Thursday, November 26, 2009
There're many out there, but none caught my eyes. Cause I've only you in my eyes, just cant get rid of it<3
It's 12.52pm now, I dint get to bed.
I keep turning here and there, just cant get myself into bed.
Sorry BFF:x I lied by saying I'll sleep:(
Just many thoughts running through my mind.
Once I close my eyes're those images that I want to shake off.
I hate it, why is it always coming when everything's ending.
Just the feeling I've to face it alone, my fear, my afraid.
Yet I know I've to, I must move out of this.
Time to get on, but harder to do it.
I dont know, sometimes I do hope I can spilt out what I thought and I want to say.
But I know, my unhappiness will bring everyone down.
I just hope even if I'm down or suffering alone, those who're around me are smiling, cause it was you guys make me strong:D
I dont want to see you guys sad, I want give you guys a smile.
So I dont want to spilt out anything, I know once I spilt out more problems will occurs.
I dont want to be a bitch, I know what I'm doing.
If I were to spilt out, happiness will just be 0.
So yes, kaixinjiuhao:D So much worries and trouble, everyday think about it.
Your head will also become bigger, just live a day and think for that day:D
A smile unlock many doors,
I hope everyone smile. Even those I detest, I also hope you smile too. Cause your smile will bring others happiness and I hope you did:D
WOW! since when I become so nice, LOL!
HAHA! perhaps, this few weeks of thoughts and meeting new friends let me think alot.
Time to grow more mature, I dont want when I'm 20, I'm still freaking retarded or childish:D
Anw, B thanks. You know I'm sad and called me:D
Even if I dont say any, you know what I'm thinking about, upset about.
You might not know the whole but still, I want to thank you.
ANDAND! BFF, xiexie ni too!<3
I know I'm gonna get scolded if you see this:x
Yes,yes, I have very nice people and friends around me.
Without you guys, I wont be standing strong and being what I'm now.
You guys are my pillar, give me strength and let me rely on.
I gave you guys promise before, as long as you need me I'll really be there.
Just a phone call, you might not want to spilt out everything to me,
You might just want to be quiet but rest assure I'll be super noisy or super quiet just to make you smile:D
Cause I'm also your pillar, anytime if you want to rely on, I'll let you rely.
I wont let this pillar fall, cause I know many pillar around me.
ILOVEYOU! <3
Okay, I'm going to grandma house now.
LOVESSSS:DDD
Cause I'll hold you tight in my heart.
Cause I dont want to bring you down.
But I want to make you smile and be the special one:D
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