Wednesday, August 26, 2009

I dont understand and perhaps after all I may choose to let go.

People I'm not in good mood today.
Geography paper's a killer, I think I get 4marks for natural vegetation and 10marks for development?
Which is equal to fail lah, LOL!

Anw, physic was really unexpected. It's super over my imagination.
It's like almost all are theory questions and I totally dont understand any of it.
Really, SO MEANING?
Physic + geography = fail.
Well done for my prelim man! I think I did even worst for mid year.

Totally not in mood for anything, I think I shall just give up my prelim.
And many thoughts are running through my mind now.
I hope to be alone, just to make sure the final answer will remain as it is.
I have no idea, I seriously dont know.
I dislike this year, a bad year.

Many things happened, relative gone, family quarrel, studies and many more.
What else do I still need to go through, I always thought what I go through from my age is double of others.
I dont want to gain anymore experience and stuff, can I just live this year peacefully.
I guess, It's getting worst. One year after another.
Sigh, I dont know what to do.
At this moment of time, my mind went blank and stuff.

And I guess it's super hard for me to open this lock.
HARD, VERY HARD. I had lock it up for so many years, even to those who are close to me, I still hide some.
I dont wish to open it up or perhaps I lost the key to happiness.
Or I deliberately lost it or place it somewhere else I guess.

I dont know, I shall go out to get some fresh air.
All this stuff is getting out of control causes me to have difficulties in breathing.
Bye people.

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