Monday, November 30, 2009

Baby N just show me something disguesting.
Ohman, it's really super retarded!
Even if you like the idol, dont have to do that right.
Luckily, my JayChou dint received this kind of letter.HAHA!

Those know me, you know I'm super crazy about jaychou.
He's so hot, talented, filial to his mummy, he've tons of good characters,
Except like one bad one which's I dont know lah.
He's perfect in my eyes, I dont care ah!

B keep mentioning he's more handsome than jay.
I almost puke ah, :x
So yes, I'm gonna show you the link ah,
http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/2pm_taecyeon_scarlet_letter/

AND I'm chatting with many now,
My msn flooded with like 10conversation=.=
And thanks Hongliang, meet up soon ah! Remember must msg me when you're there for the dinos:D

I feel like tearing when everyone's telling me to hold on.
Dont give up, those little encouragements and advice make me tried to hold on.
But I guess I disappoint you guys, cause I no longer have the strength to stay there longer anymore.
Every single things make me tired, make me sick, make me tear.
I hate it, I detest it, I dislike it.
But I know I cant do anything, what's happening like seriously.
I switch off my handphone just now, tons of calls and msgs.
I dint want to care about it, I just want to disappear for a little while.
Cause I realised the cruel side of it, I dont want.

I dont know what I'm typing, wtf wtf.
I hate myself for being like this, this isnt me.
All this while, I'm just running, hiding and avoiding.
Till now, I just hope to keep my mind busy. Doing lots of stuff.
Cause I just hope that the next post will be more happy,
at least, I dont have to worry that people around me will get affected.
Or perhaps, they wont. I'm just thinking too much.

And it's time to let go right, 2009 is a beautiful year.
I learnt alot, fell alot, cried alot, think alot. It's a bad year for me indeed but also,
a beautiful one, cause on the way I learnt.
I dont know lah, blame B for that always say something to knock me.
Or push me to make me fall, but I know, he's trying to make me feel better. Nights!

| 8:12 AM |

Hello people, I'll be working tomorrow @ 9am.
Wa lao, Super early, have to go till TPY's office for briefing.
And then, go for work to promote this event. YAY!

So yes, I went for today's training.
Thanks bala ah, He was late-.-
Then took train to boonlay and took cab in LOL!
Met Baby N, then after that proceed around to know the whole environment.
And yesyes! Come visit me for the exhibition @ Jurong Bird Park there:D
Hollywood Dinos:DDD
This's the website for more information:D
http://hollywooddinos.com/media-press-release-hollywood-dinos-coming-to-jurong-bird-park-this-december.html

So yes, I think the exhibition's quite aswesome for some part,
Do come and support me alright:D
So after training went to jurong point to eat my breakfast+lunch+dinner, LOL!
Then took bus 198 with bala, super ultra long alright.
And have to change bus LOL! I'm super kind I accompany bala leh:D

My eyes're closing but yet, my mind still wondering around.
Damn it, tomorrow've to wake up real early.
So yesyes, Nights people!
I promise after watching one drama I'll go and sleep;D

| 7:21 AM |

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Alright I'm blogging @ this timing,
So happy day today:D I was super happy!

I went to marina square today with aunt & younger sisters.
Went to see winxclub, cause younger sisters like it alot.
So yes, I saw those pretty fairies ah. And then, B came to meet me:D

Oh so, went to eat streamboat all this, :D
AndAndAnd, Ice-cream! Super happy! Ice-cream makes my day.
Then you know what, Stupid B took out something.
I shouted super loudly ah, all thanks to him.
Super ps leh, so yesyes!

I've my super ultra love now:D
My wallpaper ah, and B keep saying he's more handsome than that lah.
-.-" anw, I'll upload photo tomorrow or what.

And bala~ where're you, WHY SUDDENLY MIA FASTER CONTACT US:DDD
WORRY AH!
Okay, I shall go now, I think my paid will be spend on christmas present:(
Wa lao, so kelian HAHA!

ANW, sorry to those that I dint reply msg this few days, hope you understand.
I know some space now.

B, sorry!

| 9:30 AM |

Friday, November 27, 2009

I just simply cant close my eyes yesterday night.
I dint have a good sleep @ all, just nightmare and nightmare.
Went out with hermes yesterday and matthew too.
Wanted to play pool but matthew couldnt LOL!

So slacked with his parents @ vivo city.
He has a wonderful parents, I must said.

