Saturday, September 12, 2009
Everytime I hold on is because of you<3I just felt like blogging. HAHA!
I'll leave my house in 15minutes time, I guess.
And suddenly the smell of wind and everything let me slow down my speed.
Started to think, then I realised perhaps xxx still care and concern about stuff.
I dont know why, everything that is happening now make me lost confident.
Be it this or that, xxx came to meet me last night.
He apologized and told me something, at that moment I was touch, and thought maybe I'm the happiest girl.
I dont need a rich one, a handsome one, a cute one, a hot one, or what so ever.
I just need someone that understand me, be honest with me, never lie to me, love me for who I am, dote on me, concern about me, care for my family, how much I mean to him and really treat me & love me wholeheartedly. Cause I believe the wealthiest love is to have all this. All girls or women want this isnt it?
I dont want a poor love, I want something with memories and stuff.
I want to be the wealthiest girl with all this. But somehow I felt it's so hard.
I never believe in true & forever love after everything, cause human take it for granted of stuff.
I never believe in guy's word cause they will only make you fall.
And it was you who ask me to trust and believe there's. But I have no idea, can anyone tell me?
Everyone of them are asking me to trust cause there's always true love just whether I want to unlock my door. Is that true? It sounds so confusing and unrealistic.
Just so hard, to walk out of nightmare and walk out of everything.
But now I choose to believe and have that little faith in you, I'm slowly building up. So please dont destroy it.
Labels: ps. i loved you
