
okay, i shall listen to my cliques and friends. DONT CARE ABOUT ATTENTION SEEKER.
--------------------------------------------------------------------
I had just typed a whole page of what has happened today. And guess what? Blogger hang! #$#%$^.
And my whole post disappeared, nevermind.
I shall just type what I want to type.
I promise no more $%^&*& from today onwards, I wont post that anymore.
So just bear with it. AND i'm going to private my blog from next week onwards.
Cause TOO MANY UNWANTED people VIEWING IT.
That all, zaijian! goodbye.
I go talk to my idiot(jeremy) now.

| 4:58 AM |

If time could rewind to where i first met you.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Feeling super ultra sucky right now.
Sorry for scolding you guys.
Just leave me alone, I'll be back to normal.

| 2:54 AM |

Over the time

I have no idea why is everyone asking me again.
Guest, I dont love _____ anymore neither do i still hold on the my past with _____. I had already repeated so many times, so stop asking me that.

If you guys think that you know me much better than i know myself.
then go ahead and comment whatever you want. BUT stopped bugging in msn and ask me those stupid question. I'm seriously tired of answering it.

It had already been so long, both of us already move on so why are you guys keep bringing out the past? Doesnt mean that I type something means that i'm referring to _____.
It's about the past NOT HIM, everyone do have past. Me, you, everyone. Since others didnt dig yours why are you digging others?

And it's my blog, I have any rights to type whatever I want. If you're unhappy just leave, I didnt ask you to stay and read on. And stop asking "why did both of you ended up in this way". Cause both of us are happier to let go each other that why we broke up.

And dont be sensative, I didnt mention anyone here. If you think you're one that I mention just shut your mouth and stop asking me about it. I'll thank you alot.

Dearest, where're you? Suddenly i miss you badly. I feel like closing down my blog to private.
But later zhi ying and others complaining again, telling me the negative things that she have to do to see my blog.

| 2:40 AM |

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Billions of words cant express how much you meant to me.

Have thousand of fun today, went kbox with all(:
Took lots of photo with dearest! HAHAH!
Super hyper man, now I'm dead.

I dont want to type out what happen in kbox, cause i forgotten it.
I'll take the photo from dearest and update in my blog soon.
Thought alot in the bus, many things flashed back.
The opening, the process, the ending and the result. Maybe we've grown up.
Not just for this but many things that happen in our life.

When I heard "what hurt the most", I think of ______.
I wont mention it but just that is the song lah. Dont know I have no idea.
And then I may have some regrets. But we should learn from our lesson rather than regretting it. Oh, I'm not trying to mention anything. Just 2 years back where everything never happened(:

I dont know, suddenly I have no mood for everything.
For this minute of time, I feel like disappearing.
WQ message me half way when I'm in the bus.
And he was asking me stuff, going to bed now.

| 8:42 AM |

I'm so tired about it.

It's harder to do it then say it. I'm feeling so tired out of a sudden that I have no idea why.
I feel like MIA for the whole holiday.
Goodbye:)

| 12:55 AM |

Saturday, May 23, 2009

I'll be by your side, side by side till the end.

It's 4.42am now, I'm stillawake.
Played majong not long ago, won 80cents. LOL!
now I'm slacking all the way, "baby" message me half way and fall asleep.
No one talk to me now, LOL!

Anyway, my birthday's like 11more days.
OHMYGOD! i'm not excited @ all, I just want to turn in 17 soon.
No is turn in 18, faster please.

I'm going to sleep now, if not @@.I still have to study for chinese, 2 test
But I doubt I'll study cause I'm super lazy to do it, shall just look through.
I know I always say and never do it.

Okay, I dont want to talk anymore(:
I want to sleep! I want to dream of _______.

I thank god for letting me to know you, I'm happy to have you in my life.
And I thank god for everything that he had granted me, I hope everything willstay this way.
And I love you people, you rock!:D

I guess I'm hyper right now, fcuk.
HOW?oh I promise someone I wont scold bad word, I shall keep my promise.
I'm a good girl so where is my goodies, you cheater.

Ps. I love XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.
Which I dont know who he's. I just said for the sake of saying.

| 1:42 PM |

Time for the new one

It's time for goodbye, and welcome the new one(: Love you baby!

