Monday, August 24, 2009

You're everything that I want to hold on, but I'm afraid I'm not able to do it.

HELLOHELLOHELLOHELLO!
people I'm super bored now, i'm having math paper 1 tomorrow.
yet, I have not done anything that is productive.
EXCEPT, slacking(:

So I'm super duper sad today. Firstly, chemistry. Okay, lets not talk about it.
Then O'S english oral, damn _______. I answered the picture conversation with just a sentence or a few words because I'm super nervous.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! for the ten minutes I've been using it wisely.
But once I step in and saw the expression of the examiners, my mind went blank blank blank.
Seriously, I keep stopping and stuff. I keep apologising to the examiners.
But I think it wouldnt help, i even use my hand to bang my head and say sorry.

You must be thinking, WHAT THE HELL IS NOWELL TAN DOING.
I seriously was like damn damn damn pissed off with myself.
Cause I know I can do better, at least much more better than a few words and stuff.

So, of cause no point crying over spilt milk now.
I drank 2cans of pokka green tea and a winter melon to cool myself and had a feast.
Not to celebrate but to vent my anger, I was really down.
But thanks to all those aunties and uncles, THAT'S WHY I LOVE REDHILL.

They are there for me, cheering me up telling me it's alright.
At least I know that is my second real home(:

So, I have no idea how am I going to fail this prelim.
I think worst than what I thought:(
BYE PEOPLE(:
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.



LASTLY, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO HWEEZ.
May all your wishes come true(:

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