And well done, I sprained my ankle for freaking no reason.
And end up with nothing but being blame.
I dont want to talk about it, cause really, it's super ridiculous.

I dint even do anything wrong then why am I being blamed for that.?
Just because you drank, then I've to forgive you. Freak!
I did tried to forgive and forget whatever you done in the past, but.
You take that for granted, you doesnt even fit to be treated nicely by me really.
Ask yourself, all this while what does this family mean to you?
What happened all this while, just because you drank that why, no matter what you do.
We have to close both our eyes and pretend like nothing happen, Sorry. I cant.

Icant forget whatever you did now, even if I shout out "daddy"
I can tell you, I'll never mean it. From the bottom of my heart.
Cause you doesnt fit one!

Sorry people, lets not talk about unhappiness stuff.
I dint want to mention it anymore, cause it just waste my time repeating the same whole event.
Those know will know it, and thanks lihao:D

Luckily, he was there to console me. Wanted to find bestie, B or BFF.
But end up, I dint. Dint want to trouble anyone cause I know you guys're busy with your stuff.
So yes, going out with Baby N and Hermes to gym later:D

Got to go real soon I guess,
AND I know I've to give an answer by then.

| 10:46 PM |

Thursday, November 26, 2009

It's 12.52pm now, I dint get to bed.
I keep turning here and there, just cant get myself into bed.
Sorry BFF:x I lied by saying I'll sleep:(

Just many thoughts running through my mind.
Once I close my eyes're those images that I want to shake off.
I hate it, why is it always coming when everything's ending.
Just the feeling I've to face it alone, my fear, my afraid.
Yet I know I've to, I must move out of this.
Time to get on, but harder to do it.

I dont know, sometimes I do hope I can spilt out what I thought and I want to say.
But I know, my unhappiness will bring everyone down.
I just hope even if I'm down or suffering alone, those who're around me are smiling, cause it was you guys make me strong:D
I dont want to see you guys sad, I want give you guys a smile.
So I dont want to spilt out anything, I know once I spilt out more problems will occurs.
I dont want to be a bitch, I know what I'm doing.

If I were to spilt out, happiness will just be 0.
So yes, kaixinjiuhao:D So much worries and trouble, everyday think about it.
Your head will also become bigger, just live a day and think for that day:D
A smile unlock many doors,
I hope everyone smile. Even those I detest, I also hope you smile too. Cause your smile will bring others happiness and I hope you did:D

WOW! since when I become so nice, LOL!
HAHA! perhaps, this few weeks of thoughts and meeting new friends let me think alot.
Time to grow more mature, I dont want when I'm 20, I'm still freaking retarded or childish:D

Anw, B thanks. You know I'm sad and called me:D
Even if I dont say any, you know what I'm thinking about, upset about.
You might not know the whole but still, I want to thank you.
ANDAND! BFF, xiexie ni too!<3
I know I'm gonna get scolded if you see this:x

Yes,yes, I have very nice people and friends around me.
Without you guys, I wont be standing strong and being what I'm now.
You guys are my pillar, give me strength and let me rely on.
I gave you guys promise before, as long as you need me I'll really be there.
Just a phone call, you might not want to spilt out everything to me,
You might just want to be quiet but rest assure I'll be super noisy or super quiet just to make you smile:D
Cause I'm also your pillar, anytime if you want to rely on, I'll let you rely.
I wont let this pillar fall, cause I know many pillar around me.

Okay, I'm going to grandma house now.
LOVESSSS:DDD

| 8:51 PM |

Thanks everyone for msging me to ask me whether I'm fine anot & console me.
Sorry I dint reply or pick up your calls. Apologise:(
So yeah, I was actually super down yesterday, super unhappy, super upset.
Wanted to find someone to chat, but I cancel that idea away.

Cause I know it's time to get up myself, stop relying on people.
I've been depending on others, time to grow more independent.
I know I can do it, perhaps, all this while I've been doing this.