Hello I'm back home now with my dearest with me.
We're gonna play majong.

I shall make a quick post. When for chinese group study today.
And accompany kenneth they all to gym, I sat outside and waited for them.
Then headed to redhill market, and chit-chat(:

Headed home and bathe. Then went to meet cliques.
Have lots of fun, they was saying lame jokes like, why did a elephant like a mouse.?
HAHAH! so went to find aunt after that and help her make her DVD player.
Then went to redhill and eat after that meet Baby and others(:
And then headed to meet others after that, and went to watch bbf @ aunt's house.
So nice! JI HOO's so hottie man!

then headed to tiong bahru to meet dearest, saw somebody there.
OHMYGOD! I was talking to "baby" on phone and keep telling him.
He still laugh @ me man, idiot! Still say I'm funny. Chatted till dearest came.
So, yeah nothing much i guess.
I dont want to type le, byebye. zaijian!

i'm gald that you're alright and fine.
May god bless you, goodbye(:

| 10:28 AM |

bitch!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

I'm mentally tired and physically tired.
So many things is happening around.

Get back mye result this morning, and it's totally a killer.!
I FAILED MY CHINESE! for paper1,2 and 3.
But I think oral may help me and moderation will get a pass.
But I'm still so sad and disappointed of myself.
I can blame no one but myself, i guess.

So I passed 3 subjects for now, still waiting for english paper 1 and oral.
Hopefully can pass, I'm so discourage by this mye.
especially, CHINESE AND CHEMISTRY!

I dont want to talk about it anymore. And i dont want to type anymore. so bye!

| 8:46 AM |

Monday, May 18, 2009

If all this is about love.
It's 12.47am now and I'm still awake for no reasons.
Went to town today with fel and yumi.
Have lots of fun today especially with that Fat yumi( yumi, saw it?)
So shopped around and brought clothings(:
It's a form of encouraging myself for doing badly for mid-year.
But my pocket just had a big hole, still I'm happy with it(:
And the best part is yumi was scolding me, saying that she couldnt find what she want.
Yet I keep buying, HAHAH!
So headed around and went to eat kfc again.
chatted alot and stupid fat yumi, keep doing funny things.
Afterthat, went to take bus.
And it's totally freaky man! I couldnt describe how funny it's cause.
He eventually follow us up to do magic for us and yumi said,
"I scare later I disappear" Super funny, me and fel was like laughing until crazy.
And I took that bus and alright @ the border bustop which have no bus for me.
So, I was like scolding that guy and fel was laughing like hell.
So in the end, I took bus 111 to Queenstown and take train home.
I shall upload the photo tommorrow,
Have to wake up @ 10am and go to fel's house area to jog(:
night people, and thanks for whatever you do, I did cherish it.

| 9:47 AM |

Sunday, May 17, 2009

I need someone to help do me do my template:D
Vintage series please? Any kind soul please help me.
I'll credit to you. I'm super lazy to do it.

Nothing much, I shall do my stuff now.

| 2:24 AM |

Once it's over means game over.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Love game.

Nothing much happened today only fun fun and fun(:
AND TIRED!

went for shoot today, wake up early in the morning 8.30am.
And thanks to my baby(s) for waking me up, LOVE YOU!
I'm blessed to have you guys around:D

Washed up and then headed to tiong mrt and to joo koo.
I know it's industries area but yeah, new try(:
And then headed to Chinese garden for another.

Then went to meet idiot and eat.
Super ultra hungry lor, ate KFC.*YUMMY*
I think I'm growing more fats now:'( NEVERMIND.
I shall go jogging tommorrow with my relative:D
Or probably I might change my mind.

And also meet clique today:)
Then headed home and then went out to tiong bahru plaza.
Ate dessert and play arcade, Basketball. I'm so proud of myself.
Cause got people praise me leh. Of cause lah. I score 145points +bonus 56. HAHA
But I cant get to the third round. JUST LIKE 2 POINTS LEH!
Nevermind nevermind!:D I learn from Joey.W

And now I'm back home.
I'll update yesterday picture @ seoul garden at a later time.

Nothing much happened, just seoul garden jogging, meet Jy group and head home.
Simple:D so good bye!

