Monday, January 4, 2010

The flash-back & past is what that is holding me back.

I swear my mood today was down down down down down.
Fucker! I'm totally not in any mood alright, initally I just keep tearing and tearing.
Tons of flashback, makes me think, feels and at the same moment to erase it away.

What's wrong man, can anyone answer me.
It's just so hard for me to accept things now, or perhaps, I never try to accept before.
Every step takes me lots of courage, I've to pluck out my courage.
Cause I'm standing at the middle of the road, deciding what it's now.

I just feels like letting go of every single things I'm trying to hold on now.
It's tiring for me, hard for me.
Perhaps, things always goes wrong for me.

Fcuk, I seriously dont know myself. So many questions and doubts I'm having right now.
I feel like just hitting my head.

I dont feel like going anywhere, I just told jun I'm not going out tomorrow.
Cause I just feel like slacking at home the whole day!
BYE!

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