Well, what's over is over, I dont want to bother about it now.
I'm happy @ this moment what:D

So went out to find uncle then headed to anchor point to find hermes and bala.
HAHAHA! funfunfun, I've lots of fun alright. Serving those customers, listening to bala and hermes's craps and nonsense. HAH!
And happy chatting with uncle, anw, bala dint even know how to lock the push-cart-.-
Luckily, we checked:D Idiot bala! HAHAHA! ops:X
WELL, I'm working like super soon:D
Come visit me alright, will be @ town then after whichwill be @ JBP.
Cause training slots are full so yes, gonna get to town to promote the event:D

Anw, I'm gonna meet B on saturday. But I guess I'll be working:(
Sorry B, I know you will excuse me right:D
You're the best:x, Ops, I'm saying a lie right now:(

Shall go off.
I'm too busy to type it, I mean too lazy.
Gonna go grandma house for celebration tomorrow.
Might be meeting hermes:DDD LOVES, BYE!

| 8:46 AM |

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

| 10:08 AM |

Went job interview with bala, Super funny!
He dint know the way have to bring him but walked one big round cause I also dont know the way.
So bala saw the block and say he found it, super lame ah.

So interview and blahblahblah,
Friendly person that interview us, LOL!
And many came for interview too. Headed to find hermes after that.
Had so much fun and keep disturbing one another.
Oh, there's a guy called matthew also. Super funny and quite nice.
I dint know he was from my school, my junior lol

So headed home with bala,
Chatted and stuff, have many heart-to-heart talk:D
So yes, might be out tomorrow. I'm chatting with matthew on msn now.
Byebyebye!

| 8:49 AM |

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

| 9:34 AM |

Monday, November 23, 2009

Alright, Went to town today with hermes.
Actally baby N's also coming with us but then dint, and baby N sorry.
You know what I know ah, HAHA!

So waited for hermes then went around and called the person in charge:D
Then baby N get her job, I guess. So went to interview, and I have the confident I'm in for the job:D
Cool, but I'm finding another one, most probably with Baby N:D
So yes, having class camp on 1dec, I miss everyone.
And guess what saw, mrs ang and mr ang @ ion.
Then saw zhenren and wencui, they couldnt recongize me, but I shouted their names. HAHA!
So yeah, love hermes lots, she accompany me till the end:D

But well, in return I waited for her for like 1hour.
HAHA! ops, I think she gonna kill me.
And I was super fine all day, but till just now Idont know what happened.
I keep sneezing all the way, my throat's super painful. WA LAO!

Anw, looking through fb then I saw the video which was played on graduation's day.
I miss QWSS all of a sudden, I always hope to get out of QWSS but when I'm no longer there,
I miss there so much and want to have fun like the past, with everyone making fun of one another.
Time flies so fast, I couldnt catch up at all. I can only rewind those awesome memories in my mind:D

Link: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?ref=profile&id=567880948#/video/video.php?v=195985537088&ref=mf


Shall go now, I dont feel like blogging:)
Or perhaps, I wont update so often anymore, I feel like locking up this blog.
Or just ignore it, butbutbut! I always get scolding, idiot!
BYEBYEBYEBYBYEBYE!

| 8:09 AM |

Sunday, November 22, 2009

I just realised I was a toy in your heart now.

I just watched finished hi my sweetheart.
Ohmygod! dalang's so nice:D
Awesome boyfriend, haha!

Freak I'm too engross with it, I'm watching other drama series now.
Just couldnt get myself to bed.

| 10:48 AM |

Cause I know our heart still links together even we're apart<3

Just went out with shirley and Ong:D
Ate @ kimtian area, then chit-chat.
After that headed home, give mummy& daddy food.
Then headed out to meet them two, walked to blk 26.
Sat down then chit-chat again, Ong can dance ballet le. LOL!
Cause ong say she want to see me dance ballet after I drink LOL!

Well, today was freaking tiring.
Went to ABC market saw zaim. HAHA!
After which, walked back. And suddenly lots of memories flashed back.
How long have I lost touch with those friends staying at there.
I miss there so much, with the familiar playground, familiar roads, familiar fishball noodles, familiar icon shop, familiar childcare centre where I always played with weili or waited for her, familiar uncles and aunties and also my friends.

Time really flies super fast, Suddenly I felt that I'm getting old ah. LOL!
Cause I miss those little fun I have there, it's the place where I have grown up.
Happy, sad, angry, disappointed, everything there. But now, it change alot.
But I believe, one thing'll never change that's our friendship will always remain the same.
We might not meet often or not even once for now, but I believe those little memories will bring us together as one:D

Okay, I dont know what to post anymore,
Bye. <3>

| 7:37 AM |

| 2:01 AM |

Friday, November 20, 2009

I'm super tired, dint have enough rest then I thought.
I've been injuring myself this few days, FREAK!
Even sprained my ankle, how suay can all this be.
Dint drink much, cause I was too tired.

