Saturday, August 8, 2009

Could you clear away the dark clouds and bring me blue sky.

I slept @ 6am and woke up @ 1pm.
I dont know what happen, neither can I expressed my feelings out.
I'm having this mixed feeling.
It's hard for me to move on like it's. It's harder than I thought, and even more difficult to do it.

I just dont know what I really want, and dont know why.
those good luck that I always have disappear in just 1 second.
I cant handle all this myself. Be it feelings, friendship, kinship, studies and whatever.
I'm just a teenager. I'm not a adult neither do I have maturity to handle all this.
I'm tired, tired of acting like I'm really strong.
Tired of smiling when I'm down. Tired of wearing a mask to cover the story behind.
TIRED OF EVERYTHING.


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