Saturday, October 31, 2009

I'll keep my promise when you need me there, I'll believe, what is mine will be mine.
Be it at a later time or something, I know you'll return I'm confident(:

I'm back form blogging, haha!
MY BEST FRIEND, weiliang say my post are damn emo.
So he say I must post something happy.

Hmm, after 10 more days I'll be free from everything.
Happy? Super happy, I'll meet alot of my friends after O's(:
Like my best friend, my classmate, my baby, prom-night, my bff, my honey So many.
yes, I'll cheer up thanks people.
Then I realised, I did have great friends around me(: LOVESS.

And I believe if he's mine he'll be back.
I'll wait here for you, I wont disturb you or what. But always remember, as long as you need me,
I'll be there for you like how I promise you before. If the whole world look down on you, I'll also look upon you.
Dont worry, I'll really bless whatever decision you make. Cause rememeber we're bff lei.

So yes, I'll smile happily now. Cause I know that's the only thing you want me to do now.
I'll smile now, hope you too my bff(:

AND THANKS ALL MY BABY, BEST FRIEND, BESTIE, SUPERMAN,HONEY, BFF, SCHOOL CLIQUE. Especially MY BABIES!
Thanks alot, with you guys, that why i came so far, I dont know when I'll fall again but I know. you guys will always be there for me whenever I need you. Me too just a phone call away.
If you suddenly miss me, or feel sad or what so ever and find no one to talk to, just a message or call. AH TAN WILL FLY TO YOU, I promise.

I always keep my promise, cause I hate promises being break by anyone.
So I'll keep mine even all break theirs, life's actually not that down.
It depends how you look at stuff, now I'll be optimist(:

Going out later to meet gary, he also stay at bukit panjang. LOL!

| 10:13 PM |

歌词：歌曲:断了的弦
歌手:周杰伦
断了的弦~
曲：周杰伦
词：方文山 周杰伦
HandsomeCK制作

断了的弦 再怎么连
我的感觉 你已听不见
你的转变 像断掉的弦
再怎么接 音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨
我沉默 你的话也不多
我们之间少了什么 不说 哎哟

微笑后 表情终于有点难过
握着你的手
问你 确定了再走我突然释怀地笑
笑声盘旋半山腰 随风在飘摇啊摇
来到你的面前绕

你泪水往下地掉 说会记住我的好
我也弯着了嘴角笑你的美 已经给了谁
追了又追 我要不回
我了解 离开树的叶
属于地上的世界 凋谢断了的弦

再弹一遍 我的世界
你不在里面 我的指尖 已经弹出茧
还是无法留你在我身边断了的弦

再怎么连 我的感觉
你已听不见 你的转变
像断掉的弦 再怎么接
音都不对 你的改变我能够分辨
我沉默 你的话也不多
我们之间少了什么 不说 哎哟

微笑后 表情终于有点难过
握着你的手 问你 确定了再走我突然释怀地笑
笑声盘旋半山腰 随风在飘摇啊摇
来到你的面前绕 你泪水往下地掉
说会记住我的好 我也弯着了嘴角笑你的美
已经给了谁 追了又追 我要不回
我了解 离开树的叶 属于地上的世界

凋谢断了的弦 再弹一遍 我的世界
你不在里面 我的指尖 已经弹出茧
还是无法留你在我身边断了的弦

再怎么练 我的感觉
你已听不见 你的转变
像断掉的弦 再怎么接
音都不对 你的改变我能够分辨

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爱情悬崖 周杰伦

你说我像一个小孩
总爱让你猜
我说你才像个小孩 总要我说才明白

有些事太快 失去了等待
让爱没了期待 我们的爱怎么才自然
每次沟通不来 就要离开就说不要爱我掉进爱情悬崖

跌太深爬不出来 下降的速度太快
来不及踏上未来 你的爱反覆徘徊
打乱我呼吸节拍 该怎么逃开
我控制不来

我掉进爱情悬崖 回想起你的可爱
傻傻地还在等待 以为你还会回来
你的脸慢慢离开 时间快将我掩埋
消失得太快 我负荷不来

你说我像一个小孩 总爱让你猜
我说你才像个小孩 总要我说才明白
有些事太快 失去了等待
让爱没了期待 我们的爱怎么才自然
每次沟通不来 就要离开就说不要爱我掉进爱情悬崖