18more days to Baby Nowell's Birthday.
I HELP all my baby(s), darling, honey, wife, cliques, friends, family and everyone to type out leh.
SEE I SO NICE:D. I'm trying to hint le ah. HAHAH Joking
I shall go youtube and see my video.

It's not what I want but what you want.
Sometimes, when something's over, it is over.
That is the LOVE GAME rule.
Once you're shot in this game, GAME OVER.

You cant rewind it neither can you do anything to get back to the past.
This is realistic, you have to face it.
No one is @ fault or maybe both are @ fault.
But who's right who's wrong, I guess it's not important now.
It's the present and the future that we should hold on.
Not this unrealistic stuff, or perhaps it's better this way.

I know I may change but the fact is every single one in this world change every minute every second.
You did change, I did change, everyone change.

I like now and I treasure now, I hope nothing will change just let everything remain like this.
For me and you and for everyone, I believe.

| 7:36 AM |

Nobody Nobody but you

Friday, May 15, 2009


Nobody - Wonder Girls

Lyrics
You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo nigaanimyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Nan silheunde wae nar mir eonaeryeogohani jakku naemareun deutji anhgo
Wae ireohge dareun namjaege narbonaeryeo hani eotteohge ireoni

Nar wihae geureoh dan geumar
Neonbujok hadaneun geumar
Ijen geuman haeneon nareur aljanha wae won hajido anhneun georgang yohae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Nan joheun de nan haengbok hande neoman isseu myeondwae deo baral geeopt neunde
Nugur mannaseo haengbok haran geoya nan neor tteonaseo haengbok harsueopseo

Nar wihae geureoh dan geumar
Neonbujok hadaneun geumar
Mari andoeneun mari ran georwae molla niga eopsi eotteohge haengbokhae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silh eo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You

Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want nobody body body.I don't want nobody body
Naneun jeongmar niga animyeon niga animyeon silhdan maryaa~

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

(RAP)
Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Modeunge neomuna kkumman gatatdeon geuttaero doragago sipeunde
Waejakku nareur mireo naeryeohae

Why do you push me away. I don't want nobody nobody

Nobody nobody but you.

| 8:27 AM |

Thursday, May 14, 2009

PS. BLOG UNDER CONSTRUCTION!
WILL CHANGE THE TEMPLATE ONCE I HAVE THE TIME.

| 4:54 AM |

| 4:42 AM |

That is life

Life's too short for you to bother about things around you.

I just reach home not long ago.
This mid-year is a killer and I'm super pek cek with myself.
20% for depreciation I went to press on my calculator 2% I guess?
And I get half the amount of the total depreciation for 2nd year, well done Nowell.
So dumb of you! *claps*

So I expected my POA paper 2 to get full marks for the 1st and 2nd question.
34marks leh! which is already pass for paper 2 as it's over 60marks.
How can I be so dumb! A1 fly away le lah.

Nevermind, I'll do better next time round.
But it sounds like I'm cheating myself. It's okay, at least I felt better?
Dont know lah, PEK CEK!

And the most annoying thing is that geography.
MUST STUDY ALL CHAPTER AH??!!!
ALL CHAPTER AND end up, choose 1 question in Section A & B.

And everyone was like huh?!!! OHMYGOD! Please lah, All chapters and 2 themes are totally different. I feel like killing people.
Today is a disaster for me, NO, I GUESS IS FOR MY CLASSMATE ALSO!

Sorry, I just too PEKCEK! #$%$%%^
Okay, enough. I must be gentle ah. AHEM!
Nevermind, tommorrow last paper. PHYSIC. good luck to me cause for this I'm not intend to study. I shall go watch dramas now.

Life is full with ups and downs. You do not know when you will fall badly.
It's unpredictable. Hence, we should enjoy our life throughout the whole process.
No matter it's bad,good,happy,sad,angry,disappointing and whatever.
There's a sentence that say " life's too short for us. Thus we should enjoy our life now."
Maybe it's true bah. No point getting angry or upset, cause your life is too short.
Who knows maybe tommorrow will be the end of your life?
Maybe tommorrow will be the end for the world.

So cherish people around you, cause you wont know when they will leave you.
They may leave secretly or forced to leave.

| 12:53 AM |

Imagination.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

You tend to be with me where I go, but then I realised all this while is it just my imagination.