I dont know why, I'm feeling very down now.
I feel like crying but yet I've to hide those emotions.
I'm breaking down very soon, I dont know how long more can I get hold of all this.
I dont know what can I really smile and say "yes, I'm happy. From the bottom of my heart"
Where's the happy-go-lucky girl in the past, I really miss my past alot.
When I really smile and acting out to anyone.
Cause now I can only smile, to hide and avoid everything.
It may not be the best solution but at least a better ones for now,
I know I disappoint you again, sorry.

I guess I just dont know what I want now for the moment of time.
I want to have fun, I want to be serious, I want to be happy, I want to smile,
I want to cry, I want laugh out loudly, I want to hold on, I want to let go, I want to love,
I want to be loved, I want everything BUT I ALSO WANT NOTHING.

How pathetic is my life right now, cause I totally have no idea, no future of what I want now.
I'm tired, I'm freaking pissed off with myself, FUCK UP MY LIFE!

| 9:03 AM |

Thursday, November 19, 2009

BFF, I dont know how many BFF I've now. HAHA!
But well, It has different meaning ah.
Oh anw, after meeting baby then after work, I'm going to meet ______ for drink.

Yesyes, cause I online he asked me when are we meeting.
We haven meet like for freaking long, okay it was quite long 2 years.
Is that long enough, hAHHA!

Anw, wy cheer up alright, even though I dont know you well or long enough but still cheer up.
I seriously dont understand why, I'm sorry if you feel offended but well I'll just say out.
I dint pin point at anyone so please, dont assume.

I just saw many couples like quarrelled and stuff, even for wy.
I seriously dont understand, we must you controlled when you're in a relationship
Does that mean in a relationship everyone should be tied up, should have no freedom or rights to go out with whoever.
If you say your respect the person and trust the person, why's it so that you still want to controlled that person. I thought trust and respect means, you trust your partner wont do funny stuff and respect his freedom and rights.
If you doesnt why keep claiming you'll trust the person and respect him/her.
Together doesnt mean anything, this minute you can happily hold on to the person, but the next minute he/she will be gone.
Everyone have their rights to go out and stuff, an relationship shouldnt affect your partner's lifestyle or by making friends and stuff.
As long as they told you or inform you who're they with, and stuff it's alright.

If even this, you also cant give in and stuff then dont say you respect or trust your love ones.
Cause it's totally nonsense.

Cause trust and respect will never be like this,
ask yourself does your love ones really feels happy from the bottom of their hearts
Or they're just saying beautiful white lies to cover everything to make you feel better.
If being together's such a painful one, why be together.

And freaking jerk, you arent even fit to comment on my friend
Who would care, if you dint cherish and stuff in the first place, why're you commenting.
Just because you think you're god, doesnt mean you're.
It would be awesome if you can take a mirror and reflect on yourself.
If you dont have one tell me, I will buy you one.
You act as if you're not at fault, NB!
Doesnt mean we dont say or comment on you, you're right.
It's because it waste our saliva by talking to you, STOP YOUR FREAKING ACTION!
If you're unhappy, just tell us straight, dont have to told wy off. JERK!

Sorry people, I was seriously pissed off, I just heard that freaking new that pissed me off.
I feel like giving that ass a slap.
But well, I shouldnt dirty my blog, I told others not to dirty their blogs too.
So yes, I felt much better, even ____ told me that guy's a bastard!
Shame on him, I think I can do much better than that guy if I'm a guy!
BYE PEOPLE!
i'll delete this after those should see have seen it, I dont want to dirty my blog for those freaking ass I detest alot.

| 10:32 AM |

Okay, I'm a little sian now, cause whatever I uploaded just now in the blog.
Is either hang or its size's too big:(
I shall go upload finish my photos in fb.
NIGHTS!

| 9:21 AM |

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

| 9:28 AM |

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I just woke up around 11plus.
Super tired alright, I guess I need super lots of beauty sleep ah.
I'm down with flu and cough how suay can that be, just before that-.-
Well, I dont know what to type anymore.

| 8:41 AM |

Monday, November 16, 2009

I shall make it short, cause I'm tired.

