Monday, November 30, 2009
I'll if I could, if not just let me be like this.
Baby N just show me something disguesting.
Ohman, it's really super retarded!
Even if you like the idol, dont have to do that right.
Luckily, my JayChou dint received this kind of letter.HAHA!
Those know me, you know I'm super crazy about jaychou.
He's so hot, talented, filial to his mummy, he've tons of good characters,
Except like one bad one which's I dont know lah.
He's perfect in my eyes, I dont care ah!
B keep mentioning he's more handsome than jay.
I almost puke ah, :x
So yes, I'm gonna show you the link ah,
http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/2pm_taecyeon_scarlet_letter/
AND I'm chatting with many now,
My msn flooded with like 10conversation=.=
And thanks Hongliang, meet up soon ah! Remember must msg me when you're there for the dinos:D
I feel like tearing when everyone's telling me to hold on.
Dont give up, those little encouragements and advice make me tried to hold on.
But I guess I disappoint you guys, cause I no longer have the strength to stay there longer anymore.
Every single things make me tired, make me sick, make me tear.
I hate it, I detest it, I dislike it.
But I know I cant do anything, what's happening like seriously.
I switch off my handphone just now, tons of calls and msgs.
I dint want to care about it, I just want to disappear for a little while.
Cause I realised the cruel side of it, I dont want.
I dont know what I'm typing, wtf wtf.
I hate myself for being like this, this isnt me.
All this while, I'm just running, hiding and avoiding.
Till now, I just hope to keep my mind busy. Doing lots of stuff.
Cause I just hope that the next post will be more happy,
at least, I dont have to worry that people around me will get affected.
Or perhaps, they wont. I'm just thinking too much.
And it's time to let go right, 2009 is a beautiful year.
I learnt alot, fell alot, cried alot, think alot. It's a bad year for me indeed but also,
a beautiful one, cause on the way I learnt.
I dont know lah, blame B for that always say something to knock me.
Or push me to make me fall, but I know, he's trying to make me feel better. Nights!
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