Hello hello! It's 8.35pm now and I'm still 1/4 with all my poa theory.
And damn god tommorrow is geography paper and poa paper.
I'm not going to study for geography! @#$%^*&
Cause there's 15 chapters I then dont want leh. Crazy!

So yeah, Nicole, Joey, Jy, Richmond, Hua Hui came to my house yesterday.
Nicole and Joey went off first and left this 3 guys.
Was actually revising for chemistry but I give up cause too tired.

Super fun, cause we having war.
And Richmond(baby!) gang up with Jy, EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! SO UNFAIR.
Now Hua Hui is nice he sit down there doing nothing.
And kana bully by me! HAHAH!

so went to redhill to find aunt and headed home.
After that went to meet idiot, I guess I'm contented with people around me((:
Headed home after that and sleep.

And half way through, WQ message me ask me wake up and go pee.
damn idiot and chatted with him. And I'm having dinner with him this saturday and with my cliques. Super happy!

and stupid jeremy what I anyhow type for the list.
I dreaming cannot ah? Nice dream that I've. HAHAH!
I'll re-type after my mid-year okay.

OHYA! one more thing, ms chan came in and told us, she got a good new to tell us.
Everyone thought our math did well end up is test again.
Benchmark test to compare this year and last year.
And friday we have physic OHMYGOD! My most-hatred subject.

I dont even know what I'm saying right now cause Jeremy keep talking to me on phone.
And make me forgotten what I want to say.IDIOT!

14 MORE DAYS TO MY DEAREST BIRTHDAY,
AND 22 MORE DAYS TO MINE!

So happy! *Jump around*
Okay I'm too "excited" for tommorrow's paper.
So wish me good luck cause I confirm fail geography. *sad:'(*

I'm having mixed feelings now, I dont know why out of a sudden when someone told me this.
"Have you walked out from your past or still remain at where you're?"
Then I realised lots of things about the present and future.
And started to think back, 2years ago.

Then my tears just dropped, and Jeremy was speechless and shock.lol
And I realised I need my dearest and clique now.
Night.

| 5:47 AM |

To you, yes you

Sunday, May 10, 2009

PLEASE DO NOT THINK SO HIGHLY OF YOURSELF THAT I'M SAYING YOU.
If you want to assume then go ahead, cause I cant be bother about you.
Neither am I free to entertain all this nonsenses you want to continue.

Right Zhi Ying, annonying man.
Even cliques also started to say. Super no brain!

And if you think you're the one I'm saying, come infront and tell me lah.
Please lah, dont be like a kid.
You're already 18 years old, I dont give a damn to you.
So please bitch, If you dare come infront to me.

I didnt comment on you so please shut the fcuk up.
And to those who think you're one go to the mirror okay.
Not to look if you're pretty or handsome or whatever, but to look at your guilty look.
DUMB! DAMN FUCKING PEK CHEK.

| 8:24 AM |

Love

Love means a promise spoken, a vow unbroken, two hearts together, now and forever.

Just get back home from chinatown.
Accompany shirley to queensway shopping and then chinatown.
End up, we were chatting and chatting.
Couldnt sell her camera so headed home after that.

And I'm so not excited for my birthday cause confirm have to go back to school.
damn fcuk. But is okay, I'll be contented with all(:

All Jeremy, You sure you want my list of my birthday present anot?
I'm afraid you buy until pocket got one hole. HAHAHA!

1. I want all to celebrate with me my birthday!
2. I want alot of money. $1000000. HAHAH
3. I want Ipod touch:D
4. I want laptop. LOL!
5. I want clothings!
6. I want big big birthday cake with a princess dancing with her prince.
7. I want addias watch.
8. I want shoes.

I dont know what I want anymore.
But I believe 6. you will do for me(:
Cause I'm the most honour girl in our group HAHAH!
And for others, anyone is kind enough to grant me all this.
I confirm love the person alot!((: KIDDING!
Cause no one will do it except my family LOL!

So sosososo! COUNT DOWN FOR MY BIRTHDAY, 25 MORE DAYS(:
1 DAY FOR MY BELOVED CLIQUES.
1 DAY FOR MY FAMILY AND SHIRLEY.
1 DAY FOR MY CLASSMATES.
1 DAY FOR.............
I dont know. But I know I love present. HAHAHAH!

