Thursday, January 7, 2010

There're many things I've been regretting lately in my life, perhaps there're more to add on.


I've been asking myself for the rest of today,
What am I holding onto now, is it me or nothing.
I seriously hope I can know nothing, perhaps it's true.

When things are gone, you tend to regret what you've done.
But I know adding another regret to my life.
Yes, I know I'll be regretting as times goes by, HAHA!

It's just another small part of my life, it's time for me learnt to be independent.
Stop relying on people around me, I rely too much.
Where's the one that keep saying I'll be independent, Nowell.

Someone just knock some words into my mind today,
I'm still young, I know I can still fool around but as I get older, it's time to think about things.
But you know I'm tired of thinking and thinking,
I'm tired of crying and crying,
I'm tired of saying and saying,
I'm tired of expressing myself & emotions.
I'm just so sick and tired of everything now, that I hope I can just walk off.

Just the part where there's only me, myself and I.
But till now I dont know, there're so much I wanted to spilt out,
yet that word "trust" is seems to be nowhere.

Since when have I started locking up myself, protecting myself from the surrounding.
Sometimes, I just hope I can disappear for alittle while, no one can contact me & find me.

Sigh, I just dont know what I want, I just know that I always screw up things.
I just hope it's raining now, perhaps it can cover up for the things I've been doing lately.

I'm STARTING TO DISLIKE MYSELF, DAMN FUCK!


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