Friday, July 31, 2009
I'm worried, I'm scare.
I'm afraid at this moment of time.
Suddenly, i cant control my emotion anymore. I cant hide it.
God bless please.
| 10:37 AM |
Sorry, xoxo. I didnt mean to say that, maybe I shouldnt say that.Just sorry & goodbye.
I just lost someone whom I trusted that much, I just lost a xoxo that i can complain everything.
I lost a xoxo that i can bully, that will listen to my xin shi.
Just because of a bloody idiot, sorry.
I'm tired & lost now.
| 7:40 AM |
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Maybe all this while, I trusted the wrong person.Perhaps, no one's finally true to you.
They'll find all ways to get you down and make themself better.
I dont know what the hell's happening but I'm tired.
Do all you want if you have forgotten this friendship and change to someone whom I dont know anymore.
And i'm getting pissed off now, ARUGH!
Why's life getting this way, I'm getting tired.
I starting to feel lost and no one to rely on.
Btw, xiexie pokkie(:
| 7:07 AM |
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
it means , waiting for the arrival of true love.| 12:00 AM |
Monday, July 27, 2009
I dont know why either I'm having a hard time to let go despite I say goodbye.
I thought, you would be gone once I start blowing away your name.
But why isnt it gone but still sticking it in my mind.
Just how long is it, this is going to end.
I'm tired, do you know it,
yet I find no one there for me to rely on.
| 11:48 PM |
Saturday, July 25, 2009
I promise that it's the last time I tear for you, bidding love XXXXXXXGAlight I'm back home(:
I went to ahtan's tua, chatted with others.
And brandon and lihao messaged me, replied them & I was doing stunn for I've no idea how long.
Plus, xxx message something that. I dont know how to elaborate neither do I want to.
If that's what you want, then I rather everything stop.
AIYA! I dont know what I'm typing.
Shall go watch videos and play facebook(:
Night all(:
| 11:44 AM |
Thursday, July 23, 2009
I went to school today, I took cab there cause it was raining.Reached school, realised I've fever of 37.7
Super freak out can, why fever keep coming to me. Cannot go others there.
ARUGH! so went back class told ms tan, and took temperature again, 37.5
Then doesnt have to went down and blaaa..
First period chinese, TEST!
And i seriously couldnt take it, told mdm ku i was sick, feeling very unwell.
And I'm being send home. I wanted to attend math group study leh.
WA LAO! I very angry @ myself now.
Shall go rest, headache is hurting.
SERIOUSLY SUPER ULTRA PAIN and I eventually cry.
I'm a loser man!
| 6:16 PM |
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
I dont know why, just so suddenly i lost everything in just 1 second.I felt like crying, hitting myself and everything.
I'm tired of acting as if I'm strong I need someone there @ this moment.
| 1:27 AM |
Friday, July 17, 2009
Warning: Heavy images(:Steamboat dinner @ kenneth's aunt house.
It was kind of fun alright(:
And there are lots of food, cant even finished at all(:
Photos will do the saying, I'm too lazy to type.
Anyway, thanks people. I'm better now. Fever's slightly down already
But my cramps hurts alot man!
YAY! food of the day
Hwee sin's candid shoots(:
Kenneth(:
HuaHui(:
YuWen, too shy
Felicia and jiaying too shy ah!
GLJY(:
Hwee Sin(:
All's vegetable leh. Healthier choice(:
Food, YUMMY!
I love today, yesterday and everyday.
Olevel's near yet I haven even touch a single stuff.
Anyway, I'm going to study tommorrow with yuwen and people(:
See I'm a good girl(:
| 8:00 AM |
Thursday, July 16, 2009
I'm having fever plus cramp. freak man.Super painful, wa lao come when I'm sick.
@#$#%$^, I feel like killing myself.
I ate 3 panadols just now. At least better now.
I'm going to eat streamboat later(:
With kenneth and others(:
Lastly, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, ALISTER(:
May all your wishes come true(:
| 10:51 PM |
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
I'm super sick now, having a temperature of 37.8 .Damn it! I dont want to fall sick again.
I just manage to skip myself this 2 days from returning back home.
yesterday was 37.6 and today was 37.7
And I have no idea how many panadols I pop in when the headache stike.
Cause my headache is killing me. :,(
Oh, and our school already have one/two confirm case for h1n1.
And that concluded to NO GROUP STUDY AND QSSP! *jumping around*
Going out to kenneth's house on friday! Cant wait.
So excited. I guess I shall go rest again. Bye
| 3:34 AM |
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
You wont understand it.Hello all, I'm super freak out with myself.
I had my chinese O's oral today, AND guess what I'm tongue tied!
JIE BAH! wa lao, and I guess I've to bid goodbye to my distinstion:,(
How stupid can I be, I was so nervous till I jie bah.
Even though, I made the examinater laughed. But still, I'm totally upset with my performance.
I feel like killing myself.
Taimin and others keep laughing @ me. OHMYMGO! can someone kill me.
And they asked what sport I like to do, I answered basketball cause it make me grow taller.
