Sunday, April 11, 2010

Doesnt mean you dont understand how someone's heart can broke into piece, how you can tear someone down, then you can hurt that person so deeply.
Cause it's because of you, such person, that why people tend to hate their past, tend to hide, tend to run away. Because they are afraid, afraid of being hurt again. Afraid of open up their heart and end up what they get back was just something heart-broken, something that cause them to stop moving on. Just because of the selfishness, you make someone paid the price, and that was how huge the price is.

They were actually dreaming big, waiting for fairytales to appear, waiting for something. Do you even understand how it feels to wait for something that's beautiful to turn out to be something else, do you even understand because of your act, your words, people will tend to avoid everyone. To hide @ a corner, but who understand all this.

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Tuesday, April 6, 2010

I'm tired, tired of being a hero trying to save people around when I cant even save myself.
I'm tired, tired of pretending that I dont when I actually care.
I'm tired, tired of loving and then choosing my own path to stop all this.
I'm tired, tired of nightmares that will reminds me of every incident and scar I've in the past.
I'm tired, tired of pushing people away.
I'm tired, tired of loving those that I couldnt love.
I'm tired, tired of hurting those I love.
I'm tired, tired of my life. Just feel like ending it the next minute of time.

| 11:48 PM |