It was you,

Sunday, June 28, 2009

I'm happy for my present now, or perhaps it's better than it was.

I thank you for what you had make me become and I hope for a better future for you(:

Perhaps, it's time to open the key and let you in.

Perhaps, I can never do it.

Perhaps, I never ever trust what you say to me.

Perhaps, what you promise you can fufill but I cant.

Perhaps, I still love him like I do in the past.

Perhaps, his happiness is what I hope for.

Or perhaps, I'm lying to myself, my heart and everyone else.

XXX, just where are you. How I wish at this moment you could tell me everything's alright.

It'll be fine and trust me like how you did even others say I'm not.

Just felt like giving up and it was you who give me the strength.

I'm really tired, I dont know how to get up.

I'm tired of falling, afraid of promises, sick of lies and everything.