Friday, September 11, 2009
I'm going to let go of the happiness that I'm holding on.
you've no idea how I felt, that moment when I'm being leave alone.
You definitely have no idea, how much I felt like killing you.
And I seriously dont know how much I mean to you, in your heart. Is it something like what you say a important one and you need me there, or just empty words with no action.
Do I really mean something to you, I always ask my question every single minute I guess.
Cause I'm feeling very insecure it's like anytime, this feeling or love will be gone in just a second.
And perhaps I wittness everything today.
Every word that were said by you, those believe I had totally crush in one second.
Since, I'm so not important then why should I holding onto it?
Since, you didnt even care why ask?
Perhaps, I shouldnt have that little believe and faith that everything'll be fine.
Perhaps, I shouldnt try at all.
Perhaps, I really have no idea how much I mean to you.
Perhaps, at that moment of time my happiness's already far away from me.
Perhaps, I'm letting go now.
