Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I'm feeling terrible right now, super!
Many flash back appears, and how I wish I have the ability to do something.
Really, I hope everything would be like that past. Still a happy one.

Can someone grant me the ability to rewind the time and bring back happiness to everyone.
I dont know what I can do now, but I'm feeling terribly not right.
I want those smile and laughter that I first saw, but I guess I couldnt.

I really dont know what's wrong with me,
I'm feeling super useless right now that I cant even do a single shit to help, but messing up everything. Many ask me why I decided to lock again, to be true. I've no idea why so, because I think what I post now, I can trust those I invited. Not others I cant trust, but just dont know why lah.

I'm feeling so f up with myself, feeling useless, feeling helpless, feeling terrible.
Every feeling's killing me, i thought I can ignore and continue but I always think that it's my fault, if I dint appear nothing would happen:(

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