跌太深爬不出来 下降的速度太快
来不及踏上未来 你的爱反覆徘徊
打乱我呼吸节拍 该怎么逃开
我控制不来 我掉进爱情悬崖
回想起你的可爱 傻傻地还在等待
以为你还会回来 你的脸慢慢离开
时间快将我掩埋 消失得太快
我负荷不来

| 9:12 PM |

Saturday, October 24, 2009

People my last post for today and maybe rest of this year I guess.
I hate the feeling I'm having now.
I hate this nowell tan,
I hate this me,
I hate this you,
I hate everything now.

Just then I realised you didnt love me as much as I thought of.
Perhaps, everyone changed. Even you.
I tried to let myself stay but I guess, you didnt even want to.
Perhaps, I shouldnt been so silly at all.
Bye people, I going off now.

| 12:20 AM |

Friday, October 23, 2009

I'll collapse anytime.
I'm physical and mentally tired.

| 8:22 AM |

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Ice.

I'm super ultra unlucky today:(

Practical was freaking fcuk up, OHMYGOD!
Especially Physic, I freaking feel like killing people. Okay fine, I dont want to talk about it.
Just pray hard to it:)

And I LOST MY FREAKING CALCULATOR.
Nb, I'm super ultra pissed off:(

Anw, went back to school then went to library to find Hermes.
I swear the couple are super funny, Hermes keep making me laugh(:
AND THANKS TO HERMES(: she lend me her calculator. LOVESS.

So headed tiong then home then .... slack.
Lots of thoughts are running through my mind, at this moment I felt that I'm super useless.
Sigh, dont know bye.

| 9:22 AM |

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Bewildering,

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| 8:27 AM |

You just dont understand.

People, tomorrow's O level science practical. Nervous alright.
Anw, I'm quite bewildering right now, wtf man.
Everything cant seems to get in, other than pissed off and mixed feeling.
Nothing much I can feel. sigh.

Shall go now, bye people.
Wish me lucks=(:


Idontknowwhatyouwant.you'remakingmeconfused.I'mhavingallsortoffeelings.sickandtired

| 7:04 AM |

Sunday, October 18, 2009

The hurtful ones

Hello people, I blog for the sake of blogging.
I was actually blogging in another blog. But well, I just realistic I didnt bother about this blog.
Hmm, life's getting worst than before. And I'm getting tired.

Sometimes, I feel like crying out loud in the middle of night, because that's when no one see the weaker side of me. I'm tired of acting strong, I want to take out this mask, but it seems hard.
Cause I have to protect myself from everything, why is this so.

Where is the happy go lucky girl, I hate it now.
WTF is happening, time to get on with stuff.

I guess I'm closing down this blog and locking this blog soon(:
Bye people, heading to ecp soon(:

| 1:30 AM |

Friday, October 16, 2009

PICTURE OF THE DAY.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, LOUIS TAN SONG WEI(:
SUPERMAN PLUS TURTLE.
Finally, 18 le ah, I'm 17 you are also 17 so poor thing:P
Anw, 18 must be more mature ah! cannnot bully me(:
And enjoy your birthday and may all your wishes come true.
Must treat Debbie good good leh(:

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Hello people, today's the last day of school. Officially(:
Kind of sad, no more school as per normal. No more jokes.
No more classmate teasing, no more laughter.
No more encouragement, no more advice, no more nagging.
All no more, definitely 511'09 is the best one(:
Anw, went out with friends to find present then,
went to downtown with Boonpeng. :D
So chatted then reached there, I get bully lor:(
Damn sad, uncle, sihan,turtle, pig keep bullying me:(
My cheek:'( so sad:(
anw, met New friends(:
Headed home after which(: HOME SWEET HOME.
Super tiring now, and I have tons of worksheet to do:(
Meeting clique tomorrow, awesome. But still, I have to study. But have fun first.
More photos in FB, LOVES(:

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| 10:27 AM |

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Bewildering

today's the last day for night study:(
So sad, I'll miss those time spending with you guys, FUN(:
So I was actually thinking whether should I blog or not.