-Meetup with gary for movie was cancelled because no one can accompany hermes.
-Meet Baby N and Mingxuan @ mac.
-Balah came and they went off.
-Then went home with balah and hermes to look @ my dress.
-Went back to tiong to meet terry.
-Headed to uncle's office and pass some stuff.
-Then, town with hermes.
-Baby N and balah came after that.
-Ispent like hell today, freak! I should have resist alittle:(
-Went to far east and had ban mian.
-Brought my heels.
-Headed home with balah:D
-Chatting with him now, bye people!


Ps, gary! sorry x billion time.
I'll repay you with lolipop! HOHO!

| 6:48 AM |

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Went interview today, HAHA!
Nothing much I only went for one:D the other ones will go tomorrow or what.
I dont know what I have the urge to work @ k-box and a few.
I'm getting 2 part-time jobs or 1 full-time and a part time. LOL!

See how, meet shirley and ongling after that.
Went to 18chef and had our dinner there, LOL! Erm, it's alittle freaking me out I guess. LOL!
So yeah, went to chat with shirley and ong outside,
Indeed a good chat, oh! Ong keep disturb me, IDIOT!
After that shirley came to my house, had poker card and majong session.
I keep winning for cards, and shirley keep losing, so she've to drink.
Till my cute little sister place the book on my area, I lost:(

Nevermind, I didnt drink much except majong:(
I think, but shirley much more poor thing. HAHA!
Anw, going out tomorrow maybe for job interview and meeting gary:D
Nights people! I shall go watch my drama, Burning flame3(:

| 9:14 AM |

Saturday, November 14, 2009

| 3:11 AM |

Friday, November 13, 2009

I'm awake, stupid kenneth said I'm a pig:(
It's not pig, it's because I'm freaking tired:(

Anw, I'm waiting for our beloved unqiue HERMES to reply my message.
I bet she's sleeping right now, damn god.
So I received 5 messages went I'm awake and 2 miss calls.
Joey, kenneth, xxx and others. HAHA!

Some's because I was too tired then I fell asleep and didnt reply them.
LOL! so well, I haven found my heels.
Yes can you imagine, ME! Wearing high heels, LOL!
I guess it'll be a joke, must train.

Okay, I'm crapping LOL! I'm going to watch my drama and wait for hermes to reply.
After that, perhaps go bp meet gary(:
BYE PEOPLE!

And CHEER UP EVERYONE; PIG, HONEY, WIFEY, GARY, BABY N, BF, AND BFF! ALSO OTHERS!
Yeah, even though you guys keep telling me you're happy and stuff, but I know deep inside you guys're upset and stuff. I may not help alot, but remember.
As long as you need me there, I'll be there for you.
Just a phone call away or a message away, Ah tan'll let you rely on.
Cause when I need someone there, you guys are always there.
Same for you guys, I'll be there:D
LOVE YOU!

| 9:29 PM |

It's 3.18am now, I just watched finished Hi, my sweetheart.
It's awesome! Super funny and nice!
Show luo's hairstyle damn cool, HAHHA!
I cant wait to watch episode 3, he confessed lah.
Super nice, and MOMO LOVE episode 5.

Shit, I'm addicted to drama liao, CANNOT!:(
East of eden also another one I want to watch so many drama.
Anw, I'm going to bed now.
Bye people.

| 11:13 AM |

Many people tend to walk in then out, they're just alittle part of your life but with great impact.

Hello people, I have lots of fun today with fel and hermes(:
Oh, have lots of chats and stuff.

Anw, gym tomorrow with hermes(:
Too much fats, must go excerise):
Then meeting gary(:

Anw, I thought alot this few days, thanks to many around me.
I'm really fine, time to look at the positive side, dont worry about me.
Remember what I promised(:

So yes, I miss lots of people really.
I have many plans in mind now, but dont know which one.
hmm, holidays are nice but I DONT KNOW HOW TO USE IT.
proper management's needed(:


Shall go now, i blog for the sick of blogging.
IMISSEVERYONE, ESPECIALLY ALL MY BABY(S)

| 8:39 AM |

Thursday, November 12, 2009

| 9:00 AM |

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

| 9:33 AM |

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

If I'm just like a replacement then leave it, leave me as someone that was important in your heart. Dont step it, please.

I'm back fromhelping out my aunt , I'm tired.
I saw an old man falling down after he's drank, I felt pity.
I help the old man put a plaster on his face, he cut himself:(

Why do people use drinking to solve their troubles,
And gets more trouble for themselves. The old man didnt have anyone to rely on,
He only have himself, suddenly I realised alot of things.