I'm so thick skin out of a sudden.
okay I shall go and watch my dramas again.

| 4:08 AM |

Mother's day

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO EVERY MOTHERS ON THE EARTH!

Mummy, thanks for everything you have done to me.
Even though, sometimes I'm very stubborn or throw temper/ attitude at you,
you still love me as much as you do.
Even though, there're times we quarrel because of some stuff. You always forgive and forget.
And whenever I need someone there, you always console me just like a friend.
And when I didnt do well for my examination, you would always said that I'll do better next time round.

You share with me laughter and joys, sadness and pain.
Every single things you do for me, I cherish it well.
Without you, I wont be standing here. Having all this happiness(:

And I just want to tell you this,
You're the GREATEST MOTHER on the earth.
And I'm gald to have you as my mother!

No matter what happen, I love you always.Just like how you do.
I promise I'll buy that diamond necklace once I earn up $1500.
And let every mothers envy you.
SO HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

----------------------------------------------------------

I just came back home from my lunch with my uncle and family.
ate shark's fin and more! YUMMY! and Italian Ice-cream OHMYGOD!
anw, will be out again later((:

well, after a fews weeks, I just realised who can be trusted and who cant.
I just realised who is true to me and who is not.
Indeed, in this world many are untruthful to you.

And people tend to accuse people and harm another for fucking no reasons?
I dont know what is wrong with these people.
They got nothing better to do or is their trust that little for a person.
That it's so fagile like a glass?

Even animals can do much more better than humans, so what are we?
People tend to be a bitch, bastard and whatever they can be.
When they think that they are right or whatever, they tend to be a fuck.
Trying to do all sort of nonsense out.

Isnt for for kids? Just to get what they want, they cried.
Then arent we worst than a kid? Sigh.
Humans trust are so weak that even me started to get sensative over people.

So enough is enough, everything has its own limit.
Once you go over its limit, then game over.

And bestie, cheer up:D

Jeremy, my birthday list will be out soon.
So I wont tell you:P

| 12:45 AM |

you and I

Friday, May 8, 2009

If you could be mine and I could be yours.

Hello babe and hunks LOL!
nothing much happen this few days.
Or should I say I'm too lazy to update to you guys or think about it.

anw, social studies paper was alright for SBQ but SEQ I'll fail.
and both together equal to confirm fail. haha.
Math was the most pissed off one.
OHMYGOD! I thought teacher would come and ask whether we have any question.
But not one come in for the math paper 2.
I almost going to kill myself for waiting and waiting.

The most fucking one is that I know how to do it and not as if I dont know.
@$#%&^*&*! and some I wasted my marks.
Imagine an A2 and a B4 or whatever.
Okay dont say about it, I'm super pissed off.

And I going to my cousin house soon.
sososo yeah, byebye!

I'm super pissed off now.
Maybe my friends will know why.
HAHAH

| 10:31 PM |

Your smile, my smile

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

I know I could

Hello everyone, I'm super ultra tired today.
Have been slacking all the way through, and then.
went down to redhill market to find them.

and I was slient all the way I guess and Jy say that I'm emo.LOL
headed home but meet up idiot before heading home.
And thanks to that idiot, I'm happy and contented now!

Nothing much I guess, friday have social studies paper and math paper 1 & 2.
yet I still didnt done anything except doing homework.
OHMYGOD! but even if I pass my social studies, I guess my geo would pull me down.
So I guess may I shall not waste too much time on it?
Dont know. and if can I hope everything remains.
dont change please.

Idiot Jeremy thanks ah! For that lame joke and stuff.
And also many out there(:

| 8:47 AM |

was it or was it not

Friday, May 1, 2009

Once it happens, it no longer can be rewind.

Hello! It's 3.55am now and I'm still awake.
Shirley and others are at my house now, playing majong. LOL
till tomorrow morning!

I'm half dead now,super tired.
but yet I couldnt sleep at all.
went to study with jiaying they all, after that went to watch them play basketball.
then went to eat(:

chatted with my baby, felicia.
and I guess, I my chinese paper wont get good marks.
Just 15mins writing what can be expected?LOL!
but well, it's alright lah(:

sososos! I'm talking to my baby,richmond now.LOL!
shall go off now. NIGHT!
I will tahan until tommorrow morning and go for chinese lesson

| 12:55 PM |