But still, I blogged because edmund asked me to do so.
HAHA! he keep disturbing me:( how sad can that be.
Time spent in school was awesome and quite productive(:

So sosos, tomorrow going out with others for all those oct bday I guess.
HAHA! I cant wait for tomorrow cause it means weekends is coming(:

Anw, I'm freaking tired now.
I cant do my physic, ARUGH! cant absorb any:(

Shall go off now.
So many things happening, :( luckily I have my clique there(:

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| 8:53 AM |

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

once broken it'll never be the same.

I guess everything will end sooner or later.
Be it whatever it was, getting tired of it.

Awesome time spent with my clique(:
Shall make it short and sweet.
-didnt went to school.
-went for night study.
-chatted with them.
-played and chatted and gossip and whatelse.
-FUN(:

ANW, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YUMI(:
thanks baby, it was blessing to have you in my life.
you brought laughter and smile. Those crazy time and stuff(:
I'll never forget you:DDD

| 9:42 AM |

Monday, October 12, 2009

Perhaps between it, is a line that affects it

Sorry people for the lag of update(":
Busy with school, school and school(:
And much appreciation to those who have been concern about me, nowell tan's back(:
As strong as before(:


Anw, Friday was our graduation day:(
Sad to say, after 5yrs in queensway secondary, I seriously dont feel like leaving.

With many cool teachers and caring teachers that mkae the effort and time for us(:
Also, schoolmates, classmates and friends I knew there, really. I love you guys alot.
More than I can express it out(:

I dont know why, I feel like tearing le. HAHAH! emotional?
Hmm, videos, performances by all was AWESOME! espeacially the video made by our polar bear and the dances by our favourite ms tan and others.
I'll never forget it. Sigh.

I shall stop and let the picture express out everything.
I'll only upload some, others are on fb.
But I've no idea why blogger cant upload it.
wasted my half and hour staring @nothing.

Bye shall go sleep, tomorrow having classes:(

| 9:54 AM |

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

I'm tired of everything now and then, I'm falling. Falling till its hurt me freaking deeply.
When I thought everything is alright, it turn out to be a mess out of a sudden.
I get to realised the hindsight, without ....
I dont know lah, it's freaking me out. Be it kinship, friendship, studies and others.

Perhaps, everything's driving to it an end. I dislike it, I've tons of work with freaking no time.
How on earth am I going to handle all this, I'm a human being too.
Forget it, I dont even understand wtf I'm talking about.
I guess all this is driving me crazy:(

I need a break but yet couldnt. I need ____ to be there but suddenly I think that our distance is getting further and further.
I dare not tell anyone, I just hide aside this emotions and cried it out loud without others knowing.
What else is there, isnt all this adding to my burden and problems.

I do hope I'm still a kid, at least I wouldnt get to know so much stuff.
So much trouble, problems. Sigh, life is getting..... perhaps quite upset.

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| 7:47 AM |

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

All this bruises all over me.

Now, then I realised that everyone changed so fast.
It hurt me when I found out everything, just a second. It's gone.
I hate that feeling, with tons of work that I couldnt do finish, not enough time for friends and family, spend almost my all my time in school except sleeping time:(
With tons of problems and worries which leads me to mentally taxing. What else, really what else more.
I'm feeling really tired of all this, especially with o's keep coming.
I'm bursting out really soon, I need someone but yet I dont know who to turn to.
Can anyone explain to me why this year turn out to be a bad year for me?

| 8:05 AM |

Friday, October 2, 2009

I'm unlocking my blog after everyone keep complaining, ordering or even begging me to unlock.
So I unlock now, but I wont be blogging that often starting from now.
I unlock for the sake of unlocking.

I lock doesnt mean it's gonna do with you, dont assume alright.
I have every freaking rights to lock or unlock. I dont need you to comment neither do I need your permission. So freaking shut your mouth up.

Naybey, I also have my temper. Doesnt mean I dont say means I'm not alright.
I'm just trying to ignore everything. But everyone have their limit.

I dont understand why people nowadays are acting so freaking werid, bitch or what so ever.
Everything also want to order or control. Hello, it's not as if people are your what.
Retarded! I'm sorry but I was quite pissed off.

Bye people,

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| 8:09 AM |