So yeah, I learnt many precious lesson there, from those uncle auntie, and my friends there.
I always meet new people there, that why I always treated there as my second home.

Anw, tomorrow's the last day for O'S, yesyes! It's party time(:
I haven done any of it, mcq's so super -.-
So yes, I'm still thinking what to do with my hair, short. curl. or.
And prom night, so many things yet to be done, and I guess it will cost me a boom. LOL!
So, I shall go now. xxx messaged me(:

Yesyes, I shall be like chenxinyi. JIAYOU N.TAN(:
Bye people, with love.

| 6:45 AM |

Sunday, November 8, 2009

I was late for chinese lesson:(
Reached school around 9.30am,Mdam ku go through some important details and stuff.
Which's to memorize the notes LOL!

Anw, I just watched finish MOMOLOVE episode 4.
Awesome, I'm waiting for episode 5, cant wait!
I bet it will be much more interesting than the previous one.
So I'm waiting, mummy said today bringing me to doctor,after I dragged for 2days(:

Sky's getting darker and darker, going to rain soon.
Cool, cool cool!
Oh btw, hi my sweetheart's also quite nice.
Acted by rainie yang and luo zhixiang.

Anw, congratz to my jay zhou, he gotten the male singer award for 93.3fm.
I knew he'll get it for sure, cause too talented(:
Well, I shall go and memorize some of the notes, but I scare I'll fall asleep. LOL!

Bye people, dont play with the rain ah.
Later catch a cold:D

| 10:14 PM |

Cause love guide you through your way.

I'm back after strolling around bugis.
Brought shorts and clothes, freak I spent money again.
Nevermind it's okay, I'll save again(:

So anw, I'm having chinese lesson tomorrow again, I guess kenneth koh'll come right.
I want to see mdam ku expression, will be super funny I guess.
Watching jennier's body( am I right?) with gary after my o's ended(:
Cause all his friends watched except him.

Chatted with honey today, love her alot! Will be meeting up with honey real soon.
I'm still thinking whether to go for the interview anot.
The manager called me, but I still dont know should I go.

Shall see again, if not k-box would be my next target,
HAHAHA! sososos, I'm growing fatter, I guess:(
Cause I've been eating at night. But I thought only one day a meal or 2 nia.
Super sad, but mummy keep saying I'm not fat.
Is I think too much. BUT STILL I THINK I'M FAT:,(

But the good thing's I grow taller by 1cm. I'm so proud.
Stupid, zy stop laughing, at least I grow:P

So yesyes BP keep saying I never reply him,
I take hours to reply him, IDIOT! AT LEAST I REPLIED:x

I guess once he saw it, I'm in dead meat:(
Bye people, and yesyes!
AH TAN CHEER UP! POOTER'LL BE FINE<3

oh, yesyes, do help to look for my ahtan's dog.
She lost it around bukit merah area in the morning, do click for my link shirley for her dog's photo(:
Good people'll have good karma, so helped and good karma will come and find you(:

| 7:01 AM |

Saturday, November 7, 2009

| 5:33 AM |

Friday, November 6, 2009

桃花小妹 Super awesome alright. I watched till I wanted to cry.
ShiLang's sister was super powerpack lah, she wanted to pk with the 4 brothers.
I want to watch episode 4, when ShiLang confessed to TaoHua((:

Super OHMYGOD! I'm addicted to it, I keep repeating the episode.
I know I'm a drama freak, haha! Once watched, I will watch non-stop.
If not how can be Nowell tan,:P

Pig's complaining that I didnt talk to him, HAHA!
Okay, I know I put areoplane but I was too concentrated to the show(:

I'm hungry right now, system's weird now then hungry.
Anyone's nice enough to dabao for me till BoonTiong, I'll love him alot. LOL:x
I mean I'll super thanks the person, or anyone want to eat breakfast(:

| 8:12 AM |

Courage

Hello people, I just watched finish channel 8, 9pm drama.
COOLLLLLL! ADAM, ohmygod! I super attracted to him.
He's freaking hot, and his smile's sooooooo..

Okay fine, just pardon me for that little craziness:P
So had intensive chinese lesson today, was raining.
And guess what, I'm the first to reach school today, fel and baby N was saying they thought I confirm late:(
See, I'm the first ah. ANW, chinese lesson was fun I guess.
Mdam Ku was super funny and kenneth koh, taoyuan. LOL!
Opps, I shouldnt play with it, zip(:

So have lots of fun and of cause intensive paper work.
And I'm going to gym after O's I dont care, my baby(s) fel and N're going with me((:
So we have buffet, movie and whatelse. I cant wait at all.