Wa lao, the dumbest answer can. I was nervous until I dont know how to answer for this part.
I'm super ultra freak out lah.
I'm super pissed off lah.
I'm super unhappy lah.
I'm super xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
I've no idea what I'm doing now. But I got the urge to kill myself.
| 2:32 AM |
Monday, July 13, 2009
I'm loving it(:Finally, I have the time to blog I guess. AHAH!
thanks to those who concern about me, really thanks alot(:
Like wifeyy, honey, jeremy, wille, ah chong korkor, all my baby(s), zhiying, louis and many many out there.
I know I always tend to reject those who concern about me,
Cause I fear that I will only bring you guys trouble.
But well, everything's going to be alright from now on(:
And I'll be happy + super ultra NOWELL TAN!(:
Last Friday went for asthestic night @ SP.
The performance was not bad I guess. But I eventually hope for something more exciting than that. But the teachers' performance was funny! I guess only our class will know what it means ah. I dont want to elaborate on it anymore. Picture will do the job(:
HAHA! retarded(:
Crazy!
Felicia and me(:
Me and Nicole
All baby(s)
School's Clique and Mr Leong!
Polar bear and Queenswayans(:
lOVE.(:
Me, Jon and Yumi(;
Saturday
I went to watch transformers: Revenge of the Fallen.
Rating: 4.5/5
I cried and laughed. It sound quite mad but seriously it's damn nice.
Ohmygod! I keep thinking of my house being transform to roborts and stuff.
HAHAH! my sister say I addicted to it(:
Went to tua find shirley, and something happened.
Didnt want to mention about it anymore. Headed home to put bag and went out.
Went to find jeremy, ZY and JW as they're around my area. I was seriously moody.
They accompany awhile and went home. And JW told me one cold joke.
Sunday
Went to cousin house as it was thedore's 1 yrs old birthday.
He's super ultra duper cute alright.
Alot of things happened but I dont feel like typing it out.
Then went to meet shirley and others @ vivo city and went to bugis.
Oh, I have fun playing the playground((:
And I tell you, yesterday I witness that actually singapore've lots of races.
Not only the chinese stand a majority group but ALSO the indians. And also malay and others.
TODAY!
I'm going to do my homework and watch video and sleep.
I just studied with cliques and I'm super tired alright.
Test keep coming up, esp geography. I swear I'm going to fail this coming geography test.
I hate it, super pissed off.
Having O's chinese oral tomorrow, wish me goodluck. I'm super nervous plus excited and scare.
Even though, it's my strongest subject.
I dont know what to type now:(
Okay bye(:
| 2:02 AM |
Saturday, July 11, 2009
I'm sorrySorry, I just felt very tired.
I'm afraid of every single stuff.
I dont know what the hell is happening.
I just hope everything is fine.
Wifeyy, sorry! dui bu qi. And I really appreicate that you're beside me all this while(:
| 10:43 AM |
I'm tired of holding on to it
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Suddenly I felt like giving up everything.
I'm tired of hanging on to put a mask telling everyone I'm alright.
I dont want to lose any of my beloved ones. I dont want to ___________.
I seriously have no idea what I want now.
Life seems to be nothing or perhaps there's just that I didnt find out.
And perhaps it's time for me to bid goodbye to ____.
I just deleted everything.
XOXO, thanks(:
Shirley where are you. I feel like crying now.
| 10:13 AM |
it was harder to smile now.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Many things happened today but I dont want to type.
Cause I'm on phone now with xoxo.
And he told me some funny stuff now cause I was moody. Out of a sudden, perhaps is because I'm tired.
Labels: ps. i loved you
| 11:50 AM |
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, KIM JIE JIE(:
May ALL your wishes come true.
And faster meet a handsome, RICH and NICE guy(:
| 11:48 AM |
If you're the only one.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Boy, you're the only one that I couldnt stop thinking about.I shall summarized the whole thing today(:
I went to school today @ 10plus.
I chatted with sw and fel.
I did chemistry practical today.
I went to redhill market and ate with Jy and others.
I went home and change.Then meet louis, that stupid turtle.
I played arcade with Louis and I watch him played basketball.
I meet shirley @ tiong bahru plaza with louis.
I chatted with shirley and louis.
I laughed at louis and shirley.
I went home together with shirley.
I doing my homework now.
I'm going crazy because I had too much things to do, + homework.
I'm still having flu and cough. So zy laughed at me in msn.
I'm not going to finish my homework I guess.
I'm going out tommorrow, saturday and sunday.
I dont want to blog anymore.
[c=15]Zhiying! Baby bear [/c] says: how are u
n.Tan BB says: you say leh.
[c=15]Zhiying! Baby bear [/c] says: Tio h1n1 liao lah.
n.Tan BB says: you tio i still haven tio leh. stupid idiot you curse me, later karma.
[c=15]Zhiying! Baby bear [/c] says: we shall see hu gets karma.
She's a idiot. Seriously, have to take care of myself now. 738cases if i dont remember wrongly.
