Tuesday, December 22, 2009

It took me days to know you, weeks to get along together, months to have fun and years to forget you.

Alright this 2 days sucks to the max, i swear!
Yesterday was about work and stuff, that I dont wish to mention anything.
But I must say, dinos are the best pals I've:D

So yes, I was super ultra duper down for today.
I was hiding my emotions but eventually it dint success at all.
I was freaking pissed off with myself and myself.
I felt so hopeless and useless, like a nothing.
Sometimes, it isnt how people look at you, but how you look at yourself.
I swear I dint want to bring in my emotions, I always keep it well but I dont know why it always went in a mess when I entered dinos.
Some curse? AHA! okay not funny at all.
So yes, in the end thanks to my precious raj and others.

I started smiling, I seriously have no idea why am I like this.
My mind seems to be wondering about tons of stuff, but none I understood.
So yes, sorry all. I dint mean to, I was just trying to ignore myself.
DAMN, I dont understand any at all.

After that, I took the train then raj talked to me.
I dont know, or perhaps I dont wish to know any, I'm just hiding that the fact that I know and I understood? Did I or did I not.

You know my brain cells are dying one by one, I guess once school started I'll left nothing in my mind. thanks ah!
FREAK! I dont understand, I keep telling B how afraid I'm but I dint know the reason why.
I just think that I'm a freaking bitch, just a bitch.

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