I've lots of movie in mind and wanted to watch okay. Coolness, haha:P
Ahtan's coming back tomorrow night I guess.
I'm going out tomorrow for younger sister's concert, 6-10pm.
Freak, I guess I have to change a little of my plan how sad can that be.
But nevermind it's okay, all I have now's time(:

Shall go play fb and chat with pig! HAHAHA!

| 6:12 AM |

Thursday, November 5, 2009

High and low.

Ohmygod, today's show was awesome.
I love the 9pm show, cause got Adam = hot!
Ohmygod! my idol, the last time I saw him was like quite beginning of the year.

I want go see taohuaxiaomei the drama series, the newbie is coming to Singapore.
Who want go with me, I want see lei:(
So I just remembered tomorrow got chinese lesson.

I haven do the paper yet, shall do later on.
So, I was busying looking for stuff then I realised, that day gary gave me lolipops to cheer up.
I have like 4 with me, haha!

Yes, yesyes, lolipop makes me happy! Also green tea(:
HAHA! So if tomorrow I'm passing by bp, I'm going to tell gary.
Cause he's staying there, he asked me to ask him out if I'm at there. LOL!

I'm chatting on msn with flowerboy, LOL!
He super funny man, I miss k-box session with them.
Examinations faster over, then I can listen to HH's voice. LOL!

I going to play fb and listen to my super ultra idol, jay zhou!
LOVES!

| 7:17 AM |

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Density of love.

Hello people, I'm currently webcaming with jeremy.
HAHA! super shy can:P

So that idiot say I promised him to webcam with him so I webcam with him.
The cam is super blur, bad quality. HAHA!
He's going offline soon, I keep disturbing him. Sticking out my tongue.

Anw, I didnt study poa, sorry people.
I was super tired fall asleep till 8plus then look through the prelim papers and then fb now.
-.- I know I promised to study hard, butbutbut.

You know must relax awhile, haha!
Okay I'll study @ 10.45pm or 11pm. I need motivation now.

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inatywuotoodlhthigt, causeitdoknonwtwyhoauyasonwisuertorkefa.
ihsiwotlieevebtwahimngilefeonw, causeiowknouynotwhangceuotofdenusd.

| 6:25 AM |

________________________________.

I dont know should I lock my blog now,
it seems that many -.- are looking at my blog and _______.

Others ask me not to, but I seriously have the urge.
As if I did something wrong like this, I hate that feeling.

Anw, I deleted my post. I didnt want to see ____________________________.
So, yeah. Examination's ending soon.
Geography's kind of erm, I dont know. But I'm seriously super examinator brain. LOL!
What I predicted came out for the o's, OHMYGOD!
So shuz, taimin and others was like asking me what'll come out tomorrow for poa.
LOL! I hope I know all, then confirm a1 liao. HAHA!

I dont want to post le, I going to watch drama series.
HAPPY. 2 down(:

| 12:47 AM |

Monday, November 2, 2009

Labels: I know I shouldnt but I dont mind at all

| 9:48 AM |

| 8:00 AM |

画沙

午后的风摇晃枝桠 抖落了盛夏

我对着蝉认真说话

在对你牵挂

晚风轻敲著海沙 浪堆积起无暇

我跟纯真在比傻 爱上你放不下

这风景如画（开满凤凰凤凰花）院子裡花洒 （浇灌著那种情话）

等最美的晚霞 等故事长大

用手中的流沙画一个你呀

曾说过的永远我们一定不会擦

我的青春开始在喧哗

因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中的流沙轻描着你的脸颊

也答应说好的未来绝不会重画

许过的承诺我就不会再去拿

因为我爱你呀

将思念压成花

有你的记忆乾燥成瓶中沙

像沙漏般想著你滴滴达达

擦美美的趾甲 喝你泡的茶 原来幸福可以这么优雅

不论多大风沙 路多分岔 我一样找到你呀

管他风怎么刮 管雨就怎么下

越痛我就越来（越瀟洒） 不摘不属於自（己的花）

喔爱闪著泪光為你我可以当傻瓜

这风景如画（开满凤凰凤凰花）院子裡花洒 （浇灌著那种情话）

等我们的童话 等誓言落下 用手中的流沙画一个你呀

曾说过的永远我们一定不会擦

我的青春开始在喧哗 因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中的流沙轻描着你的脸颊

也答应说好的未来绝不会重画

许过的承诺我就不会再去拿 因为我爱你呀

用手中的流沙画一个你呀

曾说过的永远我们一定不会擦

我的青春开始在喧哗 因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中的流沙轻描着你的脸颊

也答应说好的未来绝不会重画

许过的承诺我就不会再去拿 因为我爱你呀

| 7:53 AM |

Humans change, so do I, I'll show you that I'm mature for it. Change to someone with a better temper.(:

I'm currently on phone with my bpff.
HAH! He's cheering me up saying lame jokes, I just dont know why couldnt get to bed.
Baby N's sad, dont sad alright. Ah tan'll always be here for you.
As long as you need me, let me know, I'll be there. Lend you my shoulder to lie on.
To cry out loud and stuff, like how baby did for me.
Dont worry, rainy'll be gone soon I guess.

I'm watching videos on youtube, I'm looking through some stuff.
Ohmygod, I'm in love with this song. It's sang by a old singer lah, But that lyric's so awesome alright.
I dont intend to post it out, haha! I'm selfish, cause I'm fishy tan ma:P
Baby R birthday's arriving soon. 34mins more, See I got xin lor.
Dont always say I dont have.

| 7:19 AM |

People I'm currently super down now,
Had social studies paper in the morning, And I screw up even though, what I predicted topic did came out but still, I didnt really finished up my SBQ. Super pissed:(

Then chemistry paper was alright, is easy I can say. I should be happy.
But that moment I know there's moderation, KNS! my mood went super down.
What's wrong now, why's there so many problems.

I felt like giving up everything now, Kind of upset.
But I dont know what's wrong with me, and when I know the truth again then I realised some stuff. Haha, I should be able to tell long ago.
I dont know, I meeting friends @ panjang tomorrow to study but I dont know why I dont feel like going. I know I know, I'll do my best.

AND CAN those freaking people stop sending me message like wtf, sex?
Hello, excuse me I not that open lah, you want I introduce you people. Stop spamming my message box. I'm getting pissed off.

I dont know what I want to post.
Bye.

| 1:55 AM |

Sunday, November 1, 2009

I feel damn sad now, you know why.
Cause everyone say I'm lying that I'm happy. KNS!
I say I'm truly happy no one believe, as if want me to be sad again.
I SWEAR I PROMISE, I'M REALLY HAPPY NOW.

Anw, Jeremy say he's going to bugis to catch toys for me(:
And Baby R, thanks. But dont worry, no matter what it's my decision is firm.
So anyway, yes. I get replied by the manager for that ktv.
They asked me to go down for interview, cool! Happy(:

Super happy now, and I send resume for roadshow girls too.
All waiting for reply, after O's I can do lots of things le.
Can learn violin, dance, guitar and piano. Super ultra happy, cause baby's going to learn violin with me. Maybe there got someone handsome ah. HAHA!
Guys who know how to play musical instruments are freaking cute and handsome, I always noticed that.
So, I'm just freaking bored keep spamming post.

| 2:20 AM |

Independent will lead you to another path(:

Hello people, I'm good girl. I did a little TYS- chemisty.
HAHA! I guess I have to give up combine humans, geography might not be able to make it.
Looking through my past result felt abit sad, I always did well for social studies and some for geography, but I'm afraid my o's I will fail my geography.

Anw, I'm at lan shop, waiting for gary to come and find me.
AHHA! he's slowly preparing, so I'm slowly slacking also.
I vomited out my mac meal, my stomach is super uncomfortable.
Freaking hell:(

If you dont care why do you ask,
if you cant do it, why ask others?
I'm old enough to think, I'm no longer that kid anymore.
Yes I'm stubborn, but now I changed. I dont need anyone to tell me what to do and stuff.
I'll think now and stuff, yes for now it maybe hurt but as times pass by everything will be gone.
I believed times can heal everything, it may takes a long time, but I know I will do it like how I did it in the past.
Perhaps, this time maybe deeply, but all this will change.
I just need you to be truth and nothing else. I'm not greedy at all.
I just want an answer, an answer from the bottom of your heart.
Dont worry I told myself this morning, I would never be like yesterday anymore.(:
No matter how sad it's I'll faced it, I make sure. And I promised(:

| 1:45 AM |

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